I do not own these characters , stephanie meyer does.
"Ness could you come with me?" Jake took my arm with his warm hands and tugged me into the forest.
Jake started kissing me passionately. He sucked on my bottom lip. I opened my mouth and giggled as he swept my mouth with his toungue. He started slowly inching his warm hands up
and down my back under my thin shirt. He pulled my closer putting his hand on the small of my back.
"Wait Jacob. what's all this?" I asked pulling away from our heated kiss.
When he didn't respond I spoke again.
" I mean you never ever have kissed me like..." I drifted off as his eyes hardened.
" Ness I imprinted on another girl... apparently I did not imprint on you, it was all lust" he spat out each word slowly trying to inch away from me.
I grabbed his shirt and pulled myself closer to him.
"but Jacob you just kissed me like I was the love of your life" my voice wobbled.
I looked up trying to see his warm eyes. His eyes were instead hard and harsh. Their was no sympathy no love. He looked at me disgusting, as if my tears were disgusting him.
"bye Ness" He said in a cold voice before sprinting off.
" NO this can't be happening" I screamed clutching my long locks.
I screamed until I went hoarse, pulling out several chunks of my hair. I sobbed, almost hyperventilating, with no time to breath. I clutched my chest and began to sink lower. I was
beginning to ache all over, my vision getting blurrier. Sobs kept bursting out of me, stealing my time for air. I tried screaming but my mouth wouldn't allow me. I was slowly suffocating,
here alone in the forest without Jacob. More sobs ripped through me and I lay down on the ground clutching leaves and sticks still making a sort of ugly groan trying to scream. The pain
was unbearable, I was ripped open, vulnerable to everything. Soon cold arms wrapped around me. No warm arms held me, Jacob was gone. Tears stung several cuts on my cheeks as
they rolled down unstoppable.
"It's not natural, I'm not affecting her emotions at all" A familiar voice screamed.
" JASPER TRY HARDER" A man screamed louder then the first. Soon many familiar voices filled the forest, I was passed over to many different pairs of cold arms but never Jacobs familiar
warm ones.
People were still talking all around me. I was exhausted and the voice slurred together, I soon realized me eyes had been closed. I drifted off, ignoring the panicked voices, grasping onto
the pain that proved I was alive, the stinging of the cuts on my cheeks.
Over the next couple of weeks I would scream until I went hoarse. Crying and moaning, wrapping my arms around myself trying to keep myself together. After all the crying and
yelling I could take I slept. I slept and slept. Only sometimes slowly being close to waking up, only to hear the faint beeping and realize I did not want to face reality. After the pain,
Hysteria came on. I shot up and heard many people scream, I forced my eyes open. Someone had move me to a coach while I was sleeping or crying or yelling.
" Where's Jacob , he should be home anytime now" I yelled grabbing the person nearest me.
The first people I could recognize were Alice and Bella. They both looked exhausted and they gave each other a look.
" Jacob left you Nessie" They said slowly.
"Why are you lying to me?" I yelled tears starting to flow down my cheeks.
" he loves me, he would never leave, right? RIGHT?" I screamed and buried my face in the blankets, trying to drown out my voice. Sobs broke through me, reminding me of the clear pain in
my chest. Everyone rushed into the room. Mom and dad talked to fast for me to hear and soon an IV was pushed into my arm. They hooked up a weird looking liquid to it. Rage ripped
through me. I ripped out the IV and jumped up.
"WHERE DID YOU TAKE HIM? WHAT DID YOU DO?" I screamed as they tried to push me down.
Soon realization hit me, the forest, the kiss, he left. He left..
Tears started pouring down again and I let them force me down and stick the needle in again.
Slowly I began to take in reality. I would stay curled up on the couch. I would only wear the huge t-shirt he gave me after our first date. He had left me. He was my first and only true love.
I would never forget him.
hey I hoped you like my story. Sorry i made Jacob bad, but i haven't seen alot of stories like this so I decided to try it. Let me know if it's good. REVIEW REVIEWS REVIEWS!!!! p.s the weird liquid they hooked her up to was supposed to be really strong anti-depressant.