So this new fanfic is made between me and Mandy-Jam, I write one chapter and she writes another but I will post all the chapters on my account after I translate them to english

Summary: When everything seems to be in peace that's when problems arise, ending with all the happiness that reigned at that time. That problem ended up provoking a serious discussion between Kisshu and Ichigo. Now that he left forever, she regrets what she told him and wants to ask him for forgiveness even if that means she has to travel to the other side of the galaxy.

When You're Gone

Chapter 1 - Unexcepted Nostalgia

It was a cold and rainy day in Tokyo, everyone was inside their homes to keep themselves warms. In one of those houses, sitting on her bed, looking outside the bedroom's window while combing her hair was a girl with strawberry red hair and hazel eyes, eyes that were kind of sad but also lost...

Her eyes seemed to be fixed in one place, on the tall tree that could be seen from her bedroom's window, the minutes went on and she keep staring at the tree, as if she was looking for someone or better...as if she was excepting for someone to appear in that place and smile at her...but the minutes went on and nothing like that happened...

She laid down on the bed, finally stopping her stare towards the tree outside the house, and sighed, she closed her eyes, a sad expression of her face while her short red hair spread itself on the pillow under her head, forming a kind of red halo.

"He won't come..." she murmured in a sad and low tone, she opened her hazel eyes but quickly closed them again as she felt something burning her vision, tears that threatned to fall down her cheeks as she keep remembering what she was told this evening while she was working at the café...

"Girls" called Ryou, they all looked at the blond, blue-eyed male that appeared in the room, with his arms crossed, and with a serious look "Me and Keiichiro found something important and we want you to see it" he continued before he walked downstairs, back to the place he came before, back to the laboratory. The five mews looked at each other and nodded, it was time to close the café and they were just finishing cleaning it so they didn't need to worry if any customer would come in while none of them was there. So they left, they quickly went to the closet, changed their uniform clothes back to their regular clothes and together they left to the laboratory where Ryou and Keiichiro were excepting them.

"What's the problem, Ryou?" said Mint as she looked at her...well boss "A new attack?"

The blond guy shook his head, denying what the mew bird had just said, he turned around to face the five mews that were looking at him not just curious but also worried, they wanted to know what was the cause of such hurry in showing them whatever was important

"Nothing like that girls but we found out something really important, about the attack that happened a few days ago, we found out who did it" immediately Ichigo opened her mouth as if she was going to answer the last part of Ryou's statement, as if the answer was obvious, however Ryou raised his hand in the air in sign of silence, she closed her mouth and let him continue "Before you start saying anything, specially you Ichigo, that it was the aliens who did it I will tell you right now, it's not true. Yes it was an alien attack, but not from the ones we know."

"Then who was it, Na no Da?" asked Pudding, confused

"A couple of aliens that seem to have no interest in attacking Earth but the cyniclon's planet. It looks like they are much stronger then those three we know all together, so much that they can gain any form they want, from whatever they want and whenever they want"

"And your point is...?" asked Zakuro

"Kisshu had nothing to do with the attack like we thought...it were those aliens" said Keiichiro as he turned around to face the girls, they looked at both of them surprised, all of them except Zakuro who seemed to have understand that point of view.

"So what you mean is that one or more of those new aliens morphed themselves into Kisshu and created a Chimera Animal so that predasite would have Kisshu's symbol. Which would make us, since we already know all the three aliens creation symbols, see the symbol and blame immediately Kisshu for the attack..." said Zakuro, Ryou simply nodded, confirming what the mew wolf just said, Ichigo had her eyes widened in both shock and surprise but quickly those feelings disappeared and were replaced by sadness and regret...it wasn't him...and still she had blame him, not giving him a fair chance to explain...

Ichigo buried her head on the pillow and closed her eyes while the music's lyrics that were playing in that moment on the radio, she didn't even notice that it was turned on, filled her mind...

'Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were, but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today, ooh ooh

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you have done

Forgive all your mistakes'

Ichigo couldn't hear that music any longer, it was making her feel ever worse then she already felt, it was just bringing memories from that horrible day back, so she quickly changed the music and buried her head on the pillow once again however just like the other one, this music's lyrics filled her mind as well...

'I always need a time on my own

I never thought I'd, need you there when I cried

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away, I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you and now

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone, the words I need to hear

To always get me through the day

And make it ok

I miss you'

This time the pink mew turned off the radio, could even the musics be against her? Could even they want her to feel even worse she already was feeling? She knew...now she knew that she shouldn't have say what she did on that day...

"How could you, Kisshu?" yelled Ichigo, in her mew form, while staring with a furious look at the green haired alien, who stared back at her confused

"How could I what, Koneko-chan?"

"Don't play dumb with me! You know perfectly what I'm talking about!" now Kisshu's confused expression changed to confused to serious

"Seriously Ichigo, I have no idea what you talking about"

"Oh you don't? Then I will open your mind! YOU promised to leave me alone and happy so I could live my life with Masaya! I thought we had our relationship very clear but it looked like I was wrong! You are still the same person, you are still the same jealously and perverted alien you used to be!"

"You're crossing the line, Ichigo, I have no idea what you talking about, I'm serious!"

"YOU created one of your little friends, Chimera Animal, and sent it to attack Masaya in his own home! He could have died if we didn't come there in time! What crossed your mind? How could you do this?"

"W-What..? I didn't create any Chimera Animal! We are in peace with each other, I would never come back here to create problems, I only come here to visit you!"

"ENOUGH! Enough lies, Kisshu! I know it was you who created that Chimera Animal and sent it to attack Masaya! That predasite had your creation symbol, which means it was YOU and nobody else who created it!"

"You're being unfair, Ichigo! I didn't create anything!"

"Spare me your lies! You never liked Masaya, you were always jealous of our relationship, you never accepted the fact that I'm in love with him and not with you!"

"Enough! I had enough of this! We better talk when you are more calm"

"Oh so it's a pain to hear the truths, isn't it? So here it is another truth! I HATE YOU! I never want to see you ever again, understand? NEVER AGAIN! GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND NEVER COME BACK, GET OUT OF MY LIFE!" Kisshu's eyes widened and then just sadness was seen in them...he closed his eyes and looked away from the one he once loved, murmuring one last words before he left

"I have my mind clear...but if that's what you want then fine...I'm leaving and never coming back, you won't have to hear about me ever again..."

And with that he left...and never came back..

That day haunted her every night, haunted her dreams every minute she closed her eyes, as if it was trying to make her feel even worse...and now she felt broken...she blamed him for something he never did, yelled at him but specially she said she hated him him and she never wanted to see him again...everything because she couldn't control her anger, everything because she didn't gave him a fair chance to explain, she didn't believe in anything he said...

Every night was the same, the same dream, the discussion between them, the sad look in his eyes and the words he said before he left and never come back...but now she knew the truth, she dreamed not just about their discussion but also about the moment he left, she would fall on her knees and yell at him to not leave...

"How can I still hope that he is going to show up, sitting on that tree and look at me as if nothing happened between us..when I told him such hard words...? If I could go back in time..."

Yes..we all wish, at last for once in our life, to go back in time and repair what we did wrong in the past...however that's not possible...we can't go back in time but we can always try to make things ok in the present...

Ichigo felt that she should go to Kisshu and tell him she was sorry for everything, for not believing in him, for not giving him a fair chance to explain and for telling him she hated him and she never wanted to see him again, there had to be a way to go to him...but how?

She knew two more aliens besides Kisshu...Pai and Taruto...even after what happened between her and Kisshu, the other two didn't stop coming to visit the mews, well she was completely ignored by Pai and Taruto would always glare angrily at her...

Could she try and talk to them so they could give Kisshu her message? No...she couldn't do that...Kisshu would think she only was doing this so he would come back to her and chase after her like an abandoned puppy and then get hurt once more...no...she had to talk to him personaly, she had to show him she really felt bad for telling him those hash words...but how...?

That's when an idea hit her! It could be a crazy idea but she has been through so many crazy things that this would be just one more to add to her list, she had to try! Pai and Taruto were there at the moment and she knew they were going back to their home planet tomorrow in the morning! So...she had to find a way to sneak inside their ship without being seen and then she could go to their planet and tell Kisshu she was sorry! It was a crazy idea but she had to try.

So she did it, right in the morning, around 5:00/6:00 AM, Ichigo woke up and left quietly her bed, she took a small packback from her wardrobe, put inside a few clothes and some food and got dressed. Before she left, she wrote a note to her parents saying she has been unexpectedly invited to spend a few days at the vacation house Ryou had in another city together with the other girls. She has been through this a lot of times, when she fought against the aliens, every single day she had to make an excuse to her parents when she left so quickly, this would be just one more lie.

As soon as she was done writing the done, she left it on her desk and left her room, closing the door very slowly behind her. Carefuly she walked downstairs and walked to the entrance door, she opened it, walked outside and just like she did with her bedroom's door, she closed it slowly behind her so she wouldn't wake up anyone...once the door was closed, she started running towards the café.

'I'm sorry...mom...dad...Ryou...Keiichiro...girls...but this is something I must do by myself'

TBC...

A/N: Please leave a review saying what you think about this. Ok here it goes the question and I need you all to answer me so I can give the idea to my friend:

Should Kisshu be part of the royal family from the cyniclons' planet?