N/A: This starts after Bella's birthday party in New Moon in her bedroom.

S.M. owns it not me.

"Remember how I decided that I wanted you to not ignore my birthday?" I asked quickly, hoping it wasn't too clear that I was trying to distract him.

"Yes," he agreed, wary.

"Well, I was thinking, since it's still my birthday, that I'd like you to kiss me again."

"You're greedy tonight."

"Yes, I am-but please, don't do anything you don't want to do," I added, piqued.

He laughed, and then sighed. "Heaven forbid that I should do anything I don't want to do," he said in a strangely desperate tone as he put his had under my chin and pulled my face up to his.

The kiss began much the same as usual-Edward was as careful as ever, and my heart began to overreact like it always did. And then something seemed to change. Suddenly his lips became much more urgent, his free hand twisted into my hair and held my face securely to his. And, though my hands tangled in his hair, too, and though I was clearly beginning to cross his cautious lines, for once he didn't stop me. His body was cold through the thin quilt, but I crushed myself against him eagerly.

When he stopped it was abrupt; he pushed me way with gentle, firm hands.

I collapsed back onto my pillows, gasping, my head spinning. Something tugged at my memory, elusive, on the edges.

"Sorry," he said, and he was breathless, too. "That was out of line."

"I don't mind," I panted.

He surprised me by growling at me. "God, Bella, do you have any idea how much I want you right now?"

I moved my hand to cup his cheek. "I know how much I want you." I said moving closer to him.

Suddenly he grabbed me around the waist and pulled me towards him. He pressed himself into me. When he did that, I felt his erection against my thigh.

"Just imagine what you're felling, but multiple it ten times." a shiver ran though me, at his words -not from the cold but from the pleasure-and settled in the pit of my stomach.

"Oh, Edward," I moaned rubbing my thigh against his erection.

"God, Bella, I want you so much!" he growled attacking my neck with open mouth kisses.

"Then just take me," I whispered huskily in his ear, surprising myself at my courage.

He didn't say anything just let out a low growl. He brought his hands to cradle my face and kissed me gently, then deepening the kiss, tracing his tough over my bottom lip, begging me for an entrance I happily gave him without hesitation. While his hand went down to my neck, to move my hair out of the way and over my shoulder. He left my mouth and he started kissing my neck again to let me catch my breath, while his hands continued to go down my arm, tracing down my waist and along my hip. He went further down to my thigh then moving painfully slowly towards my inner thigh and my very wet and heated.

I stopped breathing. This wasn't the kind of thing he usually allowed. I felt ecstatic. Was this really happening? I thought.

I moaned while he growled, loudly, as his fingers brushed gently, but firmly along my very hot and aching core.

"God, Bella, I-I-I can't take it any longer!" he practically yelled, making me moan loudly again. I couldn't talk but I felt very, very brave right now-or maybe it was just my urgent urges that made me do it but either way-his shirt was pulled off in less time that was possible, for me at least. My hands tracing down is perfectly sculpted chest. His muscles flexing and twitching my hands. I loved that they did that knowing it was my hands making them twitch and tense.

"Bella…" he groaned.

For a second I thought he was going to stop but he yanked my shirt off roughly, and I was glad that I hadn't worn a bra to bed. He wasn't being to careful but I knew that if we continued like this, it wasn't going to last very long but God did I want this, but I also wanted this to last not just for me for him too. I wanted this to be memorable for both of us.

"Edward…" I started breathlessly, "Edward, baby I think we should … OH, JESUS CHRIST!" I screamed. His perfect long fingers that were playing with my underwear a second ago were suddenly buried deep inside me. I didn't even realize he had taken them off. But I didn't give a shit; I was lost in the feeling of pure bliss as his fingers plunged deeply in and out of me.

"Oh, Edward, Fucking Edward…" I couldn't talk, I couldn't think, I couldn't even remember my own name. All I knew and cared about for that matter was Edward.

I thought this feeling of him touching me couldn't get any better but then his mouth went down trailing hot-well cool really but very hot to me-wet open mouth kisses to my breasts to kiss and suck on my breasts and nipples. He started nipping and gently biting on and around my nipples, getting harder and rougher. I probably should have been scared that he was biting this hard but I didn't care, it felt to good to care.

He pulled away and I thought I had heard him say "mine" as he growled lightly leaving my breasts continuing with his kisses till I felt him lick my wet folds as he pulled out his fingers from in me. I gasped wildly as his long cool tong plunged deep inside me. Oh Jesus this is even better than his fingers. I thought amazed.

"Oh, fuck Edward, so good… don't stop… please… more… oh God … YES!" I didn't know what he did but hiss tong was hitting a spot inside me that I didn't even know I had till now. He moved his hand up to one of my breasts and started rubbing and massaging it very fast and rough but God did it feel good. Tension and shocks of pleaser that were literately painful were going though my body and settling in the pit of my stomach. I couldn't take it any more.

"Edward, shit… fuck… Jesus… please… oh God, Edward, please… I… can't… please…" I didn't know what I was asking for but I guess he did because he moved his one of his hands from my breasts and down to my very sensitive spot down their rubbing it then finally pinching it making me explode in his mouth.

He licked me all up not letting any go to waist. When he was done he came up to me and laid beside me letting me catch my breath. When I was finally breathing evenly I turned to him, smiling, hugely like a dork, but again I didn't care. I looked in his eyes and was surprised, they were hungry, and that's when I realized he didn't get as much as me out of what just happened.

"Edward…" I started but he cut me off with a loving, passionate but urgent kiss. I tasted something other than him in my mouth, wondering what it was for a second after realizing it was me. Maybe I should have grossed me out but it tasted good combined with his taste and it turned me on even more. I moaned into his mouth as he started playing with one of my nipples. But I couldn't get distracted it was his turn. I pulled away reluctantly.

"Baby it's your turn," I said huskily. Running my hands down his chest stopping at his belt buckle.

N/A: This is my first fanfic. ever so may not be good but I'd like too know what you think .

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