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I'm not sure what made me write this. I usually look at their relationship in a completly different way. Miyu's POV.
Certitude
I have had only as much love to give to others as a human could have. This amount has been drained a long tome ago... It has ended, just as my life should have. But it still lasts, empty. No. Full. Full of quite different emotions than the previous one. All I can feel now is sorrow and misery. Why? Why, if I still can feel hatred, sadness, anger and jealousy can't I feel happiness and love? It doesn't matter any more. A being that is dead doesn't need them.
The one who bothers me is Larva. He is still alive - alone, for one cannot call me company. I know what is happening in his soul. It yearns for emotions my stone-heart can't give him. Yet, he stays by my side. Because of his duty. It is a must.
Only one thing keeps him from becoming ice-cold, like me. Hope. One day I will be gone, or he will be sent to the Darnkness. He will become free. I laugh bitterly within. We both know it, Larva's freedom will be his end. No Shinma is going to give him a warm welcome. Anything but this. So maybe this is the reason why he still is with me. Uncertainty. Or worse. Certitude that his fate may be only worse.
Lariyu
I'm not sure what made me write this. I usually look at their relationship in a completly different way. Miyu's POV.
Certitude
I have had only as much love to give to others as a human could have. This amount has been drained a long tome ago... It has ended, just as my life should have. But it still lasts, empty. No. Full. Full of quite different emotions than the previous one. All I can feel now is sorrow and misery. Why? Why, if I still can feel hatred, sadness, anger and jealousy can't I feel happiness and love? It doesn't matter any more. A being that is dead doesn't need them.
The one who bothers me is Larva. He is still alive - alone, for one cannot call me company. I know what is happening in his soul. It yearns for emotions my stone-heart can't give him. Yet, he stays by my side. Because of his duty. It is a must.
Only one thing keeps him from becoming ice-cold, like me. Hope. One day I will be gone, or he will be sent to the Darnkness. He will become free. I laugh bitterly within. We both know it, Larva's freedom will be his end. No Shinma is going to give him a warm welcome. Anything but this. So maybe this is the reason why he still is with me. Uncertainty. Or worse. Certitude that his fate may be only worse.
Lariyu