Author's Note: I really don't know everything that's going to happen in this story…I have one line planned out, and I have to form a fic for this one line, so we'll see how it goes…
Disclaimer: I own not my very beloved Gundam
Wing. If I did…heh…I love Zechs and
Noin as a couple, no doubt, but if Gundam was mine, he'd be mine,
too….*much evil laughter* *coughcough*
Ahem. Anywhos, the gist is I don't own
GW, so don't sue me, I can't even afford my seventeen dollar book The Writing
on the Wall. Oi, I don't know how I'm
going to be able to go see The Two Towers six times with this minimal amount of
money…
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Can Love Conquer All?
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Chapter One: Out
Lucrezia Noin looked up from her desk in Preventer Headquarters to see the love of her life, Zechs Merquise, staring at her from his desk. They had each originally had their own office, but as Anne employed more people, there had been a shortage of offices, and Zechs and Noin had volunteered to squeeze into one tiny place, even despite his knack for impeccable neatness and her knack for a mess strewn all the way across the room.
Holding her pen in her
right hand, Noin lifted her left hand from its resting place atop her daily
planner to tuck her raven-blue hair behind one ear. Blinking her violet eyes once, she returned Zechs' stare, but
with one eyebrow quirked. She was just
as happy to have a reason to pause in her boring paper work, especially when it
meant staring into his beautiful ice blue eyes, at his gorgeous face and
gorgeous fall of long, platinum blonde hair. Noin could keep herself occupied for hours just simply staring into his
beautiful eyes, but right now she didn't have hours—at least, not hours in
which to do that. She had hours in
which to finish a stack of paperwork that could rival the Eiffel Tower itself.
"Something wrong, honey?"
Noin asked, breaking the comfortable silence.
A small smile played at
his lips. "I don't deserve you."
Noin grinned. He'd given her that line more often that
he'd said "I love you", and she had finally come up with a decent
response. "You're right, you don't."
Zechs blinked his blue
eyes in surprise. "I'm right?" Noin's grin grew wider; she'd finally been
able to stump him!
"Yeah, you're right, you
don't deserve me. Which brings me to a point
I've been pondering on for quite some time. Since you obviously don't deserve me, which one of the Gundam boys
should I pick up? Quatre's quite available, at least until he gets down off his
high horse and realizes he's head over heels for Trowa's sister, Catherine."
Zechs stared at her in a most
satisfying way, his eyes still wide and growing wider, and his mouth slowly
falling open. Noin's grin turned to one
of triumph, until it grew so wide that a bubble of laughter escaped her lips. Clutching her stomach with her arms (she
still had the pen in hand), Noin laughed until she cried. If there was ever a time she wished she had
a camera, it was now. To capture Zechs'
face—Noin only laughed harder, until one couldn't tell if she was still
laughing or completely crying, if not out and out sobbing.
By the time Noin recovered
enough to look at Zechs again, he had the most beautiful scowl plastered on his
face, arms crossed, eyes narrowed, and right eyebrow twitching. Noin collapsed into laughter yet again, and
it must have been a good ten minutes since she first started laughing before
she could say anything.
"I'm sorry," she panted,
trying to catch her breath from so much laughing. Her cheeks felt tight from too much smiling, but she couldn't
force herself to drop the grin. "It's
just that you say it so often, I really had to get back at you some how. You do deserve me, Zechs."
His scowl didn't alter an
inch, giving her just a slight pause. Was he really mad at her? "I'd
say now that you don't deserve me," he grumped, obviously not very pleased with
what she'd done.
"Oh you," she said
snappishly with a friendly tone, throwing her pen with all her might at his
face. To her dismay he caught the pen
and tossed it back at her—just barely missing her ear. Eyes wide, Noin gave Zechs a Look. "Hey, I know you're mad, but killing me
isn't an option here." In response
Zechs stuck his tongue out at her before he bent his head back over his own
Eiffel Tower stack of paper. Noin
harrumphed. Fine, if he wanted to be
that way, two could play this game.
Reaching to the top of her
file cabinet, she flipped her radio on and quickly tuned it in to the local pop
station. If there was one thing Zechs
hated, there were a million, but pop music hit the top ten. Snapping his head up, Zechs gave her a look
that would have frozen her solid had she been anybody else. Noin just simply gave him a wide grin and
set about her own paperwork, humming along with the music. Usually she didn't delve into this kind of
thing, but there was the exception to every rule.
***
"What's wrong with you,
Merquise?" Heero asked in his emotionless voice as he ran into Zechs in the
men's room later that same day.
Giving the boy a scowl,
Zechs snapped in reply, "Nothing, Yuy. Now get out of my way." Zechs was irritated beyond irritation with
Noin. After pulling her little "You're
right" trick, he'd spent four and a half hours listening to that garbage floating
out from her portable radio. Lucky for
her she hadn't left the room in all that time, or else she wouldn't have had a
radio to return to. Songs like "It's
Gonna Be Me" and "With Arms Wide Open" and "Sacrifice" and "Don't Let Me Get
Me" were now plaguing his mind. He
wished he could send his brain through a blender right about now.
Splashing his face
repeatedly with cold water, Zechs realized that Heero was still in the
restroom, and that he had been joined by Duo. Muttering an oath, Zechs grabbed a paper towel and dried his face before
he turned around to face the two of them. "What do you want?"
Duo grinned his
ever-famous mischievous grin. "We heard
that you made Lucrezia cry, Zechs. Is
there any truth to that?"
Zechs gave them the
blankest look he'd ever given anybody. "Just where did you hear that hair-brained rumour?" Zechs demanded.
Duo gave a shrug. "Oh, gee, I don't know, something to do with
the fact that the walls here are pretty thin and next door to you a fellow
Preventer heard her sobbing her heart out." Zechs' mind reeled frantically. Had his beloved Lu been crying since he left? Impossible, he'd only been gone for five minutes, just enough
time to relieve himself and escape that horrendous music. So what sobbing had they heard? Almost as if a light bulb had turned on
above his head, he remembered that she had been nearly sobbing—just not with
sadness.
With a roll of his eyes,
Zechs gave the two former Gundam pilots a good glare. "I wouldn't believe everything you hear," he snapped. "If you want the truth, Maxwell, go home and
ask Hilde. I'm sure by now Noin has
told all the girls, and they'll be more than willing to give you the full
report if you but ask them. Now if
you'll excuse me, I have a mound of paper work to finish for you boys since all
you can manage to handle is a gun, and sometimes we even wonder about
that." Still scowling, Zechs shoved his
way between the two boys and down the hall to grab a drink of water before he
had to return to his stifling office and the teenybopper music.
As if fate had him marked
for the day, as he rounded the corner he ran smack dab into Lady Une, who was
holding a stack of papers taller than the one he had left unfinished on his
desk. The papers went flying, and the
two of them collapsed to the floor. Muttering another choice oath or three, Zechs set about gathering up the
papers. "Sorry, Anne, my fault," he
apologized.
"I won't argue with you
there," Lady Une said with a smile as she helped him gather up the scattered
papers. "Something on your mind,
Zechs? You look distracted."
As he continued scooping
up papers, he looked at her out of the corner of his eye. Had Noin told Lady Une yet? He didn't doubt it. She would have wasted no time in announcing
it to the world as soon as he left the room. Was that a hint of mirth in Lady Une's eye? Curse it all, did she know? "I'm fine," he finally answered. Lady Une rolled her eyes and grinned. Blood and bloody flaming ashes, the woman did know!
"You know, Zechs, she
didn't really mean it," Lady Une said with a grin. "But you did deserve it, what with how often you go on about how
you don't deserve her."
Zechs blinked. "How do you know how often I mention that?"
he demanded.
Lady Une gave a small
shrug, that annoying grin still in place on her face. "Women talk." Barely
restraining himself from uttering another oath, Zechs seriously considered
dropping all the papers he had picked up and walking off to leave Lady Une to
deal with the mess of her own. He
sighed heavily; his manly code of conduct wouldn't allow him to do such a
thing.
Working in silence for the
next few minutes, he and Lady Une finally gathered up all the papers. Right as he was about to hand them all back
to her, she handed him her stack and said, "I was just bringing these to your
office for Noin to work on."
"Noin? Anne, she already had a pile at least this
high to work on. You aren't seriously
thinking about giving her more, are you?"
Lady Une made a
grimace. "Believe me when I say I know,
Zechs, but the paper work has got to get done and I only have so many
Preventers here right now working on it. I'm sorry I have to do this to her, but I don't exactly have a
choice." Nodding in grim acceptance,
Zechs carried the stack of papers back to his office. As he opened the door, he made a decision, one he hoped Noin
wouldn't find out about.
****
Noin glanced up from her
desk as Zechs entered the room again. He had a second huge stack of paperwork that he sat down on his
desk. Noin's mouth fell open in out and
out astonishment. What was Lady Une
thinking, giving him all that work to do? What amazed her even more was that Zechs was willing to take the
work. If he intended to finish it all
today, he'd be at the office until late in the evening. Looking at him, Noin almost regretted being
mean to him. Almost.
Without saying anything to
him, she reached over to the radio sitting on top of her file cabinet and
switched it off. It was the least she
could do for him without out and out apologizing, which was something she
didn't plan on doing until he was ready to apologize to her. Zechs looked up from his desk and gave her a
grateful look, bringing a smile to her face. At least he wasn't mad at her anymore, which meant she could safely
leave the room and not have to worry about something missing or broken when she
returned. Heaving a sigh of relief, she
set her pen down and all but ran out of the room, heading towards the ladies
room. She had had to pee for three
hours now, but had held it in, fearing what would become of her room should she
leave it unprotected in Zechs' angry state.
Feeling relieved, Noin
left the bathroom after washing her hands and headed back to her office, only
to run into Duo Maxwell in the hallway. "Hey Duo."
"Hey Lu!" he cried out in
greeting. Taking in his grinning face
and boyish looks, Noin found it hard to believe that the eighteen-year-old
former Gundam pilot was married to Hilde Schbeiker as of two months ago. He still looked and acted like he was a kid
of ten at times. "I heard you were
sobbing earlier today."
Noin gave him a queer look. "I was?"
Duo nodded. "Yup, that's what the Preventer in the
office next to yours said. Claimed you
kept it on for ten minutes or so. So
what's the real deal?"
Realization dawned in her
head, and Noin grinned at him. "Ask
Hilde, I already told her."
Duo gave a scowl (a paltry
thing compared to Zechs and Heero). "That's what Zechs said when I asked him. I swear, you two are in a conspiracy or something. Or maybe it's you women. Anywhos, just wanted to let you know that
Hilde's pregnant."
Noin's eyes widened in
surprise. "She is?"
Duo's grin grew wider, if
that was possible. "Yup! Hard to believe, isn't it. I never thought I was going to be a husband,
let alone a father, and by the time I'm nineteen I'm going to be both." Noin shared in Duo's joy for a few more
minutes before she ran to the bathroom, nearly exploding.
Noin headed back to her
office. With a sigh she collapsed back
into her desk chair, but instead of picking her pen back up and continuing on
with work she stared off into space. Duo and Hilde were four years her juniour, yet they were already married
and expecting a baby. She figured she
was lucky just to have gotten Zechs to say "I love you", but she wanted more
out of him. She was twenty-two, had
loved the man since she was sixteen, been his friend since she was thirteen,
and wanted to marry him since she was nineteen. She'd thought that going with him to do the Mars Terraformation
Project last year would have loosened up his tongue and made him finally
propose to her (after he confessed his love), but instead all she'd gotten was
a man desperate to go back and finish up with the Preventers so he could go
back to politics. Like the ever
faithful hound dog that she was, she'd followed him back to the colonies before
she would follow him again back to Earth, despite her dream and desire to be on
Mars overlooking the Terraformation Project. Pans, what she wouldn't give to be back there…but as long as there was
the possibility that Zechs would marry her, she couldn't just give up on him,
no matter how stubborn the man was.
Noin let out a heavy sigh
that caught Zechs' attention. "Are you
going to get back to work or not?" he asked, more than a slight touch of bite
in his remark. Okay, so maybe he was
still mad at her. Well, she wasn't
ready to be the one to give yet.
"I don't see why you
should care," she snapped back. "Or are
you just jealous that I've got less work to do than you?"
That one hurt him, she
could tell. With a deadly fire in his
eyes that she'd never before seen directed at her, he retorted, "Well that's
the way it's supposed to be, isn't it? The man does all the work while the woman sits around primping herself
for nothing."
Maybe it was his tone of
voice. Or maybe it was the fact that
she'd been in a bad mood since her little comment earlier. Or perhaps it was because the Maxwells were
going to be having a baby while she was still twiddling her thumbs for the man
she loved. Or maybe it was because her
period had started the day before. Well, whatever it was, something inside of her snapped, and Noin threw
her pen at the wall beside Zechs' head. "I have had enough out of you," she snapped, venom laced with every word
she said. "I'm sick and tired of
waiting. I've been waiting most of my
life, but you can't see that, can you! Well you know what, this is it! There's a line, and it's been crossed." Grabbing up all her personal
items in the room and throwing them into her bag, Noin whirled one last time to
face him. "I've had it, and I'm
gone. I quit. I'm going to Lady Une right now and I'm resigning. I'm going back home, to Mars,
to work on something I want to for once. Maybe I'll send you a postcard if I choose to remember that
you're alive. Goodbye, Zechs
Merquise." Twirling on her heel, Noin
stepped out of his job, out of his office, out of his life.
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A/N: I told y'all I didn't
know where it was going, and look where it ended up. Oi, this doesn't look good, does it? This was originally supposed to be a light and fluffy fic, only
one chapter, but not anymore! So, what
do you think? The more reviews I get
the sooner I'll remember to post the next chapter!
