at first you ignore her

but she's always staring

and you know you can't pass her off

as another a;d;m;i;r;e;r;

so you agree to be her friend

(just friends, only friends)

but now you're staring

because you can't help but notice

the way her hair falls down her ((back))

the very same skin that you've seen

so man dotted like stars

across a blank canvas of sky

and suddenly you think she's p*e*r*f*e*c*t

and you can't think of anyone else

you think you're damned

because she's Rose Weasley

and you're Scorpius Malfoy

and you don't think you can fix the feud

that's been going for generations,

do you?

and now it's bumping handshandshands

and stolen glances

and you don't you can handle it when she smiles at you

for a full five seconds

yet her cousins don't notice

when you start talking

you think you really like her

and you tell her this

she laughs at your pronunciation

(while you admire her)

and then she says it back

and now it's turning into lovelovelove

but you don't tell her this

(afraid of getting hurt, are we?)

and now her whole family's noticed

well, who wouldn't?

and howlers are flying from both sides

as Ron Weasley's swallowed his pride to yell at your father

but you don't c.a.r.e.

because Rose is at your side

but maybe not for l/o/n/g

because her family have her running errands -on purpose, you think,

and there's no time for you

("family first,Scorp.")

and you kind of resent the Weasley-Potter's

for taking Rose away from you

even though you knew it would never be easyasyeasy

there's not enough time, she says, and you know what's coming

and it's worse than you imagined

and she lets her cousins prank you

as if you broke up with h-e-r

and your mood is going

d

o

w

n

and her's is going

upupup

and soon enough she's dating again

and she asks you to be friends

what's the use in friends?

So you walk away

(not friends, never friends)

and you don't notice the look of misery on her face

But now she's

S

A

D

and you figure she's been dumped

but the triumph you should've felt

isn't there

and her sadness is affectiong your already bad mood

and she approaches you and wants you back

and even though you've told yourself

nonono,

your lips twitch and you hug her

and you feel happy again

when she explains that her cousins *m*a*d*e* her

you are beyond angry

but her hand on your arm stops her

and you would never hurt her

so you take a back-seat and watch her curse them

and there's a feeling of satisfaction

when they break out in purple boils

and she's grinning in exactly the same way you are

and you realise your lovelovelove never went away

your .p.a.r.e.n.t.s. are furious

but who really cares,

because you're in love

and she's in love

and there isn't a thing you'd change about this situation,

not for the world.

hope you liked it, I wasn't really sure about this one.

Kia xoxo