A/N: Still thinking for the other stories… Writing more helps me.

I sit on the dumpster

Drunken after another nig fight

I only wish he was here

To help me

Tonight

I feel the wounds that litter my body

My life holding onto only a strand

I am feeling something

Only he and I can understand.

He died so long ago

I miss his touch

Everything I have done…

It wasn't enough

His hand went cold and limp

His heart stopped beating

He would be alive

If death stopped cheating.

Right now

My life is holding onto only a strand

I am feeling something

Only he could understand

He guided me through my troubles

He made it so I wouldn't fall

But he couldn't escape

Death's harsh call

We fought once again

Another one of my brother's intervened

I ended up beating him

My youngest brother became severely injured

All because of me

I was about to run to get my big bro

But I was too late

He's been dead since two days after

Up to this date

But now my life is holding onto less than a strand

I am feeling what only he could understand.

My face grows pale

My body becomes weak

He is taking me

Because the others have lives to keep

I see the blue band

Flash through the air

He is finally here

My heart gives one last stubborn beat

My body goes numb

My eldest brother orders me to come

I follow

My death comes near

My life is not holding onto a strand

I enter a whole new world

Only he and I can understand

Warmth fills me

I take a deep breath

I guess my life wasn't at its end

I see my best friends

My two younger brothers

I feel healed

I smile and see what Leonardo has dealed

I am alive

He is waiting

He will be happy if I stay

I feel love and happiness fill me

My life holds onto much more than a strand

I am feeling something

Only I, Raphael, and my deceased brother Leonardo can understand.