A/N: Zexion is fading, but he sends a last letter to Demyx.

The Nothingness We've become

I can't take it,

Can't accept it,

I've got through so much,

Just to get this,

I've never missed emotions,

But that's because I've never lost them in the beginning,

I schemed, I schemed,

All of this for nothing,

That same nothing I've become,

I only see black and white,

But grey's my only option,

I should have learned to see the truth instead of living lies,

I can't get through this,

Can't accept this,

I never did anything,

Never lost those things,

That I now want no more,

I live of the regrets of my past, of pain from this madness,

I was misleaded,

I was taken away from you,

Because of what I believed,

Would have been the truth,

I miss you,

But…

Now I'm fading back,

There's nothing you can do,

I only hope for a thing,

That you don't forget me,

Because I won't forget you,

You are the only one I loved during my un-life,

I'm sorry I couldn't be more whole for you.

Your mind will accept it, but the remnants of your heart never will,

Farewell, Demyx

Zexion