Chapter One
I let myself fall into a lie
I let my walls come
down
I let myself smile and feel alive
I let my walls come
down....
The clock chimed signifying that
it was 3'oclock in the morning. So what you may ask am I doing up
this early in the morning? Well the answer to that is simple I was
foolish enough to fall in love and now I am left feeling lonley,
broken, and Im falling apart. She is the reason for my
tormoil....sorry Im getting ahead of myself maybe I should start from
the begining. Im the type of guy who is a bit of a coward and has
low self esteme issues though all my friends say that Im being
rediculous and any girl would be lucky to have me but that is what
friends are suppose to say to make you feel better right? Right. And
then there she was just like a fairytale, she appeared out of nowhere
a young beautiful woman that had a great bod, curves in all the right
places, blonde and athletic every mans dream girl. Just when I found
myself thinking I could never score such a beautiful woman she walked
up to me and asked me out. At first I figrued she was talking to
someone else but nope she was talking to me so we started dating.
Things were going great for a while but my fairytale ending was for
not never to happen with her. She had been acting a bit strange the
past couple of days, whenever we had a date she would either cancil
or would seem to be distant as if thinking of someone or something
else and whenever I would ask her about it she would just tell me she
was sick or tired...yea right who is sick and or tired all the time?
-insert sound of buzzer here- times up the correct answer is no
one...well except for people that have some sort of illness or
something like that but as far as I could tell she was healthy as an
Ox. I bet if I had asked her to see the doctor shed come up with an
excuse and or lie about that too I mean come on people I may be
gulable but I wasnt born yesterday. So I had a good friend of mine
,who if I may say is rather hot, follow her around and see what was
going on with her....