Hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
I'm doing fine now- I've finally moved on
It's not so bad- I'm not that sad

Yukina sat down and took at a piece of paper and a pen. She decided to write down what she felt. To make it easier. She took off the cap and began to write.

She had a lot to say.


I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain-- I'm free again

Dear Itachi,

I know I promised never to utter anything ever concerning you again but I have to do this. I need it to move on. But don't think I'm still hung up over you… 'cause I'm not.

Why would I waste my time over you?


And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath- to forget

Don't get me wrong… I miss you. Terribly. But I'm not spending my time crying over you. I'm really alright. I sleep at night, I can concentrate… I can laugh.

I can live.


Don't think I'm lying 'round crying at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back- as a matter of fact

Though back to the point of why I'm doing this. I don't like loose ends… you know that. So I'm tying this up. Telling you everything I feel that you need to know.

You made my life hell.


And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath- to forget

All the secrecy, the lies, and the coldness I received from you, alongside the supposed happiness, the kisses, and the love. It was so confusing. One minute you would make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world, and the next you made me feel like scum.

Which was it?


It only hurts when I breathe
Mmm, no, I've never looked back--
as a matter fact

Then when you left… it set off a series of different emotions inside of me. Hate, betrayal, yearning, understand… confusion. I didn't know why you left without telling me… didn't you trust me after all these years? But I don't care anymore, I've dealt with all these feelings… now all that's left is…

You.


And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath- to forget

But that'll come with time. And I have the rest of my life. I can't really say the same for you though. You've done so much to hurt so many people. One of them is bound to hurt you. But even after all you've done, we've been through so much. And I can't deny that. But all in all Good luck Itachi.

I wish the best.


Hurts when I'm breathing
Breaks when it's beating
Die when I'm dreaming

Sincerely,

Kikomura Yukina

It only hurts when I breathe