I Leave You With Love

Chapter One A Unwanted Goodbye

By Inuyashas Yokai

* I am dedicating this to a special friend who over time I fell in love with, time separated us

for awhile ,only to return into my life to reawaken it ,and making it stronger. Though for him

in the pain over the years that love brought him, only managed strethened his hatred for the

concept of love ..* I thought it would be a great Inuyasha tale, as I do not own him, only

seeking refuge that it's not really over..I do own the plot because iit's a page out of my life,

as well as the song Darkness Reigns ,in which I wrote for him, hence and this story..

Exerpt from:

Darkness Reigns

By : Inuyashas Youkai

'Now within each others arms again,I found myself afraid time will repeat itself ..

Creating the worlds greatest known facod ,though its all I can have.

Going Through the motions of a love that don't exist,except in fantasy..

We aren't even together..

Siitting so close to you ,frozen ,hoping that you cannot see..

My will to keep silent ,wavering..

To keep my heart from interferring in what I must do..

While sinking further into the black myst ,where Darkness Reigns..'

Kagome looking back through her mind over the memories that played of a certain Inu-hanyou Inuyasha. The pictures in her mind displayed werebrought on by Inuyasha's sudden change of behavior towards her. Thus reminding her of some time in the past where in Inuyasha's indecisivenessbetween the two women:Kagome and Kikyo.Though during that time Inuyasha was interacting with both with the misconception for now the hanyou could have deep down knew this, but sometimes the heart wants what the heart wants,love never gave the notions towards intelligent thinking.That time has passed but still and now Kikyo's gone ,but what if she came back would he go running. This thought has plagued the girl from the future ,even though things have changed between them . They will still have the past hanging over heads, or at leats for her. The whole situation between the three had been something that shouldn't have been and did have casualities . Three broken hearts and the ones still in the land of the living couldn't get past it , leaving one still hurting .Inuyasha began meeting her in private ,away from prying eyes to show her a very affectionate side of him.

Memories flooded through her, bringing her back to when they werelike this before ,when Kikyo was still alive and Kagome shared him. Only this time ,it was only Kagome and him , and with them alone .Kagome had gotten the brunt of his administrations full force , only when the rays of daylight shown through the clouds ,it was over. It was like a good fantasy and a terrible nightmare at once, because when it was over ,things went back to the way things were. This was almost as bad as before, then Kikyo had held him being alive, a responsibility to his past love,now that she's gone. Inuyasha's trapped from the pain of , in his words , failing in that responsibility.

Overtime they meet ,making the excuses, to the rest of the group,why they leave , and never wanting to be discovered , for their own reasons.It doesn't happen very often ,only when the hanyou feels the need to relieve the overwhelming emotions pent up for the did care for her , in different circumstances he could muse even loving her,but in this life now ,he just couldn't. His previous relationship nearly killed him , it didn'thelp that Kagome showed some resemblance to that time ,being indirectly involved in the triangle, and to her connection in the past. Not that she looked like her incarnation ,but it had to do with after his first, his broken heart didnt seem to have love to give. In fact his heart felt numb, but he did have a connection with Kagome , and a definate attraction ,but that ended it.

Kagome knew what she was doing could be dangerous that could leave her devastated , but it was all she had . She loved him before and now that Inuyasha was back into her life; affectionately; and exclusively. How can she turn that away , even though she also knew that Inuyasha at the moment could never love her, the way she needed. Everytime they met even though she reigned in her heart from showing ,it became harder as time went ,she was falling would hold her in the most loving ways, while they talked.When she didn't notice him while waiting, he would sneak up and sneak his arms around her as they snuggled up together under the moonlight,while looking at her with such intimatekisses until the sun showed it's entrance and signaling love's end. While the embrace cut short and the feel of the tender touch melted away in the morning myst, Kagome felt a little of herself disapate with the dying this sacrifice could be ignored for a time ,but for how long would her will hold out, the will to keep her heart silent?And at what cost?

This morning they were due to check out a mysterious village leading to a dark castle , whose as it's master has been rumoured to have a jewel shard, and supposedly has a garden of sorrow. Nothing much was told by the residents of the village regarding it ,but it was where people paid tribute and their pain and sorrow to who visited were removed . Thought these people who took refuge in this garden were also removed ,as morepeople disappeared ,but nobody suspected the garden .

As proof be told we had found people who granted it would become apart of the garden as their pains vanished, giving nutrients to little fragrant red garden's master had with the help of Naraku's infant , to tap into Kagome . She mused after feeling the ominous probe within her soul ,unfortunately unlike other times, the dizzying effect of the flowers prevented any movement for Kagome to stop it.

Alas she did sence Naraku and this would mean if they were alies then they would use her to get the jewel shards ,then this ,being plant food would be her existance because of the sorrow in her was the last though as Kagome felt herself fall,collaspsing into unconscoius ,darkness, and she knew no more. The last thing she heard was the scream of the one who put her here ..Inuyasha,was screaming her name ,begging her to come back.

' I am sorry I know I promised to always stay by your side Inuyasha, but this I can't stop ..I never wanted to leave you but this hold is pulling me away from you to where..I don't know..I am help Inuyasha..When I find away back to you I will be with you again..For now I must leave you ,with love..' Kagome though as she plunged deeper into the dark myst where darkness reigns..

"Kagome!" Inuyasha roaredout into the darkening myst ,while catching her lifeless form in his arms ,cradling her, protectively to his chest..

A sad smile frozen on her face with the reminder of the sorrow of leaving him behind,but the promising bliss luring her further in darkness as she descended..

TBC..

*thankyou for everyone continuous support and reviews ,as I hope they continue.. This is something new that with the restof my stories I will post regular updates ...I hope you enjoy this one as the others brought you...