Disclaimer: I don't own anything, except my own feeling put into this story.

You know life is nothing and death is everything, we all think that 'Wow, Your so cool!' or 'Wow, I wish I could be you!' but really if you really go into their lives you find that their life is as messed up as yours and some and then all that respect, all that faithfulness is gone. Proving your as worthless as you think.

My life has been worth nothing after my mom made that beyblading team and my dad made that hobby shop, nothing until i found Driciel. But then the BladeBreakers came and suddenly lots of stuff began to way on my soulders, then when I became 14 and the Saint Sheilds came and I was scared to lose Driciel, then an incedent brought me to fall in love with Mariam.

But as you could guess when I told two days before she left she rejected me flat-down her exact words were this, "Wow, Max that was," She burst out in laughter, "Probubly the stupidist thing I've ever heard!" and with that she left laughing, I felt as if my world crashed into itsy bitsy pieces.

I am worth nothing and after that incedent I knew it was true, so I began to stop eating and I began to put all my mind into studies and beyblading, then at 16 we spilt apart and after Micheal telling me that he missed me I felt happier. But then after the incedent in the training room I realized that everything Micheal had told me was a lie, he never cared about me or else he wouldn't have done what he did.

When we all got back together as the G-Revolution and it was my turn to battle Mystel, I was happy that my team actually thought I could win this, happy until I heard what they had to say, well guys this proves it I SUCK and there's no hope for me. But when I beat Mystel and we tied I felt that false hope again and saw that my friends "believed" in me again and I realized what I should have noticed a long time ago they don't care about me they only care about the stupid match.

And now I know everything was a False Pretense.

So I had to leave, I had to leave and never come back. So I knew exactly how to do that so I grabbed a box with certin things in it and wrote a note, and put onto a CD. The note said:

Dear Everyone,

Thank you for leading me along and for acting like you cared but I think you're tired of this game, I know you won't cry for my absence, you all forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant am I so insignificant?

Well goodbye at 11:00 tonight I will die. I died to know you loved me, but as it turns out I'm all alone. Please forgive me but I won't be home again, because you forgot who I am.

Listen to the CD track 6 it show how I feel tell. Mom, dad, team, Micheal, Driciel and Mariam I love you all. All the contents in the box are very important to me please take care of them for me and goodbye

Max Tate

I placed the box on a table along with the note and CD. I left.

So what do you think dark huh? This is a venting account do not worry if I'm happy I won't write here I'll write on my other account so bye bye!