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No more, no more, no more. Cassie would always chant to herself. She knew it hurt, she could feel it aching inside of her, but she wouldn't admit it because that would just cause more pain. And she had had enough of that. She didn't care if all those people stared at her, she wanted to be skinny, and that, she promised herself she would be.
It had gotten to a point where you could barely see the hurting girl. But she wouldn't stop. In fact she almost liked the pain. It made her feel free.
She loved that feeling
People would stare and say how skinny she was, and how they wanted to be just like her, and she always smiled at the thought. Sometimes she thought that maybe one day, if she was lucky enough, she would disappear entirely, and no one would miss her, and no one would care that she was gone, because no one ever really had.
And for a while she fought with herself on the idea. Maybe if she was gone life would be easier, maybe if she was gone she could be happy. Death was a scary thing for Cassie though. Sure, she had thought about it, but she didn't know what would happen. She thought she would either be miserable or content with it.
And in the end she fought herself and won, she was going to kill herself because even if she was skinny enough to win her bet there was too much pain. And she didn't like it anymore. So she killed herself.
But she couldn't leave without writing a letter to her former best friend, so she did and it could've been pages long but Casey knew what Lia wanted, and it wasn't a apology written in so many words, it was more short to the point goodbye.
So, when Lia had gotten to the hotel and saw the note she would understand why Cassie decided to leave her alone.
Lia,
You won!
You won the bet because I didn't want to deal with it anymore. It hurt, a lot, and I didn't like it. I want you to know I'm sorry that I did this to you. You have always deserved so much more.
But, I can't come back and I'm hoping that it's peaceful here, and that everything will be as we always wanted it to be...skinny...
Enjoy your win,
Wintergirl Cassie
She knew Lia would survive without her. Lia was stronger than her. Cassie was too weak to admit to herself that she had an eating disorder.
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