Bring Me To Life
Well, I already did the Vaughn POV fic using the song 'My Immortal', but I thought it was fun, in a weird sort of way. SO I'm doing it again, but this time it's a Sydney POV unless otherwise noted. This is set post-Telling. In other words, Sydney has come back to a married Vaughn.
Sydney POV
How can you see into my eyes,
like open doors?
There's no lying to you, is there? I tried too look happy for you, but you saw through my mask.
Leading you down into my core,
where I've become so numb.
I don't know how to do it without you, Vaughn. I can't feel anything anymore, not without you. But you aren't mine anymore, are you?
Without a soul;
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.
I've never depended on anyone like I depend on you. I am alone. Vaughn, you're the only one who can make me feel again.
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run,
before I come undone,
Save me from the nothing I've become.
I just feel dead inside. I think I'm losing me mind without you. My dad just isn't enough anymore. I need YOU! I need you to save me, Vaughn. I am nothing without you. Do you-did you-feel the same way when you lost me?
Now that I know what I'm without,
you can't just leave me.
I don't have you anymore, but I still can't lose you. Does that even make sense? I can't lose you; not to your wife, not to work, not to extenuating circumstances. Now I know what they mean by "You want which you don't have". I need you now more than ever.
Breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life.
No one, not even Danny, would be able to help me now. I look into my future and all I see is you. Vaughn, you are my past, present, and future. I need your love. I need your help.
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run,
before I come undone,
Save me from the nothing I've become.
Bring me to life
I've been living a lie/there's nothing inside.
Bring me to life.
WHY?! This shouldn't have happened. After two years, I'm just empty. There is nothing anymore. My essence evading me. It's a chasm; just blackness. Please, Vaughn, help me.
Frozen inside without your touch,
without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.
It's been two years, Vaughn. Two years since you've held me, or kissed me. I'm stuck in two worlds. One that my memory resides in, and the one that I am trapped in. This one, the physical one, seems like a shadow world to me. Everyone I know is a shadow of who they were two years ago. Even you and me.
Vaughn POV
All of this time,
I can't believe I couldn't see.
Kept in the dark,
but you were there in front of me.
I'm so sorry, Sydney. I never should've given up. To think that you could've been within my reach for all this time, it's unbearable. I was blinded by my grief and despair. As much as I hate to wonder; do I even deserve your love anymore?
Sydney POV
I've been sleeping 1000 years it seems,
I've got to open my eyes to everything.
My world was put on pause for the past two years, but everyone else was still on play. Fast forward, even. I must realize that I can't get those years back. I need to move on.
Vaughn POV
Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul
I've been lost without you, Sydney. All I ever saw was you, day and night. My only words were for you. I lost my soul the day you died. Maybe it'll return to me now.
Sydney POV
Don't let me die here.
If I had died that night, I would've been happy. If I die now, will I become happy? I can't die without knowing you love me.
Vaughn POV
There must be something more!
I can't believe that this is all there is for us. I love you beyond belief, but will you ever know that? We're stuck in a vicious cycle. Together we can break it.
Both
Bring me to life
I need YOU!! Only you, always and forever.
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run,
before I come undone,
Save me from the nothing I've become.
Bring me to life
I've been living a lie/there's nothing inside.
Bring me to life.
Our love will save us.
THE END
lyrics-'Bring me to Life' by Evanescence
A/N: Wow. Uh, this definitely isn't what I thought it was going to be. I guess I'm and angry kid, aren't I? Well, I think the angst bunny definitely came out to play. I'm not sure about you people, but I can almost see Syd and Vaughn doing this music video instead of Amy Lee and Paul McCoy. Hope you enjoyed!
I need serious therapy...