We Only Hurt the Ones We Love
"Fuck Off"
This popped into my head out of nowhere. I haven't even seen Digimonã for years! So it's just complete randomness. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I never will own any Anime. Only my fics.
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Matt's POV
I kept tuning my guitar. Hoping that he'd get the hint to leave me alone. Of course, I'm not that lucky, and he's not that smart.
"Matt wanna play a game of soccer, while we wait for Sora?" Tai said holding up his soccer ball. I just ignored him. I was sitting on some bleachers tuning my guitar. I didn't even want to look at him. I don't know why, but lately Tai just being near me got me so…frustrated. For example, yesterday Tai started to talk to me about Agumon trying to play a clarinet, but instead caught on fire, and for some reason him talking just got me so pissed off. Right now I just want him to leave me hell alone.
"Ma-a-a-at?" Tai said trying to get me to talk to him. I just kept ignoring him. "Hey Matt come on and talk to me! Why the hell are you being such an ass?" and I still kept on. "Fine then! Be a fuckin' ass!"
Tai just walked off fuming and cussing. When Sora got here, I ignored her too. She kept ranting on how and why was I being mean to Tai. I didn't say a word in my defense. I mean hell! What was I going to say? 'I've just been getting annoyed by him lately so I decided to act like I have a stick up my ass.' Not the best argument. Anyway, she got fed up with me and said she wasn't going to date an asshole anymore. So she dumped. Right now, I really didn't give a damn. Seems like I'm PMSing. I'm being all bitchy with everyone. Especially Tai.
Well since whatever plans Tai and Sora had made with me were over, I decided to go home. Taking the freakishly long way home. I just wanted to think. Come on! Like you wouldn't want to figure out why you were being a bitch to your greatest friend in the world. I tried to figure out when and where I started to feel like treating him like shit.
Damn…I think it was since we first got to the Digital World. When I was jealous of him. Angry at him. So let me analyze this. I know when it started and why I stopped, but why did I start to feel like this again? It was almost as if I woke up and decided, 'Hey! I'm gonna hate Tai again!'. It's too sudden. Something must be going on with me, and I want to find out what it is. I don't want to hate him, I don't want to be mad at him, and I sure as hell don't want him mad at me or hate me. Maybe I should talk to Kari, she's Tai's sister after all, she might be able to help me. She might even explain to Tai that I'm going through a phase, and maybe he wont hate me. I can only hope for so much.