The leaves are fading now
It's hard to believe you're gone
I mean, I guess I knew it would happen
And it wasn't supposed to be easy
Was never easy
Is still not easy
Gone
The word the wind whispers as I walk the
Silent stone barricade of my mind
Everything seems so empty now
Without you
Everything
Gone
Like the early-morning mist on a cold day
Fades into liquid sunshine
Slipping through your fingers
That was you, my darling
My love
Was like trying to hold water in my hands
I'm not crying as I sit here
The tears I shed are all done now
Dried up in this hard dry knot inside of me and
On the outside I'm brave but no one understands
What it's like
To feel this way
Hold your head up high, and you won't break
Lift up your voice, and the angels will sing with you
The sad sweet sound of misery
Broken like the sky on an autumn day
My love for you is like that
My life
Broken
I walk through the narrow stone passages
The faded leaves rustling at my feet
Brililant colors, gone
Lost in that profound infinity which is
The sky
Bittersweet immortality
Send me to him