Clare's POV

I was paralyzed. I couldn't speak, breathe, blink, or think of anything else than what I was seeing. My eyes began to water, I could see the clear tears forming. I didn't care that people were staring at me. I was too busy staring at him. Tears streamed down my face as I saw him, smiling, laughing, hugging, even kissing. Then suddenly, the truth of the matter hit me, all the pain just rolled in. hes a cheater.The love of my life, doesn't love me. There is no longer any good in my life. Im alone. Why does god hate me? What did I do to deserve this? Nothing makes sense anymore! Then, he turned around. He looked right at me. His smiling, happy, gourgous face turned to shock, and horror.

I ran.

I ran right out of the doors of degrassi, all the way "home".

I Have nothing to live for.

Nothing.

Eli's POV

I turned around, and saw her face. My angel, my clare. Her eyes red, crying. Why was she crying? She was crying for…me.

"No! Clare its not what It looks like! I would never…"

She ran. And my heart tore in half. She thinks Im cheating on her… No no shit shit shit! The one good thing in my life. My star in the darkness, hates my guts.

"Eli, wha-"

"I gotta go!" I said and nearly sprinted to morty. Clare was the only thing on my mind. Her name just kept repeating in my head, each time more desprerate than the next. Then I saw her, walking down her street, crying. I rolled down my window.

"Clare! Please get in, let me explain!" I pleaded.

"Theres nothing to explain Eli! I already get the picture, you're a two tyimg lier. Just get out of my life!" I cant even explain how badly those words hurt.

"Clare, Ilove you! Just listen to me!"

"Oh yeah?" she was bawling so much I could barley understand her. "And how many girls have you told that to?"

And then once again she ran from me. Why couldn't she just listen to me? I didn't cheat on her! I cant live without clare, without her I have no reason to live.

Clare's POV

I ran inside my house, locking the door , and layed on the couch. Whats going on? Was Eli telling the truth about not cheating? Ofcorse not! Hes a liar! I saw with my own eyes! He kissed that mystery skank! Hes a player, a rotten scumbag. But I love him… no! Im so confused.

My phone rang. It was him. I thought about answering it for a second, but I decided not to. He was probably just going to say its over. But I wouldn't let him have the satesfaction of that. i Ignored his call and turned my phone off.

(next morning, still Clare's POV)

I woke up almost forgetting about what happened yesterday, but then it all came rushing in. I took a long shower, and got dressed. A turquoise tee and white skirt, with red converse. When I got downstairs I saw a note from my parents.

Dear Clare,

I know its my week to have you but I wont be able to make it this week. Aunt Carol, passed. Im going out of town to her funeral. Your father, so conveniently, also happens to be ignoring my calls. I don't want you to have to miss school to come with me so I suppose it would be fine if you were to stay by yourself this week. Be good, ill be back Friday. Ill call you.

Love you honey,

Mom

Great, She will be back Friday, and its Tuesday. It wouldn't be so bad if I took a mental health day would it? But I have a math test today… fuck…maybe tomorrow.

Eli's POV

I don't care how much clare hates me right now. When she finally decides to talk to me ill explain everything. But how long would that take? I need my blue eyes now! Ughhh.

Oh don't worry people, it gets better. Lol this is my first fan fic but I have a pretty good idea for this one Im sure, ill put the next chapter out tomorrow!

Any suggestions? :)