TITLE: Behind The Façade
PURPOSE OF WRITING: Just sharing my thoughts…I guess…
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Inuyasha and co…don't sue me, k? ^_^
Behind The Façade
* Inuyasha: *
I have always thought that I could stand alone
But no
You proved it otherwise
You annoy me much before
But then
It all changed
When did it start to change anyway?
Or rather
How did it change?
Was it because of your efforts?
Those diverse efforts
To melt out my icy wall and reach into my soul?
Was it because of your cheerfulness and caring disposition?
Or was it simply because
I longed for you from the very start.
Perhaps I just persuaded myself
To think
That I am annoyed with you.
Perhaps because I was afraid
Very afraid
To love and hold someone dear only to lose them.
But whatever reasons there are for everything
It has one end
And that is you have a special place in my heart.
Yes… heart
I have one after all
Because you gave me one to love you with.
I want to hold you
To protect you
And to make you smile in a certain way.
I want to help you
To comfort you
And to love you this way forever.
I want you to look at me
In a special way
That tells me that you love me more than a friend.
But that can never be
It never will be
No matter how much I wish.
* Kagome: *
For from the very beginning
You never were free
You had your destiny to keep.
You were never mine to hold
Never mine to protect
And never mine to make smile in a certain way.
You were never mine to help
Never mine to comfort
And most of all you were never mine to love this way forever
You will never look at me
In a special way
That tells me that you love me more than a friend.
All your pains
And joys
Are not mine to share.
No matter how I would wish it to be
They are not mine to share
You are not mine to keep.
Those tears and laughs
They are for someone else
For her… your destiny.
I want to stop this pain
This pain I feel
Whenever I see you with her.
I want to stop this pain
This useless pain
Of hurting for a wish that can never be.
But however I want to stop this
It can never be stopped
Because I would have to stop loving you then.
All I can do is cry silently in my heart
Cover these tears with my icy exterior once again
And live forever wishing you were mine.
All I can do is endure this pain
Smile for you and tell you
That I am and will always be happy for you and her.
All I can do is look at you from afar
Love you secretly and feel this pain yet
Still smile for your bliss.
* Inuyasha: *
And now it is clear that I will never be free
Free from all this pain
Pain of loving someone I can never have.
But despite all this
I can never stop loving you
I can never let go.
And because of that
No matter what happens
Things will never change.
* Kagome: *
I will always smile for you even though you're with her
I will always love you even though you're not mine
And I will always wish for your happiness.
I will never let you go
And this I know well
I'll still be here even though I know that you will never come.
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Hehehe…it's the first time I've posted here…be nice to me ok?
Hope you all liked it….
It's like they're…answering each other here…it's an on-going thought, I guess…in a poem form.
And inform me if you like more 'unrequited love' poems…you know, as a sequel to this…whatever…:p
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