Lucy POV three years ago
"Lucy" he paused sighing "we need to talk," he said waking me from sleeping. I felt sick again but Natsu comes first.
"Yes dear?" I smile looking at him. Thinking of how to tell him.
"There is something I need to tell you..." he says.
"Same here, but go ahead." he looks at me puzzled.
Gulping, "I think we need to see different people." he said getting up quickly. As I sat there frozen. "I mean I love you, but…."
"But what? "I say tears running down my eyes my heart aching. The puking feeling coming again. "You know what, I don't care! Get out! Get the hell out of my apartment!''
"But Luce?"
"Get out!" yell throwing stuff at him. I gave him everything and he without moment's notice he leaves me. After three years this is what is comes to! Tossing us out like yesterday's trash.
I force him out slamming the door crying tears running down my face. Whispering to myself, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry"
Natsu's POV present day
Relaxing at my house, looking at the clock. Thinking to myself tattoos tracing my skin, one haunting me every day a small key on my chest... I could never say it out loud that I miss her. Mean I was the one who chose fame over her. "What was it she had to tell me…?" I sigh covering my face with my hand.
"Dude what's the matter?" my band mate Gajeel says, "Did you finally get a girl?"
I sigh moving my hand, "memories."
"Here take a shot and get ready we perform in a hour." he says handing me a shot glass.
"To forgetting" he says as we both drink the limo arriving a tiny blue haired girl knocking on the door. Gajeel quickly looking at himself in the mirror fixing his hair putting on a serious face. "Hey shorty" he says to the small girl.
"I have a name steel face" she said at him, her face annoyed at him. If they weren't fucking each other, then one of them is gay I swear, I think to myself getting up singing softly walking to the limo staying shirtless.
"Do you have to always be shirtless, it's my thing" gray the drummer says.
I smirk "but my fans love it" moments later I can already hear the screaming fans.
Makarov opens the door "be good boys I don't feel like having to break up another group of fan girls, gray put your pants back on!"
We all laugh getting out of the car, one at a time the crowd cheers louder. My eyes glance over the crowd, smirking. My eyes run over a familiar looking girl.
"Lucy?!" I yell looking back, but I was wrong she looked nothing like her. Sighing I continue walking thinking to myself.
Gajeel notices and playful punches. "Hey cheer up pinky, your singing soon."
"Ya, I know."
We walk onto the stage, the crowd cheering louder and louder. Chanting the phrase I made for myself years ago "give it all" I nod at the guys starting to play with the opening of no breaks (song owned by the offspring) after a few clicks of grays drumsticks I start,
"Lay awake, I don't give a shit
If I even ever wake up in the morning
Down below, there's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a, waiting for a warning
Burned at the stake, inside I'm blistering
Not a whisper, looking in you'd never know it
Miles below, I look up again
When you snap they say before you never show it
Someone said, "It's all right"
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone said, "It's all right"
Faster now, you know I got no brakes, no brakes"
The screams and cheers grew louder, god do I miss her. all I can see her, her smile, the way her body moved when we danced and made love, the way her eye's faded when I left her…..
"Fuses glow, wounds festering
Till the wind comes up and takes it to the last pow
Back and forth, staring at the wall
This room's a cage, I know that something's gotta give now
Lay awake, I don't give a shit
If I even ever wake up in the morning
Down below, there's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a, waiting for a warning"
Fuck I needed to get her out of my head, what would have my life had if i said, if i found out what she had to say. I gotta get her back I just gotta. Maybe I can fix things, and get rid of this guilt I've had for the last three years.
"Someone said, "It's all right"
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone said, "It's all right"
Faster now, you know I got no brakes, no brakes
Someone said, "It's all right"
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone said, "It's all right"
Faster now, you know I got no brakes
Someone said, "It's all right"
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone said, "It's all right"
Faster now, you know I got no brakes, no brakes
No brakes, no brakes"
The concert continues, my mind running with thoughts, most of them on her, Lucy's eyes, and her hands running over mine, her voice singing me calm when I was upset. I'd give anything to see her again...
"Luce," I whisper softly the mic not picking it up, I need to get her out of my head or get her back into my life. The last song starts to come up, I wrote it when I was drunk, the guys forced me to not burn it when I finished writing it. (I don't own your eyes from rent)
"Your eyes
As we said our goodbyes
Can't get them out of my mind
And I find I can't hide
(From)
Your eyes
The ones that took me by surprise
The night you came into my life
Where there's moonlight
I see your eyes"
I close my eyes singing, her face when I left her, from an excited smile yet it was scared at the same time, turned to a disappointed sad and angry face.
"How'd I let you slip away
When I'm longing so to hold you
Now I'd die for one more day
'Cause there's something I should've have told you
Yes, there's something I should've have told you
When I looked into your eyes
Why does distance make us wise?
You were the song all along
And before the song dies"
Tears run down my face slowly, I need her I gotta have her, I have to make up the stupid shit I did, I still love her.
"I should tell you, I should tell you
I have always loved you
You can see it in my eyes
Lucy"
I slip and say her name noticing my face paling. As the crowd cheers and continues singing. While we say our thank you's and leave the stage, gray handing me his phone.
"Call someone to find her," he says.
Gajeel looks at me nodding, "were sick of you sitting and moping, and now twice in one night you call her name."
"get her back dipshit." Makarov says crossing his arms.
i don't own fairy tail Hiro Mashima owns it. but i wish i did i only had this story idea. thanks for reading more to come soon!