AN: YEA!!! new story... Dont worry it is an ExB story...eventually. Once again my IPOD is the cause of this one, Tear drops on my guitar by Taylor Swift. so um yeah, read...if you want that is (You all do want to read right? -sniffles-)

DISCLAIMER: are you serious? i wouldnt be on this site if i was stephanie meyer. i would be writing Breaking Dawn!

PROLUGUE

I curled up in a ball. The door to my bedroom shut and locked. Charlie had finally fallen asleep after giving me a couple well placed bruises. My head throbbed and I drifted off into unconsciousness.

Chapter 1

The steady beat of an alarm clock woke me from my nightmares. I woke with a start. The first thing I noticed was the searing head ache that made my head throb painfully. As I sat up I finally noticed the dry blood along my cheek. I rose unsteadily and took a couple unsteady steps to the full body mirror on the wall. I was a former shell of myself. Unhappy and broken on the inside…and out. My once beautiful brown hair had lost its shine. My eyes, big and chocolate brown, looked dull. My pale ivory skin covered with bruises and blood. This wasn't me. I was a happy girl with a loving father and a living mother. This… thing in front of me was exactly the opposite. An unhappy person living with an abusive rapist father with a boyfriend to match. No mother wanting to hold, and comfort you. Just you and the shell you live in.

After I washed the blood off of my face and covered the bruises in foundation I walked down the stairs painfully aware of the pain my side. Hopefully it wouldn't require anything or Charlie would be pissed. There was no dad to come home to. Just an angry masochistic bastard. I faintly heard the beep of a horn. Great my ride was here, note the sarcasm. I shuffled out the door, the pain in my side becoming more pronounced. The horn sounded again and again until I reached the car. I opened the door and slid in slowly.

"What took you so long!" Jacob snarled at me. It was no use to answer, I would just get hurt worse if I did.

"it doesn't matter what you do to your self you will still be an ugly bitch. Be happy you have me." he growled. I just nodded, It wouldn't do any good to argue…but still. Why would all of the boys give me lust filled stares when Jacob wasn't looking if I was ugly? Not that it mattered. I could do nothing to get away from Jacob. We pulled into the school parking lot, Jacob changed his face into the one all of his friends knew. His hard and cold features turned into a smile. Jacob was a good actor…he had to be.

"Come on Bella baby." he called just in reach of his friends. I sighed and stepped out of the car, following Jacob over to his friends. He pulled me to him by my waist and I winced. He looked over at me. Any one would think the emotion on his face was concern. Oh no, it was a well covered up glare. And I knew what it meant.

'you tell anyone what happened and the punishment will be ten times worse than what caused it'.

Jacob had three classes with me, each one me sitting next to him. When the bell rang we walked together to English, then he walked me to government before heading off to biology. My hour was spent taking notes and doodling absentmindedly. Jacob came back and we walked together to trig. This time getting to feel Jacob touching me all period. Oh joy. Spanish went by fast. Then lunch…I hate lunch. Just another time for Jacob to get all touchy. We got our food and sat down. I barely touched my food, mostly picking at it. Mike, and Ben were discussing the last football game. Jon was talking to Brooke, the captain of the dance team. Brooke was quite pretty, pale skin, ice blue eyes, a light spray of freckles across her nose and cheeks, brown hair that glowed a caramelized golden color, and noticed by all of the male population of forks…curves. Curves which were accented by a tiny waist. Hmm. Where was Mitchell? He never missed lunch. (AN: this might just be the hardest thing I have ever written. Give my best friend…-chokes out- Edward. I mean she has every guy at my school in the palm of her hand and now I give her Edward…-sigh-. OH THAT'S JUST GROSS! In a picture we took with Santa he has his hands pressed against our hips. HAHA no wonder I felt uncomfortable.) Just then he plopped down in front of me bringing the most handsome guy I have ever seen with him. The guy had red brown hair that glowed bronze. His eyes a shockingly beautiful green color.

"guys…and ladies, This is Edward. Edward, meet Mike, Ben, Jon, Brooke, Jacob, and Bella. Guys meet Edward." Edward eyes followed every one Mitchell mentioned, lingering on Brooke. Of course.

"Edward just moved here from…Alaska right?" Edward nodded in response, his eyes still on Brooke. I noticed People slowly leaving the lunchroom. YES! I had two Jacob free periods!

"Jake, honey, I am going to get to class." I kissed his cheek, wincing from having to lean over. Mitchell gave me a curious glance. I shrugged lightly and headed out of the lunch room. By the time I got to biology the pain in my side was burning. It hurt to breath. I sat down and took slow breaths, to deep and the pain was worse. A girl with short black hair skipped into class and took the seat to my left.

"Hi! I'm Alice, what's your name?" With my every breath the pain had become more intense.

"are you ok?" she asked. I shook my head, it was burning now. I could hear a grating noise with each breath.

"oh my god…MR. BANNER!" that was the last thing I heard before blackness enclosed me.