This is my first story here so if I make some mistakes, I'm truly sorry about that. I hope you guys enjoy this. This is going to be the first chapter so it's going to be boring. Enjoy :)

"Jared!" I shrieked in horror as I felt his arms around my waist, tickling my flat stomach which made him chuckle in victory. I quickly punched his chest aggressively which caught him off guard but it was my advantage of escaping from his gasp.

"Hey! No fair Eli!" He shouted from a far as I forced my legs to keep running away from him. I giggled loudly as I kept running from him.

"Don't think so brother." I shouted back, laughing as I ran as fast as I can but I suddenly felt his strong arms around my waist again and tackled me to the ground. "Hey! Cheater!" I laughed as I tried to escape my hands from his grip but it was too late for that. He had me stuck. Like always.

"I always win Eli. Remember that." He smirked as he stood up, letting me go.

I rolled my eyes as I stood up on my feet and punched his arm. "That's for tackling me brother." I giggled as I felt his arms around me, hugging me tightly. I smiled softly as I rested my head on his chest.

I slowly opened my eyes, gasping from the memory. I've had so many of them over three years now. It wasn't fair for me to get so attached to this man that I've never actually met. Just seen in my dreams. Most like memories.

"He's mine."

That voice echoed in my head again which scared me. I hadn't heard her in a long time. My fingers ran through my hair as tears ran down my cheeks. I took a deep breath as I walked to the mirror, slowly touching the wetness that was on my skin. I looked down on my fingers that was wet. I looked up again at my reflection, seeing my whole face filled with this wetness that I didn't recognize.

"You will never win. This body is mine."

I gulped loudly, scared. I wasn't sure what to do. Should I respond back or ignore her like the past three years.

"Ignoring me won't solve anything. I'll still be here fighting you."

I looked at the mirror, at the body that was now mine. This body was now me. Whether she liked it or not.

"No. This is me now. This is mine." I said a bit loud as I heard her groan in disgust. I took a deep breath as I didn't hear her anymore which was nice. I loved the peace and quiet. It relaxed me. I walked back to my bedroom and sat down as I grabbed a notebook from under my pillow and began to write about what had happened.

"Writing it down won't do anything. Your just wasting your energy on nothing."

I ignored her once again as I kept writing until the sun started to come up which was a relieve. Once I finished writing, I closed it and placed it back where it was. I sighed deeply as I made my bed neatly and made my way to the bathroom to shower up. As I turned on the water, I slowly started to undress myself as I recognized something in the shower. There was a marking on it. It looked very familiar. I slowly touched it slightly.

"This looks so familiar." I slowly mumbled to myself, knowing that she was hearing.

"Forget it. I ain't showing you anything. Your the enemy."

I slowly pulled away from it, curious about the mark. It kinda looked like a "J". I sighed and tried to forget about it as I got in the shower, washing my whole body as images of that man named Jared ran through my head for quite a while. The way his face lights up when he smiles. When he's worried. His strong muscular arms that would be around my waist.

"STOP IT! He's mine, not yours!"

I suddenly opened my eyes, realizing that I'm still in the shower. I quickly shut it off as I started to take small but deep breaths. I gulped softly as I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my body, walking to my bedroom.

"Don't think about him. Your an alien and he's human."

I ignored her once again. She was getting annoying to me. I didn't even wanted him in that way. He was nothing but a stranger to me.

"It's your memories. It's not me." I softly mumbled to myself as I started to get dressed.

"But your the one that looks into my memories so stop it!"

I sighed deeply, knowing that she was right. It was all me and I couldn't handle myself. "I'm sorry. I just can't help it." I looked outside the window, watching people living their usual lives. Their happy lives.

"Aliens. Not people."

I rolled my eyes as I walked out of my house, walking around. It felt nice to feel the sun blasting on my skin. I can't remember the last time I was outside. I walked to the beach, enjoying watching the waves and the wind blowing through my body. I sighed deeply, enjoying it until I heard a voice behind me. I slowly turned around to see a small little boy who was crying.

"What's the matter sweetie?" I slowly went down to his level, feeling bad.

"I-I lost my family. I don't know where I'm at." He looked up, meeting her eyes.

I looked around to see no one around. It was only me and the little boy. I looked back at him and smiled softly. "It'll be okay sweetie. We'll find your family okay." I slowly placed a hand on his shoulder, trying to comfort him.

His lips curved to a smile and his arms wrapped around my neck, holding me tightly. It took me a moment to realize that he needed some comfort. I smiled softly as I wrapped my small arms around his waist, hugging him tightly then I released him and hold his hand. "C'mon, let's take you home." I told him as we started to walk off but I stopped which caught his attention as well. I heard a young women shouting as well as a male voice.

"Mommy! Daddy!" I heard the little boy screaming and ran out of my gasp as I looked at his parents that were hugging him, happy to see their little boy. I smiled at the sight of family, something I never had. I managed to walk back home. It was getting late and dark soon. I hated the nighttime. It was scary and dangerous.

"Your such a baby."

I rolled my eyes slowly. "I'm not a baby. I'm being careful." I softly mumbled as I managed to arrive home before it got dark. I walked inside and sat on my bed, sighing.

"Ugh, your so boring."

I sighed deeply and walked out to the balcony, watching the stars starting to shine. "Happy now?"

"Thrilled." I could tell that she was being sarcastic but I didn't care. She wasn't the boss of me. This is me. She would have to get used to it.

TBC...