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Meredith lies on the bottom bed on the bunk beds in the on call room. She had been on her feet for a little over 16 hours scrubbing in on a pretty tough surgery and she was so tired. Pressing herself against the wall and pulling the cover over her head Meredith tries to block out the world and get a few hours kip. Just as sleep was starting to set in Meredith hears the familiar click of the door opening and shutting before the bed dips beside her. Thinking it was just Derek or Christina she simply turns over and snuggles into the body heat beside her.
"What the fuck!" A feminine voice screams, as the person responsible falls out of the bed in the process of jumping away from Meredith. "Shit! Meredith, I am so sorry! I thought the bed was empty." The voice she now recognises as Addison says frantically trying to explain her actions.
"It's okay Addison. If I am honest, it was quite nice to cuddle with you – well until you screamed and fell out of the bed." Meredith jokes poking her head over the side of the bed and smiling at the red head. "Would you like to get back in now, or is the floor soft enough to sleep?" Meredith giggles holding her hand out to help the surgeon off the floor, who gratefully takes the offered hand and climbs back into the bed.
"Don't you find it weird that we are sharing a bed? I mean I am your boyfriend's ex wife. I am like the enemy."Addison muses, turning on to her side facing Meredith. She shifts closer to the young doctor; she can't get over the feeling that there could be something between the pair. Ever since she had arrived at Seattle Grace Mercy West Hospital she had felt a connection to Meredith, as crazy it sounded, she just couldn't help it.
"You know Addison; I can totally understand why Derek married you. You are very beautiful, and not just superficially beautiful. Yes you are physically beautiful, but you are a beautiful person too. I wish my ex-girlfriend had been more like you...Um...I mean...FUCK!"Meredith exclaims covering her head with the cover to hide her embarrassment of admitting her deepest secret. Not even Christina knew she had been with women as well as men.
"Wow! I didn't know you were bisexual; if I had I would have hit on you up long ago." Addison admits winking at the brunette. Addison could almost see the wheels turn in Meredith's head whilst a number of emotions play across her face before it stopped on what she thought looked like it was lust. Thinking she has nothing to lose Addison decides to take a chance and slowly leans forward feeling the butterflies in her stomach multiple when Meredith does the same. The kiss wasn't magically or exciting, it was awkward and cagey with both of them holding back – just like any first kiss. "Well I wasn't expecting that. I honestly thought you'd slap me or something." Addison admits carefully, once the two pull apart.
"Honestly I've wanted to do that for a long time now. To me you aren't my boyfriend's ex wife and I'm not the 'dirty mistress' but we are just two women, and apparently we both happen to find one another attractive." Meredith replies smiling; before climbing over Addison and off the bed and shaking her head at Addison's confused expression, "but nothing can happen whilst those things remain true. And I have post-ops to check on." Meredith says, winking before leaving the room and leaving the flustered red-head behind.
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MPOV
'what the hell am I doing here? I should be at home with Derek; I should want to be at home with Derek. Why can't I want the man who wants me? The man I have committed so long to. When Addison went to LA, everything was easy; I didn't have to look at her everyday and remember all these feelings. WHY did she have to be the one to come back to work on this case? Oh yeah, because she is amazing. I should go, we could never work, she lives in a different state, I could never leave my home and my family...Could I? Oh my God I am so confused! Shit I was standing here when that couple went into their hotel room... I must have been standing here for 20 minutes at least. I am such an idiot. Right decision time, knock or leave...'
Taking a deep breath I raise my hand and knock sharply on the hotel room door. I almost run away at the sound, but I know that would be stupid. So instead I straighten out my outfit and stand up straight. As the door knob begins to turn I can feel a group of butterflies take flight in my stomach.
"Meredith, what are you doing here?" Addison says as she opens the door revealing herself stood wrapped in just a chest to knee sized purple towel. I can almost feel my jaw drop at the sight, of her stood there, with wet hair falling over her shoulders and water droplets making their way down her body. When my eyes finally make their way back to Addison's face from her body I notice a very large, cheeky smirk playing on her lips and I can immediately feel my cheeks start to heat up dramatically.
"Oh I see; you are here to ogle me," Addison says before laughing wholeheartedly. "Why don't you pick your jaw up off the floor and come inside," She says stepping aside and letting me in.
"I'm sorry I was so openly and shamefully ogling you back there, but I didn't expect you to open the door wearing just a towel. It was a bit of a shock and any self-control I was trying to maintain just went straight out the window." I say once the door is shut, with us on the inside of the hotel room.
"I actually came here with a more innocent evening in plan. But I think we should be sitting for that." I say moving into the living room area of the hotel. I can see Addison cautiously follow me.
"I came to say that it doesn't matter what feelings we have for each other; because we live in totally different cities, different states...hell even different sides of the country. So it doesn't matter; because this could never work. We couldn't be together in Settle because of Derek... It just would never work; and I can't leave my home and my family. So I think it's best that you go back to LA when your case is over, I will stay here and in time we will get over each other and learn to love what we've settled for." I say with Addison's hands in mine, I focus on our hands during my speech knowing that if I look her in the eye I won't believe what I am saying. After several moments without reply I look up at the beautiful red-head and I am met with the most heartbreaking sight in front of me, the person I love more than anything with tears, cascading down her face, her eyes are closed and her jaw is clenched, I know in that moment that I have truly broken her heart.
"Addison, I'm not saying this because I don't love..." I start to say but Addison's eyes fly open, with the most powerful death glare I've ever seen.
"Don't you dare Meredith," Addison shouts standing from the sofa, leaving her towel in a heap on the floor. "Don't you dare say all those things to me and then tell me you love me. You don't know what love is!" She continues to shout, her hand gesturing wildly and her breast bouncing as she throws her arms around. I try to focus my eyes on her face, I try not to ogle her beautiful, wet body; but I know it is becoming a losing battle. I stand from the sofa and smile at the fuming surgeon.
"Why the hell are you smiling Meredith, this isn't funny in the slightest!" Addison shouts balling her hands into fists. Before she can say another word, I gentle grab the sides of her face and pull her towards me, connecting our lips in much softer, smoother and magical kiss then the one we shared earlier in the on-call room. Addison puts her hands on my chest, in a weak attempt to push me away but I move my hand to the back of her neck and keep our lips firmly together. She quickly gives up her 'fight' and melts into the kiss as well.
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The kiss between the two doctors quickly turns from soft and gentle, to messy and needy. Meredith's clothes quickly find a new home – on Addison's hotel room floor, the clothes are scattered everywhere as the two women stumble backwards towards the bedroom. Finally Meredith finds herself on her back with Addison lying on top of her.
"We really shouldn't do this Meredith, if you want to get over me and expect me to get over you. Then making love is a really bad idea." Addison staring into her would-be lover's eyes. Meredith stares back at her for a long minute before smiling and tilting her head to the side ever so slightly.
"If we can't have forever, then we can just have one-night. One-night without thinking about what will happen in the morning. One-night of nothing but you and me and our love." Meredith says before leaning up and connecting their lips again. Addison presses her body flush against the younger doctors and, supporting her weight with her right arm, runs her left arms up and down Meredith's soft body.
"Please baby, don't tease me, I need you. I need you now," Meredith moans arching her body into her soon-to-be lover's body. Addison chuckles softly before moving her left hand down to Meredith's pussy. She is quickly met with a very warm and wet entrance, smirking down at the young brunette Addison wastes no time and slips two fingers deep inside Meredith. Both moan at the amazing sensation, Addison slams her lips against Meredith's in an attempt to keep them both semi quiet. As she pulls away Addison notices a few tears escape Meredith's eyes and feelings tears well in her own eyes.
And there on the bed in Addison's rented hotel room, the two woman made sweet love and both cry softly – both knowing that this might very well be there one and only night together. As the night draws to a close and they drift closer to sleep they are both over come with fear of what the morning brings.
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