This is dedicated to Harry Potter Fan 1994, SaoirseWaveglow, SuPeR HyPeR chick 101, and CERTiFiED02

Disclamer: I do not own the Teen Titans or anything else mentioned below.


Moments of My Life

When I met you,

I simply knew,

We'd be friends forever

Friends to the end.

I used to think you'd always be there,

To hear about my troubles,

When I needed you most.

I used to think you actually cared,

But you grew so distant,

I thought this was it.

The time to forget, and move on completely.

The time to begin,

The end of my pain.

At that time, this was true.

I was left with only a broken heart,

Many tears to cry,

And distant memories.

When I would hear your name,

It would make me want to scream

As all that pain returned,

And all the memories would seem

As though it had recently happened.

No time had gone by.

No healing had taken place,

And it was no longer a dream.

Finally, after so much time,

I managed to forget and somehow forgive.

I thought it was all over.

I thought it was gone.

All that pain that consumed me,

Completely gone.

But now you've come back,

And brought me back with you.

I don't want to be here,

Back in reality.

I don't want to love.

I don't want to be loved.

Please, I'm begging you,

Spare me the heartbreak

That will soon occure.

Let me go

So I may do the same.

You didn't listen to my pleading,

And in time my heart was bleading.

You've left me again,

But this time for good.

There was a time I used to think hoplessly,

Now I have to endure all the aching and tears,

Though I don't know how much longer it will be

Before I break down completely.

You told me you loved me,

That you always have.

I said I did too,

And cried silent tears.

I asked you not to leave,

And you promised me you wouldn't

Then broke your promise,

And along ith that promise,

My poor, helpless heart.

You didn't even realize

All the pain you put me through.

The worst part of all

It's that its not even you.

It's not your fault,

Not this time.

It makes it so hard

To have no one to blame.

Although I do hate nature,

And I do hate the world.

And I hate everything in it,

How can't you tell?

I never thought I deserved such a life.

This escrciating pain

In my porclaine-like body,

And even worst,

My so breakable heart.

I hope to soon be with you

In a place with no hurt,

No pain,

And no tears.

I love you now, more than ever.

Please forgive me, my love,

For not telling you sooner.

After all the pain I've gone through.

After you deserting me, and coming back,

Only to abandone me once again.

After everything life's thrown at me,

I'm finally going to have

What I wanted in the end.

Peace

Tranquility

And best of all

No tears.

As I write these last words of mine,

I say "Goodbye, my love, I'll see you soon,

In a very short time."

For soon, I hope,

I will be once again saying,

"Hello, my darling,"

With that sparkle in my eye,

And that giggle in my voice,

That I have just bairly regained,

In the very last

Moments of my life.


So, there you have it. I hope you enjoyed it and I would like to explain a little bit farther, what has gone on, but I don't have time tso if you want the little bit of extra, pleas leave a review or PM me.

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