Secrets of My love

Its dark and cold I'm alone. I run after this beautiful man yelling"STOP PLEASE HELP ME WHERE AM I" no answer. He turns with a look on his face so threatening but amazing. I'm trapped in his glare frightened but at the same time soothed. He raises a hand then one finger and motions for me to come. I feel danger,

I try to resist but I can't so I follow. Im amazed at how I go to him with my gut feeling this way Im trying to stop my feet but I fall. On my hands and knees he this amazing snow white angel bends to my aid. His voice like velvet saying to me "Rise my love dont be afraid". I think "my love?" Then at once it went away all to quickly. I awake sitting up in my bed, it was so real I voice, wonderful scent, and muscular body, how could this be a dream?

Startled and afraid forgetting where I was I looking at the clock to see it 3:20 I say to myself quietly"o yea I'm with my father (or Charlie as I call him now)." Its been to long since I been in Forks its wet, rainy, and barley any sun. Arizona I miss it to much the sun shinning on my face, bright, hot, and the most important thing my mother. Rene man I missed her so much, being here without her is tearing me into a million piece , one night here and I am already screaming for my mommy. Not this time I will be strong for her she deserves it. Raising me for 17 years is enough. She wants to travel with Phil and I will support her decision. So I lay back down, tomorrow is going to be a big day, a new school, and new people *GULP*.

I wake up drowsy and a bit stress as I kicked my covers off they fell so did I coming down with a big THUD! "Ugh" I say out loud. I hear Charlie yelling Bella are you OK? I think to myself "ha ha Charlie being concerned". I get of the floor and head over to my dresser standing there for about 10 minutes thinking of what to wear. Hell why should i care? No one knows me and I am my own person. Finally I decided on a green top and a pair of jeans, as I slipped them on I thought"perfect" . I ran a brush through my hair quickly and brushed my teeth. Then headed for the door, starting my way down a dark road to my new school.

Running to the stairs leading to the doorway of my new school. Confused walking down the hall looking for the man office I manage to hear the buzz of conversation, about the new girl I haven't even been here an hour and I already have people talking about me. Looking down so no one could really have a chance to see me I manage to run into somebody. "Shit I thought" dropping my books and the strange boys also"Great I think". He bent down to get his books and mine. He stood up as I did and introduced himself. "Hello I am Eric and you are?" Mhmm thinking to myself. Im Bella Swan pleasure to meet you Eric. Still not finding the office I asked him where it was. "O I will show you follow me" Eric says, Ok but wont you be late? "Nah I have art and plus its not everyday a pretty girl like you runs into me" he says smiling. Thank you thats very sweet of you Eric.I followed as he lead me to the office and to my first class spanish, it was time to say goodybye to my new friend. "Goodbye Bella see you at lunch" I say in return "Adios amigo ha ha".

O-boy I'm late that means all eyes on me terrific! I opened the door walking in slowly with my head hung. The class stop talking and stared at me. I faced the teacher " um err I'm Bella Swan" the teacher replay's " aw the new girl, Chief Swans girl glad to see you finaly made it here, please take your seat by Jessica web" "OK I say shyly." Walking down the isle wishing I wasn't here right now while taking my seat in the back by Jessica." Hi" she blurts out "I'm Jessica and I'm am guessing your Bella we are going to be the best of friends."I reply " Sure I'm glad i know someone else now that makes two you and Eric." "Omg you know Eric thats like one of my friends."We sit at the table with each other guess that means you will be sitting with us." "um yea he invited me but I i will talk to you after class I am not very good at Spanish and I need to listen." After sitting there for about 45 minutes the bell finally rang. "Ugh I thought it was never going to ring looking at Jessica." " i know it drags out forever don't it?". "What class do you have next.?" I say. "O i have trigonometry nasty." "That's great then I will just follow you if its OK?" She gives me this look like duh. So we were off to our next class Trig. While walking and talking with Jessica, I guess we happened to run into more of her table Friends. "Hey Mike hey Angela" Hey" Mike said in return " who is your friend?"" O this is Bella Swan and,this is Mike and Angela." Hi" I reply timidly. "Were going to be late so see you two at lunch" Jessica said. "O OK we dont want to be late either see ya" Angela yells over her shoulder as her and Mike walk off the opposite way. Then we did the same.

After trigonometry we had lunch. "Finaly" I say out loud to Jessica "I thought lunch would never come, I need something to clear my mind." I haven't been here one day and I already have a test tomorrow. While waiting in line I noticed somethings. First um boys here are way kiddish, Second I think the lunch might be alive "poking at it with my fork thinking"and third I kind of like it here. As I was deep in thought i felt a nudge at my ribs, I look up kinda startled."What?" Jessica whispered in my ear " I think Mike likes you" I about scream"What? No he don't, why do you say that?" Because" he hasnt talking his eyes off you since you sat down that's why." I look over slowly and sure enough he was staring. I look back quickly at Jessica "umm I dont really like him, I mean he is ok but not for me. Plus i see how you look at him I think you like him don't you?" " well yea alot but he likes you not me" Jessica says. "Well you dont have to worry about me I don't like anyone here." Then that was the end of it. The bell rang so i was off to my next class alone. Looking at my schedule i say to myself "Biology that's not that bad i had it last year and passed."

Here it is room 126 i said to my self proudly. I found it and look I was even on time. I walked in seeing the class file in one by one and talking about meaningless things. For me i had to walk to the teacher because it looked like every sit was filled and I needed to know what seat was mine. This teacher was a man about mid 50s bald and skinny. He took my paper and said" Isabella Swan chief Swans daughter please take your seat by Mr. Cullens. I turn around and it hits me. His face, his body, omg its him from my dream but it cant. I was about to faint when the teacher cleared his throat "ah-um." I look back at him, im guessing he wanted me to take my seat by the most beautiful man I have ever layed my eyes on. I sat by him to shy to even introduce my self or to say hi. I look at him from between my hair something was wrong. His eyes were black with hate, his fist was squeezed, his teeth was clenched, and he sat as far away with his other hand over his nose. I smelt myself, i smelt like my shampoo strawberries and cream. Well i turned around in my seat and listened to the teacher. The bell didnt even ring when he jumped up and pretty much ran out the door. Then the bell rang we gathered our stuff up when a complete stranger walked up to me and said"man what did you do to Edward i never seen him like that." As he walked of i thought i don't know, what did i do?

Edwards pov:

I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER! Why me,Why her? Everything that we have worked for is about to crumble. This poor innocent girl is going to die because of me. I must go away and not return I will end up putting our whole family in trouble. Then there faces started to flash through my head. Alright Edward I say to myself breathe in then out. I will discuss this later right now i have to find my family. Jasper and Alice had this worried look on there face when i finaly found them. While Rosalie and Emmett was deep in thought Whit each comes running up to me thinking "why do I see you leaving us? you cant go please whatever it is I'm sure you can make it through with our help." Alice please Imnot leaving for good only a little while I need to get my head cleared".Then I seen her plain face. What was so special about her? Her eyes are dark as chocolate, her face as white as ours, her everything. God no I cant be but I was. I have fallen in love with a human. This will never work I want to protect her but I cant protect her if i am the thing that is putting her in danger i have to go. So I ran and i didnt look back. As i herd Alices last thought "We all love you please... " then it was gone.

Bella pov:

It was the last period gym not good for the uncorrdinated.I was tired of this day anyways and right now i was ready to go home and crawl up to my bed. I already had an enemy and i didn't even know what I did. While i was deep in thought the volleyball smacked me in the face. "ouch" i say out loud as Jessica came running over to see if i was ok. "Im so sorry Bella I didnt mean to" Jessica's says. "Its OK Jessica it doesn't hurt that bad I'm just really tired i need to pay more attention." Mike came over right after i stood up" That was a nice block Arizona ha ha but you OK?" Mike says jokingly. "yea I'm ok and at least i can do something with my head" I we all went back to our spots. After gym I started to walk home this day was finally over and I needed SLEEP. When i got home Charlie wasnt there so i headed up to my bedroom. I quickly took my cloths off and jumped in to my bed. In no time at all i slipped into a deep sleep. Once again i had the same dream. What could this mean......

*Well this is my first storyy and i need some reviews please i will be writing the next chapter very soon if you want. Please let me know how it wass. This story belongs to Stephine, Edward {Robert) and all the twilight characters. These are the best books every!!!!!!!!!!! Remember REVIEWS PLEASE*