A/N) Greetings earthlings (and non-earthlings) I knew this song for a while but noticed that there's not a songfic for it. This was just the solution
FPOV
This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
I've been waiting here for what? Three, maybe four years? But have you come, NOOOO. You've been too busy with your so-called 'career'. Well, MLEH! (geez, did I just say that?)
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
I dream about going into a magic portal where everything on the other side is happy and how it should be. God, how I wish that thing was real.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
When you finally come, I have still not adjusted, and you barley even notice me, but I have yet to introduce myself. I just want to let you know that I'm here, and then I will leave so you never have to be hurt again.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
I refuse to let myself be fooled. I must hide how I feel or I will go crazy, but maybe it is too late for that.
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
It turns out that maybe trying to shred up feelings doesn't work. It's not like trying to get rid of old homework sheets. (A/N trust me, I've tried)
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings disappeared.
Can I be your memory?
I wish you would just keep me just as a memory. But that's selfish. Never mind, I shouldn't have asked that. (Mentally slits wrists because he's just that emo) So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
I tried to feel the same as you, to pretend that you don't exist, but I failed. And I tried again. And failed. But I keep on trying. You know why? Yah, neither do I. This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?
You tell me you remember me, but I highly doubt it. You say you missed me, and I doubt that too. You called me Sam the first time you saw me. I died inside after that. So now I leave for real. I leave this planet, this world, and this life. Now I guess I'll just have to be just a memory, but a damn good one at that. Because I love you. I have always loved you. And if I am reborn after this then I will still love you.
A/N) I didn't mean for it to end like a suicide note, but whatever. Flame me if you love Fang. And Question For The Comments: what song do you think would make a good songfic?