Memories of a distant love....
Chapter 1
Nostalgic memories... brilliant eyes emerald
A tall boy and of brown hair he walked crestfallen for streets bound for their house, when it arrives the their sisters receive affectionately.
- Hello brother like these? -Feimei and Fuutie said, at the same time
- hello Syaoran, -Shiefa said
if it was the that person, Li Syaoran, 6 years had passed and in those 6 long years it had changed but not too much, he was a very attractive, high, thin boy, of brown hair and eyes with a pretty tonality chocolate, their personality continued being serious and quiet alone that had been added a quality in these years more... the sadness and the melancholy that it was noticed in their eyes. He lifts the view he stays looking at them with a sad one looked by a light smile which their sisters that it is completely false know.
- that brother happens because so sad?, -did he say this time Fanren worried by his smaller brother.
- no... it doesn't happen to me anything, hello
- that takes you arrived today, we were waiting for you to have dinner. -The concern of the sisters goes in increase.
- I am not hungry, thank you, tell to mom that I apologize I will sleep, -he said the ascending to their room in which is thrown in their bed without forces for anything.
Ahhh... "my dear sisters grieve me that they worry about my, but there is not anything that they can make, anything... alone she can make it, alone her with their beautiful smile and their brilliant green eyes, I eat up she would like to see it, no, not alone I would like to also see it hug her, to be forever with her and to complete that promise that I made him so much years ago already...
"I will return"
when?
When it finishes what I have to make
how long?
did you wait for me Sakura? doesn't it care as much as time?
If, I will make it, I will wait for you it doesn't care as much as time (because your you are the person that I love... Syaoran).
If, I promised him to return and she promised me to wait for me... but... she would really make it... she would wait for me, I sometimes think that her such you already see neither she reminds me and that of sure this happy one with another person that I don't leave it as me made it, if... I sometimes torture myself with that, but then I think, but as saying that of her that is so good, so pretty, so nice and what suffered when I left, because me you that it was this way, their brilliant and charming eyes looked at me with sadness, while their lips evoked an alone great smile so that I didn't worry, but their eyes told everything... those eyes, those beautiful eyes colour emerald that made that I blushed terribly and I stayed looking at it per hours forgetting the rest, I eat up she would like to see them now, I eat up she would like to see them... (he takes a carries portrait of the desk and he stays looking at the picture attentively)
Sakura".. In their eyes he is formed a weak layer of it cries which cleans being rubbed the eyes at once.
- I don't want to cry, I should not cry, I promised myself to myself that he would not cry that it would be strong, he would make it for her, alone for her... but 6 years have already passed, 6 long years and I no longer can more, I want to cry, of leaving of here, of... (he is quiet), that it serves that it continues saying all this, saying won't be able to him this with her, I won't be able to burn it, I won't be able to see their smile neither their big and pretty green eyes, I won't be able to, no... (he falls asleep after closing their eyes)
RING, RING...
The clock woke up me and let us get up quite discouraged good as every day lately
I got dressed, and I left quickly to the bathroom, to wash my face since I have been crying and I don't want that neither my sisters neither my mother worry more about my, go down to have breakfast faking happiness alone clearing for not worrying them.
- Good morning mother, good morning sisters, -I said with a light and false smile
- good morning brother, as you woke up today? -Feimei told me with a strange expression
- very well, thank you
- this insurance, son?
- if because you tell it mother? -Ask him, faking not to know what wants to tell me
- Because I notice something strange in your eyes - if my mother had already noticed it clear after everything she is my mother and she knows when I am lying him, because she knows me and she realizes that my expression is completely false even so treatment of forcing another smile of that of "here it doesn't pass anything", and when making it he reminds me to Daidouji her whenever I blushed for something said or alone to have looked at Sakura she smiled this way to alone Sakura to mislead her, to her he also wanted to see it to thank him for everything that she made for my, being that she was the best friend you Sakura, wise Daidouji that to my I liked its friend and she kept the secret, and she also helped me seeking advice and...
- Syaoran thinks you to be there the whole day stopped, you will be made late to go to the institute
Shiefa takes myself out of my thoughts, and I realize that I am standing still; I sit down quickly a little grieved by the situation and I prepare to have breakfast.
- that good that got up more cheerful brother a little, because yesterday of you saw very depressed
- not alone Fuutie was a little discouraged that is everything
- because I would not say that, rather he would say that you were very sad, it seemed that you will cry in that same moment, it won't be that you would have some problem that depressed this way you... one loving... perhaps... their comment leaves myself ice cream, and although she doesn't make it with bad intention, I could not avoid them to be filled the eyes of you cry alone it lowers the look and finish my breakfast, but I could see that Fanren gave a nudge to Fuutie and this she was quiet, I suppose that they already know everything or at least they have an idea and I am not surprised the truth because Meiling that is the only one that knew it has never been very discreet that it is said, but at the moment it doesn't interest me so greeting to all and I leave to the institute. On the way there I think of what my mother really told so much me was noticed that completely depressed. And the answer to but it cuts and convincing serious, "if" since my eyes are nostalgic and my lips evoke a sad smile. I arrive at the institute and I sit down in my desk without desires of anything, I support the arms in the and I lean back, in the contiguous desk this Kiosuke, my best friend that looks at me sad and sadly as if he didn't know that to make to cheer up, but mainly, without knowing what happens to me. The professor arrives but I don't pay him attention, alone I look out and I almost fall asleep, the professor comes closer and he asks me if I feel well; seat with the head in the way but convincing that I can but it is not enough and requests to Kiosuke that I accompany to the infirmary and the one obeys, but when leaving the living room it passes of long and it doesn't take me to the infirmary but to the pigeonholes and we sit down in some banks that there is there.
- what does it pass with you Syaoran?, these very sad and depressed one, every day, do I know you from the first year of the high school, and have I always noticed you that sad and distracted look. he asks me with concern
- you would not understand it, and although you made it, you cannot help me in anything
- because, what is what depresses you so much?
- It doesn't care, leave it...
- no, I won't leave it that is what you worry about, you have some family, loving problem...
with this it finishes word under the look and I give turn the face saying him:
- "I told you that you left it" -, but the one realizes that he is right and it continues speaking
- with which it is love truth?, did it suppose it and do believe me that I understand you, you what is to love somebody and...
- if already you that it is sad to love and not to be corresponded, but worse and but sad it is to love being corresponded and not to be able to be with that person.!!!! -I tell Him and later under the look again.
- of who is?
- forget it, it is better this way... -I tell to my friend and I go to the bathroom, when entering me I sustain strongly of the washbasin you lie me I look in the mirror and I realize that Kiosuke is right, my look was sad and distracted but that more could make, it had been strong and one had not loosed it cries in the whole secondary, faking normality and when entering to the high school it no longer tolerated more. Under the look and some cry they began to fall.
- you make a mistake Syaoran, if it cares because you cannot be crying for something without importance, Kiosuke had followed me and what happens to me, go I don't answer him alone I wash my face and we go to the living room since the classes they are about to finish. When leaving classes, Kiosuke told me that the work that we had to make for the institute can make it another day for my state of I encourage, but this it didn't change so it is better than it occupies my mind with other things, for what I invite it to my house and the one accepts but he tells me that he has to make something before for that that anger later, I say goodbye to the and I go to my house when I arrive single encounter to my mother and Feimei which asks me to speak with me, I accept and we go to my room. In her Feimei asks me a question that disarranges me a little although she looks at me to the eyes realizing my concern and situation.
- And well brother of who is?
- that me these speaking?
- do we go you you don't make that I saw you very well today when Fuutie asks you that if what worried you a loving problem was almost you begin to cry and do you ask me that I am speaking, you believe that I am silly? Because I am not it for anything, do I realize what spends, but what is not so of who is, because you don't tell it to me your?
- that it serves that he/ tells it to you, she this to thousands of kilometers of here and although you knew you could not make it anything... anything, I tell him lowering the look
- and because not, where she lives? Who is? At least you tell me something.
I give a great sigh but then I decided to tell him - she is the girl of the picture and she lives in Japan, -I tell my sister pointing out the carries portrait.
She looks at it without knowing that to say but then...
- Because she is a very beautiful girl, and now it should even be it more but... that stick that sustains is not...
- the star's stick that she used to seal and to use the Clow card, rather the Sakura cards... -I tell him while she looks at me with the eyes open desmesuradamente it seems that it was surprised a lot in that was that person the one that I loved.
- I mate, her... it is not... the new teacher of cards
- it is this way and the reason for which I stay in Japan after she became the new teacher of card and although in a principle he didn't want to accept it the most important reason for which I stay it was for her, I didn't want to separate her, she didn't want to stop to see their smile to the equal brilliant green eyes, he didn't want. The voice was made a thread I sit down desires of crying but I still control, Feimei listens to me sincerely and he/she realizes how I sit down, it burns me trying to console me and she tells me: doesn't brother retain your you cry, since time has made it, do you retain them no longer please he cries if you want to make it, all that you want, cries it is sometimes good that we leave aside the pride and do let us open your heart to pleasure you don't believe?
You cry them I can no longer retain them more and a callus for my cheek and then other, and other but and this way the view clouds over little by little of so many you cry, they fall abundantly of my eyes, and they don't stop to fall, you that my sister is right, but I don't want even this way to cry, I don't want, I promised myself to myself not to cry, and I have broken that promise, to myself I sit down to have defrauded myself but that I can make, I cannot avoid it, I am not able to at least to control, and I sit down rage for it a lot of rage because I sit down as if her (Sakura) I/you/he/she became worse if you see me in this state, but I cannot control and that is what gives me so much rage and you he causes me so much pain.
I move since from my sister to the while I have already tranquilized myself, let us dry off the you cry and I thanked him the for what had made for my...
To be continued............
The notes: that they didn't find a little sad? But it doesn't worry that in a little sad or melancholic but, but then it will become better, I assure them that will have a beautiful and romantic outcome could say. Good we see each other in the next chapter and any thing my mail it is lilikayanagisawa@hotmail.com and lilika@universoccs.zzn.com or sends a review
Sayonara, Lilika Yanagisawa,
the pd: I am not a marvel in English but me I believe that I wrote it quite well, although if there is not well something written or what was leaves me a review or sends me a mail
pd 2: this fic this dedicated to my friends by e-mail, to Cracker, Kayjuly that write very beautiful fic, and of course to all what they are bothered in reading it.
Chapter 1
Nostalgic memories... brilliant eyes emerald
A tall boy and of brown hair he walked crestfallen for streets bound for their house, when it arrives the their sisters receive affectionately.
- Hello brother like these? -Feimei and Fuutie said, at the same time
- hello Syaoran, -Shiefa said
if it was the that person, Li Syaoran, 6 years had passed and in those 6 long years it had changed but not too much, he was a very attractive, high, thin boy, of brown hair and eyes with a pretty tonality chocolate, their personality continued being serious and quiet alone that had been added a quality in these years more... the sadness and the melancholy that it was noticed in their eyes. He lifts the view he stays looking at them with a sad one looked by a light smile which their sisters that it is completely false know.
- that brother happens because so sad?, -did he say this time Fanren worried by his smaller brother.
- no... it doesn't happen to me anything, hello
- that takes you arrived today, we were waiting for you to have dinner. -The concern of the sisters goes in increase.
- I am not hungry, thank you, tell to mom that I apologize I will sleep, -he said the ascending to their room in which is thrown in their bed without forces for anything.
Ahhh... "my dear sisters grieve me that they worry about my, but there is not anything that they can make, anything... alone she can make it, alone her with their beautiful smile and their brilliant green eyes, I eat up she would like to see it, no, not alone I would like to also see it hug her, to be forever with her and to complete that promise that I made him so much years ago already...
"I will return"
when?
When it finishes what I have to make
how long?
did you wait for me Sakura? doesn't it care as much as time?
If, I will make it, I will wait for you it doesn't care as much as time (because your you are the person that I love... Syaoran).
If, I promised him to return and she promised me to wait for me... but... she would really make it... she would wait for me, I sometimes think that her such you already see neither she reminds me and that of sure this happy one with another person that I don't leave it as me made it, if... I sometimes torture myself with that, but then I think, but as saying that of her that is so good, so pretty, so nice and what suffered when I left, because me you that it was this way, their brilliant and charming eyes looked at me with sadness, while their lips evoked an alone great smile so that I didn't worry, but their eyes told everything... those eyes, those beautiful eyes colour emerald that made that I blushed terribly and I stayed looking at it per hours forgetting the rest, I eat up she would like to see them now, I eat up she would like to see them... (he takes a carries portrait of the desk and he stays looking at the picture attentively)
Sakura".. In their eyes he is formed a weak layer of it cries which cleans being rubbed the eyes at once.
- I don't want to cry, I should not cry, I promised myself to myself that he would not cry that it would be strong, he would make it for her, alone for her... but 6 years have already passed, 6 long years and I no longer can more, I want to cry, of leaving of here, of... (he is quiet), that it serves that it continues saying all this, saying won't be able to him this with her, I won't be able to burn it, I won't be able to see their smile neither their big and pretty green eyes, I won't be able to, no... (he falls asleep after closing their eyes)
RING, RING...
The clock woke up me and let us get up quite discouraged good as every day lately
I got dressed, and I left quickly to the bathroom, to wash my face since I have been crying and I don't want that neither my sisters neither my mother worry more about my, go down to have breakfast faking happiness alone clearing for not worrying them.
- Good morning mother, good morning sisters, -I said with a light and false smile
- good morning brother, as you woke up today? -Feimei told me with a strange expression
- very well, thank you
- this insurance, son?
- if because you tell it mother? -Ask him, faking not to know what wants to tell me
- Because I notice something strange in your eyes - if my mother had already noticed it clear after everything she is my mother and she knows when I am lying him, because she knows me and she realizes that my expression is completely false even so treatment of forcing another smile of that of "here it doesn't pass anything", and when making it he reminds me to Daidouji her whenever I blushed for something said or alone to have looked at Sakura she smiled this way to alone Sakura to mislead her, to her he also wanted to see it to thank him for everything that she made for my, being that she was the best friend you Sakura, wise Daidouji that to my I liked its friend and she kept the secret, and she also helped me seeking advice and...
- Syaoran thinks you to be there the whole day stopped, you will be made late to go to the institute
Shiefa takes myself out of my thoughts, and I realize that I am standing still; I sit down quickly a little grieved by the situation and I prepare to have breakfast.
- that good that got up more cheerful brother a little, because yesterday of you saw very depressed
- not alone Fuutie was a little discouraged that is everything
- because I would not say that, rather he would say that you were very sad, it seemed that you will cry in that same moment, it won't be that you would have some problem that depressed this way you... one loving... perhaps... their comment leaves myself ice cream, and although she doesn't make it with bad intention, I could not avoid them to be filled the eyes of you cry alone it lowers the look and finish my breakfast, but I could see that Fanren gave a nudge to Fuutie and this she was quiet, I suppose that they already know everything or at least they have an idea and I am not surprised the truth because Meiling that is the only one that knew it has never been very discreet that it is said, but at the moment it doesn't interest me so greeting to all and I leave to the institute. On the way there I think of what my mother really told so much me was noticed that completely depressed. And the answer to but it cuts and convincing serious, "if" since my eyes are nostalgic and my lips evoke a sad smile. I arrive at the institute and I sit down in my desk without desires of anything, I support the arms in the and I lean back, in the contiguous desk this Kiosuke, my best friend that looks at me sad and sadly as if he didn't know that to make to cheer up, but mainly, without knowing what happens to me. The professor arrives but I don't pay him attention, alone I look out and I almost fall asleep, the professor comes closer and he asks me if I feel well; seat with the head in the way but convincing that I can but it is not enough and requests to Kiosuke that I accompany to the infirmary and the one obeys, but when leaving the living room it passes of long and it doesn't take me to the infirmary but to the pigeonholes and we sit down in some banks that there is there.
- what does it pass with you Syaoran?, these very sad and depressed one, every day, do I know you from the first year of the high school, and have I always noticed you that sad and distracted look. he asks me with concern
- you would not understand it, and although you made it, you cannot help me in anything
- because, what is what depresses you so much?
- It doesn't care, leave it...
- no, I won't leave it that is what you worry about, you have some family, loving problem...
with this it finishes word under the look and I give turn the face saying him:
- "I told you that you left it" -, but the one realizes that he is right and it continues speaking
- with which it is love truth?, did it suppose it and do believe me that I understand you, you what is to love somebody and...
- if already you that it is sad to love and not to be corresponded, but worse and but sad it is to love being corresponded and not to be able to be with that person.!!!! -I tell Him and later under the look again.
- of who is?
- forget it, it is better this way... -I tell to my friend and I go to the bathroom, when entering me I sustain strongly of the washbasin you lie me I look in the mirror and I realize that Kiosuke is right, my look was sad and distracted but that more could make, it had been strong and one had not loosed it cries in the whole secondary, faking normality and when entering to the high school it no longer tolerated more. Under the look and some cry they began to fall.
- you make a mistake Syaoran, if it cares because you cannot be crying for something without importance, Kiosuke had followed me and what happens to me, go I don't answer him alone I wash my face and we go to the living room since the classes they are about to finish. When leaving classes, Kiosuke told me that the work that we had to make for the institute can make it another day for my state of I encourage, but this it didn't change so it is better than it occupies my mind with other things, for what I invite it to my house and the one accepts but he tells me that he has to make something before for that that anger later, I say goodbye to the and I go to my house when I arrive single encounter to my mother and Feimei which asks me to speak with me, I accept and we go to my room. In her Feimei asks me a question that disarranges me a little although she looks at me to the eyes realizing my concern and situation.
- And well brother of who is?
- that me these speaking?
- do we go you you don't make that I saw you very well today when Fuutie asks you that if what worried you a loving problem was almost you begin to cry and do you ask me that I am speaking, you believe that I am silly? Because I am not it for anything, do I realize what spends, but what is not so of who is, because you don't tell it to me your?
- that it serves that he/ tells it to you, she this to thousands of kilometers of here and although you knew you could not make it anything... anything, I tell him lowering the look
- and because not, where she lives? Who is? At least you tell me something.
I give a great sigh but then I decided to tell him - she is the girl of the picture and she lives in Japan, -I tell my sister pointing out the carries portrait.
She looks at it without knowing that to say but then...
- Because she is a very beautiful girl, and now it should even be it more but... that stick that sustains is not...
- the star's stick that she used to seal and to use the Clow card, rather the Sakura cards... -I tell him while she looks at me with the eyes open desmesuradamente it seems that it was surprised a lot in that was that person the one that I loved.
- I mate, her... it is not... the new teacher of cards
- it is this way and the reason for which I stay in Japan after she became the new teacher of card and although in a principle he didn't want to accept it the most important reason for which I stay it was for her, I didn't want to separate her, she didn't want to stop to see their smile to the equal brilliant green eyes, he didn't want. The voice was made a thread I sit down desires of crying but I still control, Feimei listens to me sincerely and he/she realizes how I sit down, it burns me trying to console me and she tells me: doesn't brother retain your you cry, since time has made it, do you retain them no longer please he cries if you want to make it, all that you want, cries it is sometimes good that we leave aside the pride and do let us open your heart to pleasure you don't believe?
You cry them I can no longer retain them more and a callus for my cheek and then other, and other but and this way the view clouds over little by little of so many you cry, they fall abundantly of my eyes, and they don't stop to fall, you that my sister is right, but I don't want even this way to cry, I don't want, I promised myself to myself not to cry, and I have broken that promise, to myself I sit down to have defrauded myself but that I can make, I cannot avoid it, I am not able to at least to control, and I sit down rage for it a lot of rage because I sit down as if her (Sakura) I/you/he/she became worse if you see me in this state, but I cannot control and that is what gives me so much rage and you he causes me so much pain.
I move since from my sister to the while I have already tranquilized myself, let us dry off the you cry and I thanked him the for what had made for my...
To be continued............
The notes: that they didn't find a little sad? But it doesn't worry that in a little sad or melancholic but, but then it will become better, I assure them that will have a beautiful and romantic outcome could say. Good we see each other in the next chapter and any thing my mail it is lilikayanagisawa@hotmail.com and lilika@universoccs.zzn.com or sends a review
Sayonara, Lilika Yanagisawa,
the pd: I am not a marvel in English but me I believe that I wrote it quite well, although if there is not well something written or what was leaves me a review or sends me a mail
pd 2: this fic this dedicated to my friends by e-mail, to Cracker, Kayjuly that write very beautiful fic, and of course to all what they are bothered in reading it.