" no Matt don't leave me please…PLEASE MATT!" I shouted as shot up from my little cot. Breathing rapidly, tears trailed down my pale cheeks and sweat plastered my little blonde hair to my forehead I shivered with pain at the horrible memory of my little brothers death. Ever since that night I have been haunted by these nightmares, one's of Matt dieing in my arms and sometimes I would dream of all the nights mother would beat me senseless.

"Violet are you ok?" a young brown haired orphan approached me, if I remember correctly her name is Yuki. You see a few years back I ran away from home, ran away from my mother and I came here to The Lily Pad Orphanage, the care taker's quickly accepted me and I was allowed to stay. But I never talk to them, I am afraid that they will beat me like mother did, she always use to say I had a horrible voice and that I should never talk because it bring pain to people's ears. I still talk but it's only to reply or answer a question, I never talk just because I want to, I never socialize with people.

"yes I am fine" I said stoically and stood up.
"Oh ok" she replied then walked away, towards a group of young girls. I quickly made my bed, making sure the thin white blanket was pulled tight and neat. I walked to the small wooden chest at the end of my bed and pulled out a pair of dark jeans, a white t-shirt, socks and under garments then headed to the girls bathrooms. I quickly showered, getting all the built up sweat off my pale body then got out. Quickly getting dressed I headed over to the sinks, a large mirror hang in front of them. I brushed my long, white blonde hair then pull it in a long braid at the back of my head. I quickly brushed my teeth then headed down stairs after grabbing my worn out leather jacket, brown boots and my backpack.

I didn't even say goodbye as I exited the orphanage. The little autumn breeze filled my lungs and I breathed in deeply, then coughed as pain burned in them.

'damn it I need to stop doing that' I thought harshly to myself. I waited for the pain to subside then was on my way again. The reason I dressed my nicest today (I know not great) was because it was my first day at my new school, which also happened to be the richest school in Japan. Ouran High School was were all the rich kids go to school and I have been accepted there because of my academic record and talent for music, well that's what they tell me. Being poor I don't have enough money for the school's uniform which I am thankful for, I saw the thing (yes it's a thing) and it truly was the definition of ugly.

The school was 3 blocks away from the orphanage so I ran. I arrived right when the bell rang and I hurried to the front office. At least I hope its in the front, the school is huge and I could easily get lost here. I follow the large mass of yellow and blue clad students and enter the school which is as impressive on the inside as it is the out.

I wonder around the school for 30 minutes until I find the office. The desk lady is kind and I thank my luck stars I mastered the Japanese language in 5th grade. I exited the office and find myself wondering around the school until close to lunch.

"oh my god I'm lost" I scold myself, slumping my shoulders, I sigh at the largeness of the building 'nothing should be this big' I thought. I walk until I find myself in an abandoned part of the school.

'Music rooms?' this could be a quiet place to study the hallways were bare and no rooms seem to be in use. I walk up to one of the doors and test it.

"Locked of course" I huff as I rattle the door. Its like that with 4 more rooms. I walk up to another door and wait to be disappointed. I pulled on the door and gasped slightly when it opened. Bright light filled my eyes and when they focused again I was face to face with a young handsome blonde man with violet blue eyes.

"Welcome to the Host Club princess"