Songfic #1- Leafxcrow: What hurts the most
Author's note- Hi!!!!!!! OMG, this is my first story ever! I really hope you like it. It's about Leafpool and Crowfeather and how they didn't spend enough time together.
Disclaimer- I don't own Warriors. Or the song.
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I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
Crowfeather sighed. He pretended he couldn't hear the rain pattering onto the roof of his den. It didn't bother him. All he could think of was Leafpool.
I can take a few tears now and then just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
A few tears ran down his face. He shook his head. "Stop crying, you kit." He growled to himself. Yet the tears kept running down his whiskers, dropping onto the den floor. Everyone thought Crowfeather had gotten over Leafpool, that he was ok, but he wanted her, needed her.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Crowfeather's heart was shattered into a million pieces. He had so much to say to her, which would never come out. They were so close, but then the badgers ruined their only chances together. Crowfeather wished they had hadn't met Midnight out on the moors, so they could see what will never be. Leafpool hadn't seen how much she meant to him.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
Leafpool couldn't sleep, nor could she deal the loss of her dearest love, Crowfeather. Be quiet, Leafpool. You need to forget Crowfeather. The voice in the back of her head meowed.
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
"Hey Leafpool, could you get this thorn out of my pad?" Brambleclaw mewed as he slipped into the medicine den. Leafpool forced a smile as she nodded a yes. Brambleclaw had been one of the cats that went on the journey to find Midnight. With Crowfeather. Leafpool growled in frustration as she yanked out the the thorn. Did everything remind her of him? "Thanks Leafpool." Brambleclaw shouldered his way out of the den. Leafpool sighed. She would trade everything to be with him again.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could've been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Leafpool decided she needed a walk. The rain had almost completely stopped. She stepped outside, heading for the gorse tunnel. "Just going for a walk" she murmured to Thornclaw, who was on guard. He nodded. Leafpool trotted in the direction of the lake. When she was out of Thornclaw's sight, she broke into a run. When she reached the lake, she skidded to a halt. She looked over into WindClan territory, trying to see the familiar gray-black shape….
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could've been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Crowfeather needed some fresh air, and since the rain had stopped, a walk seemed like a good idea. He pushed out of the den and trotted across the muddy clearing toward the entrance. "Hunting." He grunted to Weaselfur, who was on guard. After he put a few fox-lengths between himself and the camp, he took off in a sprint. He stopped on the sandy bank of the lake, staring into ThunderClan territory, trying to see the tabby and white she-cat he loved se much….
Not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Ooohhh…
Leafpool's heart soared when she saw Crowfeather by the lake on his territory. But then her heart plummeted when she remembered. Crowfeather hated her. "I will always be there for you Crowfeather, and StarClan won't keep us apart." She whispered. Then she walked slowly away, tail dragging in the dust.
Crowfeather's spirits lifted when he saw Leapool further down the shore. He was about to run toward her when he saw that Leafpool had begun to slowly walk down the shore, away from him. At first he didn't know why, but then he realized how he had been acting to her, acting like he hated her. "I will always love you Leafpool. No matter what happens, you will always be first place in my heart" he murmured into the wind. Then he slowly turned away.
I hope you liked that! I was totally bawling while I wrote this. Pretty, pretty, pretty please will you review? Thanks! Requests are welcome!