The Way We Are Now

Chapter 1: Home?

Clare's POV

"Clare I'm home from work." I chuckled to myself as he made his statement. Home,this place isn't home, it's a prison.

"What took you so long Eli I missed you." He came up to me and delivered a bone crushing hug. I whimpered as the hug squeezed the bruises I received from the night before.

"How was work Today Eli." I asked him after he let me go trying to play off the pain so he doesn't seriously injure me.

"Not good could you make me a cup of coffee?"

"Sure Eli I'd love to." Maybe today was going to be one of our good days, maybe today he was in a really good mood and was to happy to beat me today.

"Um Eli we're out of coffee."

"Than why didn't you buy some Clare-Bear." Oh no, Eli only called me that right before he lost it, and it terrified me.

"I um I-I did-didn't know we where out."

"Oh you didn't know, well damn Clare I wish I could afford to not know things, but I can't now can I?" He said slamming me against the causing me to drop the coffee mug in my hand. It shattered into pieces

"Answer me when I'm talking to you slutty bitch!"

"N-no I guess not." I mumbled

"What was that Clare I couldn't her you."

"..." he pushed me onto the ground, into the glass of the broken mug, The glass cut my exposed skin. I whimpered in pain.

"You have one last fucking chance."

"..."

"Okay I didn't want to do this but you leave me with no choice."

He picked me up bridal style, and carried me up the stairs into our bedroom. He threw me on the bed. I rubbed my wrist feeling bruises forming on them,he climbed on top of me roughly pulling open my blouse,sending the buttons flying everywhere.

"Stop Eli I don't want to do this." I said in fearful shy tone. He slapped me and said,

"Your my wife bitch, and you do what the hell I say."

"I'm not a bitch."

"What was that Clare?"

"Nothing."

"That's what I thought, now shut up and let me fuck you."

All I did, all I could ever do is sit there and take it.

Eli unclasped my bra and began to hungrily gnaw on my right nipple, while pinching the other one

"Mmm Eli."

He moved down alternating between biting and kissing the skin in between my breast, going lower kissing my stomach he reach my skirt and violently ripped it off along with my black lacy panties. He the skin on my inner thigh before licking my folds, he licked the rest of my pussy leaving no part uncovered. Then he got two fingers and quickly pumped in and out of me. I tried keeping the moans from escaping my lips but i just felt too damn good.

"EEEEElijaaahhh."

"Get on your hands and knees."

"Eli-"

"Now!" He pushed me down on the ground and grabbed me by my hair forcing me to go down on his cock.I tried get back up because he was choking me but he wouldn't let me sit up, so I bit him and he let go of my hair. I sat up coughing and gasping for air.

"You little whore."

He picked me up and threw me on the bed. I didn't want Eli to enter me because I knew he would make the experience as painful as possible so I kept my legs closed.

"Oh you think your worth shit don't you?"

He painfully spread my legs open and forcefully thrusts into me.

"Eli please stop, I'm sorry just please not so hard." I begged him but he just seemed to move harder and faster

"I'll stop when I fell like it and besides you know you like it."

"No I don't...Oh Eli get of me."

"If you wish Clare-Bear I'll get off of you." He flipped us around so that he had his hands on my waist. He kept slamming me down on his cock, hard

"Eli this hurts."

"Really because it fells great to me."

Eventually I got used to Eli's hard thrusts, and I started to feel shock waves of pleasure.

"Oh Eli fuck me."

"Fuck Clare."

"Eli I'm gonna-"

"Cum with me Clare."

We came at the same time and Eli emptied inside of me.

I climbed off of Eli and onto my side of the bed, Eli usually falls a sleep right after sex leaving me to either think or cry myself to sleep.

Today was one of those days when I cry my self to sleep

I whisper to myself "I didn't want it." and continued crying until i dozed off.


Yes, no should i keep it a one-shot or keep the chapters coming let me know.