Author's Note: This is me just venting. ive been feeling like this lately. In this story Cat will have 2 little brother's. I don't know if I will make this a long story or not. Cat will be ooc in this story
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Dear Diary,
My name's Cat. I'm 17 years old and my best friend is Jade. Lately ive been going through a lot. I talk to Jade which helps a lot! Shes a great friend. I use to talk to Tori and Andre but now they ignore me. I feel like my life is falling apart. I'm not living, I'm just here! I fake a smile everyday and nobody notice's. Some nights I lie in bed wishing to not wake up the next day. Sometimes I wish I wasn't such a good actress. Only Jade can see through me. I'm only hanging on for my 4 yr old and 1 yr old brother. I cant just leave them! It's crazy how 2 little boys can keep me here. I cut, get sick and not eat. I cant stop. It really takes a hold of you. People think you can just stop overnight but that's not true. Some days I do ok and think I can beat this while other days I cant see my self ever getting better.