Disclaimer: I don't own blood+, but I've kidnapped Haji and I won't let him go.
Author's note: This is something that came to my mind while I was sleeping and I just decided to write it. Hope you like it!
This is dedicated to my dear nee-chan and to all the Diva fans
Why didn't he love me?
Maybe you could say I'm not a kind person, or a caring one and, you could think that I don't even know what love is, and you are right.
How do you expect a girl who grew like she was an animal, to know what are those feelings like? That's the reason I'm a sadistic, evil and a little bit crazy. And because of these things I confused his feelings towards me.
He was always charming, sweet and very protective with me. He always knew what I wanted and what to say in any situation. He bought me the best presents, like that beautiful diamond necklace that I saw one day in a store in France.
With him I was different from the queen that my other chevaliers knew. With Amshel I was the spoiled rich girl who wanted all; with Karl I was the evil one, he was the kind of person I could boss around all day and never get tired of it; with Nathan I was like those girls who love fashion and wore always trendy clothes; with James I pretended to be shy and very fragile, and he bought every single thing I told him; but with him I was myself, I was the Diva that no one knew.
I could share with him all my feelings, my expectative, my desires, everything. He was all I ever wanted in a guy. He was smart, elegant, really handsome, caring and a wonderful lover. He was definitely my prince charming and I hoped that I was his sleeping beauty.
But everything faded away when he met her. He thought they were like the Romeo and Juliet of the chiropterans, but he was so wrong. It was obvious for everybody that my dear sister had already found her own prince charming and, well, he really was like a prince in many things, but that doesn't matter anyways.
She didn't accept his feelings; he hated him, because he was the enemy. She wasn't sweet with him; she didn't care of whatever happened to him. But he was such a fool, she wanted to kill him and there he was following her as a dog.
In my anger, I really kicked his ass, and left him bleeding and really weak. He might've thought that I was only an evil witch and hoped for me to be killed soon. But what he didn't know was that I was crying my heart out, only wondering why he didn't love me? Why did he love her? Why?
Now is to late to go back in time, and the only happy thing that is left is that soon my sweet babies will be born and I'll be happy.
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