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I don't know how this happened. One day we were fine, everything was wonderful. I had the perfect life. I was married to my one true love, Edward Cullen, our twins, Neisse and R.J were happy and healthy and we had a family that loved us. It was the best life a vampire (or even human and werewolf) could ask for. Then one day everything changed, one day my life was flipped upside down.

"Edward are you alright?" I asked my husband one cold winter night after our two children were in bed.

He had been acting funny all after noon. It seemed even the slightest thing could put a snarl on his lovely and perfect face. It confused me, I've never seen my Edward in such a fowl mood.

"I'm fine." was his only reply but the tone he said it in implied there was something he wasn't saying.

I put a hand on his face and turned it toward me to look in his eyes, they were charcoal black. He really need to hunt. I moved my shield aside allowing him access into my mind, hoping this would help him open up.

"You don't seem fine."

"Bella I said I'm fine," he replied removing his head from my hand.

"Are you mad at me? Did I do something?" I thought hoping he couldn't sense the hurt I was feeling.

"My life would have been so much easier if I hadn't met you," he muttered to himself as he shock his head.

That shock caused by that statement caused me to take a sudden breath as I raised my hand to my neck. It felt as if I had been punched in the stomach, no more like a wrecking ball hit me.

He gave me a sad look before running out of the house. When I heard the front door of our little cabin shut my legs became jelly and I crumpled to the ground. If I was still able to cry I would have been since the moment he told me how he felt. Dry sobs racked my body as I buried my face in the soft carpet. It vaguely reminded me of the moment when Edward left me back when I was human.

When my sobs stopped to the point that I could think clearly I started to form a plan. I had never meant to become a hassle in my husband's life, I love him. It broke my non-beating heart when I realized what I had to do. I didn't want to do what I was about to but it had to be done.

I packed three bags, one for me and each of my two children. I put my own personal check book that was filled with the money I had made back when I worked at Mike's families outdoors shop in the purse Alice had bought me for Christmas last year.

I was just about to write my good-bye note to Edward when Jacob Black had crossed my mind. He loved Neisse like I loved Edward and I wondered if I should invite him along with us. I remembered how it had felt when Edward had left me, there was a whole huge and tearing in my chest. No, I couldn't be the cause of that pain in my daughter or Jacob. So I called him.

"Bella what's wrong? Is Nessie ok?" I heard a sleepy sounding Jake say.

"She's fine Jake. Listen, we're leaving in an hour and not coming back." I said bluntly.

"I'll be at your place as soon as I pack." he replied and I heard the phone click.

Now that Jake knew I took out a pen and paper and began writing my last good-bye to the love of my life.

Edward,

I'm so sorry that I've complicated you're life. I never in a million years meant to ever do that. I love you more then life itself and it truly hurts me to do that to you. So I'm fixing what I've done. I'm putting your life back how it was before you met me, how it should be. I'm taking R.J and Nessie and I promise you this will be the last time you'll ever hear from us. I promise I'll do everything I can to protect them. I hope this makes you happy. Just know this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

I'll always love you,

Bella.

Jake arrived seconds after I'd finished it. He asked what had happened and Edward wasn't coming with us but I just said I'd tell him later. We loaded my 5yr old twins (at least that's how they appeared) into their car seats and set our bags into the trunk of my car and we left. As I looked back one last time I felt a familiar whole reemerge in my chest.

"Edward I love you," I whispered and bid my perfect life farewell. I drove into the night knowing I would never be truly happy again.