Twilight Fan Fiction
Unwanted
Chapter 1: New Beginnings
Bells was always a tom boy. She woke up every morning at 5am and went out for a run. It helped ease her mind though it seemed to have the opposite effect for her father. Charlie always worried about her safety since her condition made her many enemies.
People stayed away from her on a good day but there were a few days where she would have to deal with your average asshole. There wasn't a time where she wasn't treated differently due to her condition.
Her mother left her when she was just a kid because of her "illness", as her mother so kindly put it.
Before she was born the doctors believed s was going to be a boy but when she was born things took an unexpected turn. The doctors ran many test and she tested as a female but her dick said another story.
Her mother told them to "fix me". As if I were a broken lamp or dented car. My father however didn't want the surgery due to its many risks. Her mother didn't care about risks though.
Her mother said she was an abomination and that I didn't deserve to live. One day when they were left alone she actual tried to attack her but luckily for Bella, Charlie forgot his wallet and got there before any real damage was done. Since that day she has never seen her mother again.
As B ella grew older she learned to live with it. She wore mostly boy pants and nothing that clung to her too tightly. Getting comfortable with herself was easy. She didn't tell many people about her condition. She just felt as though no one would understand or even take the time to care.
Her senior year was starting up and it turned out that her father was offered a new position on the Alaska State Trooper. They were gong to be moving there tomorrow.
Making the transition from Washington to Alaska wouldn't be easy however. Every time she met anyone new it was difficult The students and teachers always seem to treat her differently because of her condition.
As she finished her run she jogged up the stairs. She pulled her earbuds out and opened the front door.
Brown moving boxes littered the floor. There were only a few things left to take and they were bringing them on the plane.
As Bella walked into the kitchen she grabbed a glass from the cupboard and filled it with cold water. As she took a few large gulps Charlie walked in wearing his usual jeans and a long sleeved shirt.
"Good morning, Bells." Charlie said as he kissed his daughter's hair and walked to the cupboard pulling out his own cup.
"Good morning, Dad." Bella said between long gulps. Bella placed her cup in the sink. "So, Whats on the agenda today?"
"Well I was going to go over to Billy's place and watch the game for a bit before getting ready for our trip. You can come if you want I'm sure Jacob would like to see you.
Charlie sipped at his orange juice as he read his newspaper.
Bella knew seeing Jacob one more time would only make things worse. He hadn't talked to her in weeks. Jacob has had a crush on her since we were kids but when he found out about her condition he freaked out and avoided her like the plague.
"No, Im okay. Besides it would only be awkward." Pushing herself off the counter she headed for the stairs. "I'm just going to take a shower and get ready for the day."
Charlie sighed and gave a sympathetic smile as Bella ran up the stairs not waiting for his response.
While she showered she washed her hair thinking about the new adventure her and her father would be going on. Alaska wouldn't be much different from Washington when it came to weather but it would be different than everything else.
Getting out of the shower she walked into her room grabbing a fresh pair of jeans and a long sleeved shirt from her dresser. There was nothing left in her room now except for a blowup mattress and a few books. In one of her books was a picture from months before of her ex girlfriend.
The break up was especially hard for Bella for leaving Washington seems to be one of the many things that Charlie thought would help. Of course it was mostly for his new job but in new surroundings he said it would be helpful.
Rosalie and her had just broken up into to the fact that her family had found out what the problem was with Bella. Rosalie seemed to accept it but her family couldn't stand it.
Remembering the day that Rosalie said she was leaving would always breaking her heart. The Cullens left in such a hurry that they didn't even bother to ask her not to worry about their secret. The way she sought was that since she knew bears and they new hers everything would be even.
Looking around her room fellow and realized that nothing would be the same. Walking out the room and down the stairs she walked into the kitchen and found a pizza menu for lunch.
As she sat at the kitchen table she looked over the menu and finally placed her order.
Walking around the house she made sure that everything was in place and where it needed to be for their departure tomorrow. Soon after putting the last bit of things in their places her pizza arrived. She ate her pizza in silence for half an hour to spend the rest of her time reading a book until Charlie finally came home.
As her father walked in the door it was clear that he had had quite a few beers. Soon enough he fell asleep to wake in the morning for their drive.
Bella cleaned up what was left of her pizza mess and finally had fallen asleep on her air mattress for the night. As she slept she dreamt of a woman in the wilderness surrounded by snow but could not see her face.
Once morning came Charlie woke her up a little chipper for a man drinking the night before. Bella was happy that Charlie was excited to start their new life in Alaska. But it didn't mean that she was that excited.
As Charlie packed up the car for them to leave Bella said goodbye to her house for the last time and locked the door. The ride to the airport wasn't getting the things checked in was the longest part of the day. Soon enough they were on the plane going towards Alaska and all Bella was feeling was complete and utter fear for the fact they were on a tiny plane in the middle of the air shaking every minute.
Soon enough the plane finally landed and Bella took a sigh of relief. Heading to the rental station Charlie got a nice SUV for them to pack all the things into and take today new happened. The cabinet they were going to live and wasn't very crowded and in Alaska no one really had many neighbors to see or hear from.
It happened that her father had bought was just about the size of their house in Washington and had two bedrooms and bathrooms in each room. It was a classic log And it had a very nice fireplace in the living room the kitchen. Which was important for Bella seeing as how she did most of the cooking.
They pulled up to the house and took all of the boxes out of the car and piled them in with the rest of the things that were in the cabin. Bella went to her room to see that there were only a few pieces of furniture that were in the correct places but the rest of her things were in boxes.
Seeing it was already getting late Charlie insisted that they just eat dinner and deal with all the unpacking the next day.
"Sowhat would you like to eat that? I don't think there are many diners here." Bella chuckled.
"Well for your information there actually is a little diner not too far from here maybe a couple miles out. Plus I think it would be good to go to see who's in town. And I know that I'm going to want to see the town to try and get to know what's around here seeing as how you're going to have to go to school and I'm going to be on patrol." Charlie's smiled back after grabbing his coat from the rack.
"Alright I guess we can check it out. When do you start work anyway?" Bella asked as she shrugged on her coat.
"I start the same day you start school. " Charlie said.
Charlie held the door open for Bella as they walked out of their little cabin and into the car. On the way to the diner it appeared to be more than 2 to 3 miles away from the house. Once they got the diner they seated themselves and waited for a waitress.
Soon enough a thin blond giddy girl walked up to us to take our order. "Hi my name is Veronica and I'm the waitress for the day. Would you like me to tell you the specials?"
"No that's okay. Can I just have the rice pilaf with the mixed vegetables on the side of a steak medium rare? Bells, what are you getting?" Charlie asked looking up from the menu.
"I just have the burger and fries on the side."
"Alright, I'll go put that order in." The waitress smiled and took our menus.
As the rest of dinner pass they talked about work and the school classes that Bella would be having. Luckily she would be starting the year out fresh and right at the beginning of the semester. They talked about the food and how it was nothing like it was back home but it was alright.
After dinner they drove back the 3 miles to the cabin to settle in for the night. As Bella got ready for bed Charlie set up his precious flat screen TV on the ESPN channel.
Bella brushed her teeth and washed her face and changed into her pajamas. Luckily when they hired the movers they set up her bed so she didn't have to sleep on her air mattress that night.
It has been three days since she got into Alaska today was her first day of school. Because the alarm buys she went over her schedule and her head for the 50th time that week. Getting out of bed was easiest part of her day.
While in the shower that morning she slipped and hit her elbow on the side of the bathtub leaving a giant bruise. Getting dressed she had to find a different outfit in order to cover the bruise so she wouldn't be embarrassed at school. While looking for a decent pair of pants to wear she noticed that all of her loosefitting pants seem to be in a box that she couldn't find. She was left to settle for a pair of slightly tight pants.
It was tight enough to notice a slight bulge but if she got an erection all today it would be a catastrophe. She didn't have much of a choice but to deal with it.
Her truck had finally arrive with several other large thing that they needed for the house so she finally had away get to school and back without her father.
The schedule for school didn't seem too difficult so she thought the classes look like. Though she knew she would miss the few friends she had in Washington she hoped she can make new ones.
Walking down the stairs she saw her father sitting at the kitchen table with a couple coffee in the newspaper. He was wearing his newest uniform which was a much better quality than his last uniform as the chief of police in Forks, Washington.
"Morning, dad. Are you ready for your first day at work?" Bella asked as she walked into the kitchen grabbing a bottle of water from the fridge.
"Yeah, I'm ready. It shouldn't be more different than my last job." Charlie chuckled at his own joke. "What about you? Do you think you're ready?"
"I don't think I have much of a choice but to be dad. It's a brand-new school. I guess I have to make it work." Bella sighed as she looked down at the floor.
"I know this is difficult for you. But I love you and I know that you're gonna be able to make this work. You don't have to feel out of place. And if anyone gives you any trouble all you have to do is call me and I'll come to the school." Charlie said seriously as he placed his coffee cup on the new kitchen table.
"Yeah I'm sure that would really help. My dad shows up in the middle of the school day because I had a little bit of a problem." Bella shrugged on her coat and grabbed her back pack. "Don't worry about me I'll be able to handle it. I'll see you for dinner remember be home by six."
Without waiting for his response Bella took off through the door and slammed it shut. As she got in her car she threw her backpack in the passenger seat. As the car roared to life she took off on the very unfamiliar route to school.
As she walked through the front doors of school everyone seem to have their eyes on her. They knew she was the new trooper's daughter. Walking into the office she picked up her new school ID and headed off to her first class.
Her math class was not that difficult to get through without falling asleep. Science however she had an old man who could barely hear any of the student's responses. Of the class ended Bella felt as if she would be getting a headache for the rest of the day.
Next was gym where she sat on the bench and tried her hardest not to play. She didn't think a bodily injury would be a good way to start her senior year.
Walking down to my philosophy class she bumped into a few kids on the way. Outside of her class a very tall boy hit her from behind as he ran past and drop all of her books.
"Seriously?" She mumbled as she bent down to get her books.
Suddenly a second pair of hands appeared helping her grab her books. She looked up into the face of the person helping her and saw the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen in months.
Looking into the face of this woman she realized exactly what she was.
Fear grabbed her heart as she realized that this vampire in front of her was an animal drinker. Did this mean that the others were there with her?
"Hello my name is Tanya Denali. Is this your class? If so I think you're running a bit late." The vampire smiled and stood handing Bella her books back.
"Yes I'm in this class. I just got my books knockdown so I'm running a bit late." Bella couldn't seem to slow down her heart as it pounded in her chest.
Bella quickly picked up her books and put them back in her arms. She slowly entered the classroom she found the nearest empty seat and sat down. Soon she watched Tanya walk to her desk and sit in front of the class.
Realizing quickly the Tanya was the teacher Bella sighed. Thinking back to Carlisle and his need for control in the hospital she can only imagine how much control Tanya could have to be able to teach in a school full of humans.
Questions circled in Bella's mind and she thought back to the vampires she once knew in Washington. The ones that had left her behind when they thought that she was too strange to be around them. Stryckning was a difficult term considering the fact they weren't exactly human. She knew that they never accepted her but her love for Rosalie kept her there.
"Hello class. I am Tanya Denali . And I'm going to be your teacher for philosophy of your senior year." Tanya gracefully circled her desk and picked up the papers that she had on the corner. Looking back to the class she began to hand out the sheets of paper. "This is just a quick writing assignment tell me a little bit about yourselves." "I want you to write one homepage you have 20 minutes starting now."
As Tanya walked around the question handing out the sheets of paper Bella slowly started to examine the vampire. Noticing the type of clothes she was wearing was semi professional. She walked with grace though she wore exceptionally high 4 inch black heels, matching her black pencil skirt and blue silk blouse with buttons undone on the top not enough to be considered inappropriate but not too little to be considered that modest.
Because Tanya began to approach Bella's desk she began to realize the effect that the teacher and vampire was having on her eyes from her teacher Bella realized the tight pants she was wearing were slightly getting tighter. Hoping to cover the bulge in her pants she took her sweater off the back of her chair and draped it over her lap. Though it seemed to be too late as Tanya approached her desk, placing a piece of paper upon it and looking toward Bella's lap with a raised eyebrow.
Seemed as though this woman though she appeared to be like the Cullens in her eyes alone did not know her secret. Breathing a sigh of relief as Tanya continue to move past church other students to hand them their papers.
Staring down at the paper she didn't know quite what to write. Remind Drifting to Tanya and the reaction she seemed to have two her bulge. Without realizing what she was doing she began to write about Tanya and the effect she had on her. She began to imagine many different ways that they could be together. She began to write a very long story about an experience that she wished she had with Tanya.
Putting down various details about bending her over a desk and touching and kissing her and she had just began to get to the portions of removing clothing when she noticed that others in the room lifted their papers with the intent of giving the papers back to the teacher.
As she was trying to figure out what to do with the paper Tanya had approached her desk with her hand out expectantly waiting for it. Knowing what else to do she simply placed the piece of paper in the teachers hand.
took all the papers to her desk. "Alright class. You're going to read an assignment from your textbooks for the next half an hour and then we're going to discuss it in class. Please do so quietly and do not use your cell phones. And please know I have a exceptional hearing."
Sitting at her desk she began to go through each paper slowly grading them. I couldn't focus on the assignment in the book due to the fact that soon she would stumble upon my paper and soon she would ask me about it.
Soon enough she came across a piece of paper and slowly went through it. Her eyebrow raised with curiosity and Bella suddenly saw her look up at her.
Bella was both scared and excited as she realized the bulge her pants began slowly growing. Tanya got up from her desk and walked over to Bella.
Putting her hand on Bella's shoulder Tanya leaned into whisper in her ear "See me after class."
Leaving no room for discussion Tanya walked away and began to teach the lesson of the day. After discussing the philosophy article the class was supposed to read and Bella didn't because she was so distracted, Ms. Denali went through the list of what was to be expected for the rest of the semester and the rest of the school year. She also made out a list of what the homework would be for the remainder of the year.
The bell rang at the end of class and Bella ran from her seat to try to escape the awkward conversation withTanya. Bella was not that lucky as she felt a sudden pull from behind her backpack. Looking over her shoulder and she saw Ms. Denali holding her back.
"Bella, did you forget we have to have a discussion?" Tanya smirked and guided her over to a chair next to her desk. "Or were you simply trying to avoid it?"
"No.. I.. I was just-" Bella cursed for her constant stuttering.
Tanya giggled and touched Bella's hand that now rested on her desk. "You don't need to be nervous Bella. I'm not going to bite, I promise."
"Well given your nature I wasn't sure. The last time I was around your kind I seemed to get into a constant mess ." Bella was surprised at the harsh tone that her voice just took.
Suddenly the room grew quiet. Tanya's face took a sudden seriousness and the smirk that was once there faded.
"Well I do have to say when Rosalie told me about you she didn't mention that you were quite rude." Ms. Denali lifted her assignment and placed it in front of her. "Now onto this. Though I do find your story extremely creative it is still highly inappropriate for school."
"I didn't want to hand that in though I didn't exactly want to be rude either. Even though according to you I'm already rude." Bella lifted her back pack off the floor and stood up. "Now if you will excuse me some of us actually need food to survive and I'm late for lunch."
Bella stormed out of the classroom and headed towards the cafeteria. She didn't know what it was about Tanya Denali but something about her sure did know how to tick her off.
Bella wasn't sure if it was just her hormones acting up. Or if it was just the fact that Tanya reminded her so much of the Cullens she had learned to love.
Bella decided to take a walk out into the forest once since she was already aggravated and didn't want to deal with the rest of her school day. She found a nice secluded area with a big enough rock that she could sit on and pulled the lunch out of her backpack.
After finishing her sandwich she continue to sip on the can of soda as she laid back and look at the cloudy sky. Suddenly her head jerked up as she heard a tree branch snap nearby.
Looking around she saw no no one and thought if she was hearing things. Suddenly she saw something speed by and some a flash of blonde curls.
Jumping down off the rock she stood there and waited to see something. She felt her presence behind her and immediately turn around. She gasped as she saw amber eyes that were filled with fury earlier that day.
True to herself Bella stumbled backwards and nearly fell on a rock on the floor but didn't as a pair of ice cold arms surrounded her and protected her from her fall.
She immediately pushed herself out of Tanya's arms and looked into her eyes. "What are you doing here?"
"I should ask you the same question. You shouldn't be out here alone. Don't you know it's dangerous?" Tanya chuckled.
"I think I can take care of myself thanks." Bella once again grabbed her back and made to leave. This time however a cold hand grabbed her arm and pulled her back.
"What is it with you and storming off today? You have already been rude enough for one day don't you think?" Tanya spoke through clenched teeth.
Bella shuffled her feet and looked at Tanya once again. "I'm sorry.. You just remind me of people I would rather forget."
"The Cullens? Correct?" Tanya asked now releasing Bella's arm.
Bella nodded shyly and threw her bag down to sit back up on the rock.
Finally truly looking at Tanya she realized that she was not wearing a coat. The buttons on her blouse still undone and her heels were dug into the snow as in continued to fall lightly around them. At that moment she truly begin to appreciate her beauty.
Bella cursed as the swell in her pants became to come back. She placed her hands in front of to try to prevent Tanya from seeing it.
Tanya joined Bella on the rocks and put her hand on her thigh. "You don't have to feel ashamed."
"Last time someone told me that they left me."
"I am not them I'm not going to leave you. I actually quite look forward to getting to know you better. And not just as your teacher." Tanya smiled kindly at Bella.
"Just need time to process this. I just started out at school and now I found out that you're here. It's just going to take some time." Bella said as she intertwined her fingers with Tanya's.
"I understand and I accept that. Now, would you like to return to school or would you like to go home?" Tanya smirked.
"I actually wanted to stay here for a while with you, if that's okay?" Bella said shyly as she continued to look at their hands.
Tanya lifted Bella's chin so she could look into her eyes. "Sure but how about a little bit more private? Would you like to come to my house?"
Bella smiled as she looked into Tanya's eyes and nodded her head bringing a giant grin to Tanya's face as well.