Chapter 01 Giving up what?

Quanktumspirit: "Adopted Cameras part 2 from BlackBlizzard, please review. Sorry everyone, but I'm going to scrap parts of this chapter to match it up to the tale better. Which was: BlackBlizzard wrote Pinky was hospitalised at home, but I've changed it that he's at the South Shore Hospital Center, in an actual hospital room and not at home."

Pinky was trying his best to remain calm. Doctor's, friends, and family always worried about him since his breakup with Peter. It was a rough year... for all of them.

Rodney disappearing into thin air and no sign of him for months, Piranha's threats sent to the OWCA and then the sudden silence, Perry and Heinz establishing their relationship, Dennis running off again, and finally his seizure.

He thought now was a good time for him to start packing up and starting a new family, you know, getting out of the whole agent business. It was a good time as well since he was leaving his old horrible life behind him for a brighter one. If only he could get up and work out what he was going to change about himself for this better and happier life.

"Pinky, are you awake?"

It was Heinz. The scientist had kept his word to visit every day whiles he was handicapped by the hospital. It was nice for the man to come; even after Pinky had confessed a deep love for Perry before it all. Pinky felt sick of himself for doing that to his best friend since Perry was already going through a tough time.

"Pinky!" Heinz giggled walking into the hospital room. He had a bag of goodies with him for Pinky. "Are you okay? Anyone else seen you yet?"

"Nope; just you." Pinky laughed.

Deep down, the agent felt a pain strike him. No one had come to visit him except the doctors and nurses at the hospital, Doofenshmirtz and Perry plus a couple of other agents he's worked with, but no one else.

"It is so dead here." Pinky mumbled as he toyed with his bed sheets. He was lying in a huge bed and he felt even lonelier.

"Is this how it feels in a hospital?"

"Sorta." Doof blushed. "When I had been put into special care, Perry had come with me and..."

Pinky didn't need him to say the rest. Everything that Doof and Perry did lead them in a sex daze... it had been a while since Pinky had his own release, he never wanted just to have plain sex, but to do it with someone who loves him with all their heart. Maybe that's why he was so frustrated?

"I heard that a new bakery had opened up near the hospital, and I'm kinda hungry for some decent bread." Pinky smiled. "Down the street."

"Oh!" Doof remembered. "Yeah! It's pretty nice looking. I can go get you something if you like."

"That sounds wonderful." Pinky smiled at the scientist.

He had noticed that Heinz was older, far older than himself and less appealing yet still attracted a younger and sexy man. Pinky was the type to always worry about his age, though he may not look it, he was old. He always believed the older he got the less beauty he had.

"I'll be back!" Heinz dashed out of the door making Pinky smile harder.

"How sweet." He mumbled lying down on his cot. He hadn't left his hospital room for days and he hadn't had the energy to complain about it either. He felt lifeless. "I need more of him around."

The agent snuggled deeper into his covers. It was really lonely in his huge bed. He remembers when he wasn't so lonely... when he had someone to share it with; at his old home. That someone being Peter, his first sex buddy in ages. He remembers the nights where Peter would wake him up, the bigger man horny and craving him, then there were other nights where Peter would just caress him and make his old soul feel safe.

They were just lies.

Dennis appeared in his head. Peter flirted with the other man, taking sweet time to show him around... Tears began to build in Pinky's eyes as he thought about the way Peter looked at him after that bastard waltzed into their lives. Peter was starting to reconsider, go to the younger man, and leave him behind. Pinky began to cry.

Peter said nothing had gone between them but Pinky couldn't take those looks anymore. Those looks of judgement, displeasure, and unwanting.

"P-Peter!"

A memory. Pinky was beginning to remember everything. His first time... with a man.

"Peter! It hurts! Please take it out!" He remembers struggling to breathe as his lover impaled him gloriously. "Ah, Peter!"

Peter was a silent passionate lover. No words were ever spoken by the larger man; just gruff noises and squeaking of the bed. Pinky was a gentleman, soft, but rough on the edges but for Peter, he became pure mush.

"That feels so good." Peter had mumbled.

Pinky shut his eyes tightly as he remembered his first attempt at oral pleasure to his lover. Peter was so appreciative and comforting, even when the pink agent made a mistake or rubbed his teeth against the other, earning a jump. Peter still made him feel special.

"Peter!" Pinky had cried as he had cumed in his lover's mouth. Peter had swallowed him whole and drunk till he was empty. Pinky's legs were numb.

"Pinky!"

The grown man almost moaned in response but had quickly snapped out of his daze as he remembered where he was and what he was doing.

He sat up and saw Heinz had returned to his room with his bread order, "Heinz?"

"Here you go." Heinz quickly gave the man a bag filled with baking goodies and waved goodbye. "Sorry! Perry called and they need me at the OWCA; a machine just broke down and I need to fix it-"

"G - go ahead." Pinky gave a sad smile. "I'll be fine here."

"Okay, if there's anything you need-"

"I'm fine," Pinky answered but had a question on his lips anyway. "What is Peter doing at the moment for the OWCA?"

"Uh?" Doof stopped near the door. "Peter? Oh, um, he'd been sent to Japan a few days ago."

"Really?" Pinky asked, then he began to shake.

Of course, Peter is sent to see beautiful Japanese women and men... it made Pinky envious for a moment. Then he remembered that he had broken everything off with him. He shouldn't be caring about that bastard.

"I gotta go!" Doof yelled leaving the hospital and a fester Pinky.

The pink haired man sighed and looked at his hospital room dresser. There was a phone, medicine, tubes, and a clock. He hadn't checked his cell phone in weeks and the doctors might have put it on silence.

Tiredly he reached for the pink cell and looked at its shining screen. There were over 9 missed calls, 10 text messages, a missed Watts app chat, and some emails he had forgotten to look at.

He looked through them all, some from his parents, old friends or reminders that he had to pay bills which his mother texted him about that she had done it for him, then Pinky went through some old text messages. Some were from Peter. He grimaced at them. The 'ILYs' or 'Babe' made his stomach wanna hurl. Angrily he tried to press delete but instead, he had called the man.

"Hello?"

Pinky froze, 'Oh god, Peter had answered his phone.'

"Pinky?" Peter questioned. "Pinky are you there? Hello?"

"H-hey." Pinky's voice was soft, low.

"Pinky... it's been weeks since I heard from you." Peter sounded exhausted. "How are you doing? Are you okay? Do you need anything?"

"Why didn't you visit me in the hospital?" The pink haired Agent asked. His voice quivered. "You had not once come to my hospital bed... you hadn't brought me flowers or even seen me. I could be dead right now and you wouldn't have known about it."

"Pinky-"

"Did you even care?" He began to cry. "You took away everything. I let you out of any person on this planet invade me- go inside me and repeatedly take me. I let you do that to me and it hurts."

"I did care!" Peter said. "I tried to visit you but they told me that I would put you under more stress."

"It wouldn't have been that way if you weren't looking at others every day." Pinky hissed threw the phone.

The other man was silent. "... Pinky why did you ring me?"

"Because..." Pinky shuttered, "It was an accident. I was trying to call Perry."

"Oh." Peter was a bit speechless. "Are you still..."

"No." Pinky narrowed his eyes.

He loved Perry as a friend and had no interest in making him his lover in any way, that was over. "How are you and Dennis?"

"Pinky I am not with Dennis," Peter spoke harshly. "I'm sorry I looked at him! Dammit, Pinky you act like it was the end of the world and called me a cheating pig! I've always loved you Pinky! You thought you were imperfect- I never said anything like that. You thought it."

"I don't care that you looked at him!" Pinky yelled. "I cared about the way you saw him! Every fucking time he walked into the room we were in, your head would turn and-"

Pinky's words cut short. His heart meter began to spiral and beep through his body at a fast pace. He couldn't breathe. Something was wrong, and he needs help right away.

"Pinky?" Peter asked worried. "Pinky?"

With all his might, Pinky reached for the button on the rim of his hospital bed. A short buzz went off.

"Pinky is everything okay?" Peter asked frustrated. "Pinky!"

Pinky passed out as doctor's and nurses burst into his room to save his life.

All Pinky remembered was waking up in an even whiter room. His phone was gone, his TV was gone, and his windows were shut tight. The light was even dimmer in this room.

"I told you to be careful!" Said the doctor, she rubbed over her face. "What caused it this time?"

Pinky looked away in shame.

"I know what caused it." She says crossing her arms. "Agent P had hacked into your phone and saw the last call. But he says that you called him."

"It was by accident." Pinky bowed his head. "I didn't mean to."

"Then why didn't you hang up?" She questioned further.

"I wanted to know why." Pinky shrugged. "I wanted to know... why he did what he did."

Pinky grew quiet.

"He wants to visit." She sat beside him cautiously. "He's flown from Tokyo and is on his way here, to the South Shore Hospital Center to see you."

"WHAT?!" The pink haired Agent yelled.

"Perry is unfortunately in London at the moment and won't be able to stop him." She fiddled with Pinky's curls. "Unless we can put security up and stop him."

"Peter can beat security," Pinky said rolling his eyes. Peter is one of the best Agents for a reason.

The man sat quietly before shaking his head. "Let him come."

The nurse sighed and gave Pinky a cold glass of water to drink, Pinky shook again, but he has to sort his Peter problem out with Peter, even if they will scream at each other until their necks hurt. Peter couldn't get away with breaking his heart.

Quanktumspirit: "Please review. The second Chapter is mine."