BULLETPROOF
This is a different take on bulletproof after Andy leaves Luke in his office and leaves with Sam to fix Maries plumbing. I hope you like it this is my first story so don't be too hard on me. AU sam and andy
I do not own Rookie Blue sadly L
I just can't understand how Luke could be so cold about Benny dying. He seemed more concerned about the bullet in Benny's head than the fact that Benny died. Although Benny hung around the wrong people and had gotten into some trouble in his short life, he was a good kid. I can't help but think about the moment the doctor came and Marie crashed into my arms. I feel so guilty. Maybe I could have convinced him not to do it and convinced Luke to just let him testify. Although I am not even sure Luke would see it my way.
Then there was Sam. He was willing to help me and Marie by fixing her plumbing, no questions asked. My phone started buzzing saying that I had a text. It was from Luke Andy where were you? Went to the penny couldn't find you. Call me. Luke. Unbelievable I swear he is so freaking clueless! I definitely have got to talk to him but he is not going to like it I have a feeling. I keep thinking how I thought Luke was the right choice. Maybe I shouldn't have pushed Sam away that night in the parking lot. Geez… Just the way he said my name that night and smiled with those incredible dimples I knew if I didn't pull back there would be no way I could stop kissing him let alone other things. I never would have thought, after our first disastrous meeting, how truly great he is, but that alone is not enough to sum up all that he is. Maybe after I end things with Luke and I get cut loose we could finish what we started or I should say what I started.
The next day I ran into the locker room, running behind again. Hopefully I can make it to Parade on time. I got into my uniform as quickly as possible and rushed into the Parade room. Luckily I grabbed my seat next to Traci just before Best walked in to give out today's assignments. "Shaw/Epstein, Peck/ Nash your on desk, Williams/ Diaz and Swarek/McNally." Riding with Sam will definitely be the highlight of my day. I immediately went to make our coffees for the day. Unfortunately the one person I did not want to quite deal with just yet was blocking the coffee. "Hey stranger missed you at The Penny last night. Did you get my text last night?" "Luke I can't do this just now I need to get work, but we need to talk later." "Yeah sure. Everything okay?" "We'll talk later. I gotta go catch up will Swarek but I will meet you after shift. Alright?" "Yeah okay see you later Andy. Have a good day." With that Luke went to his office and I quickly made coffee for Sam and I. I walked out to the cruiser, Sam was sitting on the hood chatting with Oliver. "Here you go Sir" I said handing him his coffee flashing him a smile. God what is wrong with me I haven't broken things off with Luke yet and I can't stop smiling at Sam. I need to stop before I make a fool of myself. "Ready to go McNally?" "Absolutely" I said, trying not smile.
Two hours into my shift Sam turned to me and said "Okay McNally what's up with you? You're acting a little strange today" Well it is true I have been switching between staring at Sam and quickly looking out the window with a, probably dopey look on my face. I couldn't help but admire Sam's strong hands on the steering wheel, his strong arms and how well his uniform molded to his body. It has taken all my strength not to touch him. So I replied "What do you mean? How am I acting strange?" "Well you have had a funny look on your face plus you seem a little jumpy. Is everything okay?" "Okay I am not jumpy and everything is fine" damn I was hoping he wouldn't notice the way was acting. "If you say so" he said flashing those damn dimples! "I do say so, but thanks for asking". Sam went back driving and I did my best not look at him feeling, the heat rise in my cheeks making me blush.
I was so grateful when the day was over, as I headed off to the locker room to change. While I was changing I felt a little anxious about the talk I would have to have with Luke. "Hey Andy you coming to The Penny tonight? We missed you yesterday." Traci asked. "I might. I'm not sure yet. Gotta talk to Luke about something first." "What's going on? Everything alright with you and Luke?" of course she had to go there. I couldn't lie she would see right through me. "No, not really. I am breaking up with him." "Does this have anything to do with what happened with Benny." "Partly but that's not all of it." "What else?" "I am just tired of being with someone that just isn't right for me. I thought he was so perfect for me, but will always be in love with his job. Plus I just feel like if I don't live up to what he wants I am nothing but a disappointment to him. I can't be someone that makes me feel like that." "Wow I didn't know it was that bad, well I won't keep you but if you need me you know where I am okay? And let me know how it goes." "I will I promise. Wanna have a girls night this Friday? Then we can talk." "Yeah sounds great, Dex has Leo this weekend and then you and me can have some fun!" I giggled and said "Okay see you tomorrow." Traci left and I went to see Luke in his office. On my way out I bumped right into Sam, he put his hands on my shoulder trying to steady himself. "Oh, sorry Sam." "Where's the fire McNally?" "I just gotta be somewhere to take care of something" He was still holding onto my shoulders and slowly took his hands off of my shoulders looking right at me with his dark, beautiful eyes. "Going to The Penny tonight?" "Yeah probably. You?" "Yep. Well I'll see you later." Sam said as he walked away. God I love watching the man walk away. Now I was on my way to deal with Luke and get this over with.
I knocked on his office door and he motioned for me to come in. "Andy what's going on? You were acting a little strange this morning. Did I do something to upset you?" I couldn't believe him! He is so friggen clueless. "Not to sound like a bitch but for a detective you really are dense you know that!" I said raising my voice. "Whoa why are you yelling at me?!" This definitely is going to be easier than I thought. "Look Luke I can't do this anymore. I think it would be best if we stopped seeing each other. I am sorry and I hope we can be civil here at work" Truthfully I wasn't sorry at all. He moved closer to me stepping away from his desk. He attempted to grab my hand but I pulled away from him. "Andy where is this coming from? Does this have anything to with your favorite T.O.?" "What the hell are talking about?! This has to do with you and me and the fact that I am not happy being with you LUKE!" I didn't realize it at first but we were quickly attracting an audience. "Andy please don't do this. You're being ridiculous and just trying to get rid of me so you can go and screw Swarek! You think everybody including me doesn't notice how you two stare at each other! You know what forget it just get the out of here!" "Well thanks for being so mature and for not listening as usual! GOODBYE LUKE!" With that I turned and left his office pulling the door open so hard it bounced off the wall. What an ASS! I felt so relieved to close that chapter in my life so I can move on to the next one.