Elsa's P.O.V

My name is Elsa Elisabeth Winters, I'm 16 years old.

I live with my Family: my dad: Angar Winters, my mom mom: Iduna Winters and of course my little sister Annabeth Winters but she is called Anna.

I go to Disworks high but I'm always alone there. Well I had friends but they were taking away from me and now I don't think they even remember who I am or if I exist.

Your probably wondering how and why my friends were taken away from me and who they are. Well let me tell you they are: Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III, Merida DunBroch and for the last one Jackson Overland Frost my childhood crush.

Hiccup has brown hair and brown eyes. He is cute but not my type. He likes dragons and was the smartest in the big four. Hiccup has a huge crush on Merida but is to shy to admit it.

Merida is the most tomboy in school, she has red curly hair and sky blue eyes. She loves archery more then anything in the world. Merida has a huge crush on Hiccup but she doesn't want to have her heart broken.

And finally Jack, Jack has white hair and dark blue eyes. Jack is the playboy in the school and can get every girl he wants. He likes snowflakes and snowdays and of course the color blue. Jack is now dating someone that will come to this story later.

As for me well I have platinum blonde hair and icy blue eyes nothing special. In school I am nobody, nowone notice me even the teacher never notice me it's like I have never been here at all, never been born, never been part of the big four. I like snowflakes and blue color but that doesn't matter does it?

We four were known as the big four since kindergarten until in middle school when I became nothing, I always had a crush on Jack but that crush is long gone along with my heart.

I will tell you how I lost my friends now:

Flashback

It was in middle school the school year just started and now I'm walked inside the school with my friends. I'm just walking to class she came. There came a girl up to me and asked:

"Excuse me but I'm new here can you help me find Math class?" The girl asked me. Because she was new and probably has no friends so I said:

"I'm going to that class to, you can walk with me"I said but then remember she doesn't know what my name is. I better tell her because she seems like a friendly person.

"I'm Elsa by the way" I said introducing myself to her and then I smiled at her, she smiled back at me and said:

"Rapunzel" she said. Rapunzel has a long beautiful golden blonde hair tied into a long braid and she has beautiful hazel green eyes. Me and Rapunzel walked together to math class where my friends are, we are all in the same class. I sat with the big four where we always sit and lucky for me they all were there, the class wasn't started yet so I had some time to introduce Rapunzel for the gang.

"I'm going to introduce you to my friends" I said to Rapunzel. I can see in her eyes that she is nervous for some reason but I think that is just normal I mean she is new in this school and doesn't have any friends but she will have friends. Me and the rest of the gang will be her friends I think they will like her, I mean who wouldn't?

"Oh ok"Rapunzel said. And by the way she said that i knew she was nervous but I would like to chance that.

"Hey guy's, this is Rapunzel" I said introducing her for them. They all looked at me then at Rapunzel. I hope they will like her.

"Nice to meet ya lass, I'm Merida"Merida said nicely. I guess she is just begin friendly. I sat next to Hiccup and Rapunzel next to Merida.

"I'm Hiccup" Hiccup said.

"And I am Jack"Jack said. I glanced over to Jack and I saw him looking at Rapunzel with dreamy eyes. Why can't Jack just look at me, I have had a huge crush on Jack since kindergarten but he never notices it. Why can't he just see I love him?

After few weeks when Rapunzel came, she and Jack started dating. It broke my heart to see them together holding hands and kissing. The gang wanted Rapunzel to be in the big four and I had to say he's just to be nice even if she broke my heart.

After 5 months the gang started ignoring me more and more, they ditched me in every and bailed on me. More and more they began to forget about me and don't even notice I'm next to them or when I talk they never listen to what I have to say.

They even forgot my birthday and they didn't even bother to invite me to there Christmas party. I was left alone in everything. I always sit in the back of the classroom and when I glance at them I see how happy they are with her, they were never that happy when I was there. The teacher never see me in class anymore, they never notice me.

It's like I'm invisible to everyone. Even my parents and Anna, they don't even notice me but they know I'm here. I bet they don't even remember my name by now.

My parents moved my bedroom to the basement and turned my room into Anna's second room. They never gave me to eat, if I want to eat I have to eat at school but I never eat. I only eat one banana each day.

Flashback ends

This is how I lost everything. But that was few years ago. I only have one friend left and that is my razor. I cut everyday but I don't care. It feels good to tell the truth, it takes away my pain. I love to watch my blood leak down my skin, I always cut my wrist and sometimes my waist. I cut sometimes 20-30 cuts on one day but I have to do something to take away my pain that I feel in my soul and most of all my broken heart. But who cares? No one notices me so why can't my life just end here. I lost my smile a long time ago. Well the only good thing about not begin notice is that no one wants to bully me because the bullies doesn't even notice me at all.

A new school year is about to start tomorrow. I just hope I won't see the big four, It's like they just pushed me away. Wait they did that in fact it was like I was just part of the big four only temporarily and then they got rid of me. Still I was in there gang for many years and they just replaced me for Rapunzel.

Now I'm going to sleep on my so called 'bed'. My bed is only few blankets and one pillow that is my bed. While Anna has a king size of bed and two bedrooms. She can get everything she wants but my parents doesn't even notice me, They only notice me when I have to clean the house. I'm there maid ill get out of this house and out of this life if I will get to 18 years. I have sometimes tried to do suicide, you can't really judge me. I have nothing to live for, I lost it all becauce of Rapunzel.

Oh and did I mention that Rapunzel is my cousin, she is related to me. My mother and her mother are sisters. My aunt name is Lauren Corona and my uncly name is James Corona and finally Rapunzel's full name is Rapunzel Sun Corona. So now I'm stuck with her the rest of my life yay amazing, no just kidding it is horrible to have her in my family. And when she moved here that is where my life turned into hell.

Next morning

I woke up at 05:23 a.m. That is just a normal time for me to wake up. I got to the bathroom and took a cold shower, Well there are two reasons why I take cold showers: First: I'm not allowed to use the hot water and second: I like to feel the cold water against my skin.

After taking a shower I took out my razor and began to cut myself: One- for begin a life, two- for not killing myself, three- for dreaming a good dream, four- for ever begin born, five- for begin so stubid, six- for begin ugly, seven- for begin fat, eight- for begin a bitch, nine- for begin a slut, ten- for begin a nerd, eleven- for begin a freak, twelve- for begin worthless thirteen- for begin an idiot. I cleaned the blood and washed my razor. I went back to my room to find something to wear. I'm going to wear my long sleeves sweater and jeans. I don't have much clothes but I use what I have, I don't care if the clothes are not in fashion.

I put my hair into a french braid like I always have my hair in. I put on a little of make up, well I don't have much but I don't wear macara because sometimes I cry in school and then If I have a macara it will just wash off when i cry so that is why I don't wear macara.

Now the time was only 06:57 a.m. It's better I hurry up to school I don't want to be in the crowd when he comes and I can't take the school bus because my parents doesn't want me to take the school bus because Anna will be taking the school bus and Anna is popular in the school and they say she shouldn't been seen with me. Well I don't mind walking to school, It gives me time to think how worthless my life is and stuff like that.

I skipped breakfast like everyday I just don't want to eat and my parents say I'm too fat so they don't give me to eat and they say I'm just a waste of money and I got to admit they are right I am just a waste of money.

I was now walking to my locker. I always get the same locker every year but I like it, My locker is in the hallway people are usually not and the chandelier is broken so It's always just a little light but who cares? I like it there, sometimes I write in my diary there and sometimes my notebook or do my homework there. It's really quite here and that is how I want to keep it that way.

My first class is art class. Art is my favorite class because I love to draw and I can draw whatever I want. I usually draw snowflakes or me and Anna when we were little playing in the snow. We made a snowman that we named Olaf. That were fun times but now they are all gone the only thing that is left is my memory. Even Anna doesn't remember that time but I do and I want to keep it in my memories forever.

I walked to the classroom and when I came in the teacher was sitting in his seat writing something I'm not sure what but whatever it is it's not my business. The teacher was a girl I think around 20 or something I think she is new because I have never seen her here before. She saw me and stood up from her seat and walked to me.

"Hi I'm Alexandra brown but call me Mrs. Brown, I am your art teacher what is your name dear?" Mrs. Brown asked. She was smiling at me and I fake smiled back.

"I'm Elsa Elisabeth Winters but just call me Elsa" I said still fake smiling but she bought it. I really don't want to talk to her but she is my teacher so I have to don't get me wrong or anything I'm just really shy and I'm not good at making friends or talking to people.

"Well then Elsa you may take a seat anywhere you want" Mrs. Brow said gesturing me to the class seats. I began to walk to my seat that I always sit in art class. I always sit in the back near the window and there is always dark there, the only light that I get is from the window but I'm use to work in the dark. The seat next to me is always blank because no one wants to be in the dark and no one wants to sit with me.

Soon the whole class appeared and took seat I wasn't paying attention to what the other students were doing because I want to see what the teacher is saying and what is the point of seeing what they are doing? See how happy they are and I'm not.

I took out my notebook and started drawing me as a queen with ice and snow powers. I got to say it looks pretty good but this will never happen I'm just a worthless bitch that has no the class ended but when I was on my way out guess who I saw. There walking down the hallway were the big four. Oh and did oh forgot they are the most popular people in the school. Everyone thinks that Hiccup is the smartest one in the school but that is false I am, I get higher grades that him so I am the smartest one in the school but I don't really care about that.

They didn't notice me and just walked past me without even looking at me. Why do I even try to make them notice me when clearly they don't and don't want to.

My next class is music. I like music class especially when I have to write my own song but I hate when I have to sing for the whole class. I have never sung for the whole class but from what I hear that singing infront of the class is the most embarrassing thing you can do in high school but I have never tried it so I have no idea how it is. Miss Ariel Triton is our music teacher and I like her the most but she doesn't notice me in class just like everyone else.

"Class you have 20 minutes to write your own song" Miss Triton said. I have no idea what kind of a song I should write. I drawed a picture of me as a queen with ice powers, I can write a song about that to. The song will be called 'Let it go' .

I began to write the song. Flashbacks from my childhood came into my mind and I mixed them together and this came out:

The snow glows white on the mountain tongiht,

Not a footprint to be seen.

A kingdom of isolation,

And it looks like I'm the queen.

The wind is howling,

Like this swirling storm inside.

Couldn't keep it in,

Heaven knows I've tried.

Don't let them in,

Don't let them see.

Be the good girl,

You always have to be.

Conceal,

Don't feel.

Don't let them know,

Well now they know.

Let it go, Let it go.

Can't hold it back anymore,

Let it go, Let it go.

Turn away and slam the door.

I don't care,

What they're going to say.

Let the storm rage on,

The cold never bothered me anyway.

It's funny how some distance,

Makes everything seems small.

And the fears that once controlled me,

Can't get to me at all.

It's time to see what I can do,

To test the limits and break through.

No right, No wrong, No rules for me.

I'm free.

Let it go, Let it go.

I am one with the wind and sky,

Let it go, Let it go.

You'll never see me cry.

Here I stand,

And here I'll stay.

Let the storm rage on.

My power flurries through the air into the ground.

My soul is spiraling in,

Frozen fractals all around.

And one thought,

Crystallizes like an icy blast.

I'm never going back,

The past is in the past.

Let it go, Let it go,

And I'll rise like the break of dawn.

That perfect girl is gone,

Here I stand in the light of day.

Let the storm rage on,

The cold never bothered me anyway.

This is all I got and I got to admit that this song is good but I only need a piano and then this song is perfect. But Miss Triton will never pick me to sing I'm mean who would? I'm an horrible and a terrible singer, Anna is the only good singer in the family not me.

Soon the class ended and now it's time for my lunch period but I don't use lunch to eat I use it got cut and cry in the old janitor closet. No one uses the old janitor closet anymore so it's almost empty just few things here and there.

I began to cut but I didn't care if it was bleeding and I don't care how much it would bleed but what I do care is that blood won't go on my clothes. It takes forever to clean blood out of clothes and I have to hand wash my clothes because I'm not allowed to use the washing machine to wash my clothes.

I cut myself 10 times this time. I cleaned the blood of my razor and then put it in my backpack. I washed the blood on me and then walked out of the janitor closet. Before going to class I took a banana out of my backpack and started eating, I really don't like to eat but I have to I won't faint in class or anywhere else.

Now it's only one class left of my day. It's math, I hate math. Sometimes in math I just draw, no one can say I can't because Mr. Sandy Gold never notice me in class but that is not new I'm use to it. But I still do what he tells the class to do. It sometimes I'm first to finish.

Mr. Gold doesn't speak, he writes everything down on the green board. After math I walked to my locker to put my math book because I won't need until next math class.

I walked out of the school and saw that it was raining but I don't care, I like the rain. 'Some people feel the rain. Others just get wet.' I am one if those people who feel the rain. The rain is not bad it's good, everyone cries even the sky cries.

I walked home and luckily for me mom and dad are at work and Anna is getting ready for a party with the big four while I have the house all for myself tonight. Well I will get it for a little while, I have to start cleaning if I want to get paid then I have to work for it.

Well after cleaning the whole house that took only 4 hours I went to my room aka the basement and sat on the floor and began to read my favorite and only book I have If I stay. I have read that book a thousand times already and I never get bored of her.

By the time I finish the book it was already late in the night so I just went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and took of my make up. I got dressed in my pajamas and laid down on my bed. Soon I met the darkness.