I can't do it anymore.
If I try anymore, and I have been trying, I'll end up hurting myself.
Or worse, hurting him.
I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I hurt him.
Even though I know I have to hurt him to save both of us.
When I've made my peace I can come back. He wouldn't force me to stay away.
I know it.
This is going to be the hardest thing I'll ever have to do.
Gil, you know i love you. I feel I've loved you forever. Lately, I haven't been feeling very well...