I was sitting on my window pane, watching the clouds, being lazy

I was sitting on my window pane, watching the clouds, being lazy. It was summertime, and really hot. All I could think about was Ikuto… Why… I don't really get that part. Every time he gets near me, my heart starts beating faster and it seems like the world stops spinning, I get caught in the moment. I haven't seen him for a very long time, it's like he disappeared. Sometimes I hear his violin playing in the distance, but I know that I'm just hallucinating. I don't know why I think about him so much, I like Tadase… Right? Well anyway, as I was saying it's summer, which means, summer holidays! Soon I'm going to start High School. I'm so gonner miss the guardians. Luckily, Tadase is going to the same school as me, as for Kukai, well he's already there, so we can't wait to meet again. Yaya, she's graduating next year so we'll meet soon! Right now I decided to go to the ice-cream shop, to cool down. Once I got there, I bought a delicious strawberry ice-cream and sat on the bench near the shop.

"Hey there…" Someone whispered in my ear that made me shiver.

"What the?" she almost jumped out of my seat. I turned around to see…"I-I-Ikuto?" The one that I was thinking about all this time, the only one who makes me feel like I have something wonderful glowing in my heart.

"Hey, long time, no see Amu" He said smirking at me like he always used to, it was his habit.

"What are you doing here, I haven't seen you for ages…" I jumped up to hug him… Yep, it's true, to hug him… It may seem weird hugging your enemy but for me it's like being in heaven. I want that feeling to come back again, I want to feel it and never let go. But I know I have to cause I will look like a weirdo in front of him. Suddenly I felt his arms going around my waist, hugging me back. He was so warm and soft and his sweet scent made me want to melt. But I won't give in, I won't! He has to want me, not me want him. I just decided to play hard to get, it didn't work. It's so hard to be my 'cool and spicy' character when I'm with him. Instead, he plays his 'hard to get' character, I'm so jealous!! Anyway, we were hugging like for 2 minutes.

"You missed me this much!" Ikuto said jokingly, but it was the truth, I did miss him.

"Maybe…" I said teasing him… He was usually the one teasing me, but today was different, I want him to want to be with me and never go away again.

"Oh, so it has to be that way now…" Ikuto picked me up, carrying me bridal style.

"H-Hey… Hey! Let me go, what are you doing? My ice cream…" My ice cream fell down on the floor as he was carrying me. I did a puppy dog pout topped with puppy goy eyes.

"Aww, that's cute but I'm like a cat. Dogs, not my favorite thing." When we got… Somewhere… It was a house, an apartment, and somehow, I think it was Ikuto's apartment.

"Ummm… Where are we?" I asked him…

"My place. It's my birthday today." Ikuto smirked.

"What do I have to do with your birthday?" I asked him, confused.

"You're the one I want as my birthday present, Amu"

I couldn't believe it, finally, he wanted me… I looked at him… Suddenly, his lips crashed onto mine. They were so soft! I kissed him back, putting my hands on his neck and ruffling his soft, shiny indigo hair. He licked my lips asking for entrance, which I gladly accepted. We explored each others mouths and tastes. I know he might have been surprised by that because his body suddenly stiffened.

"What?.." I asked him, confused.

"Nothing, I'm just surprised, you are only 14 and I'm 17, aren't you too young for this kind of relationship…" Ikuto looked down at me.

"Yeah, but I'm just happy to be with you, I've been waiting for this moment for a long time. You don't know how hard it is for someone to love the other, while not seeing them for a whole year." I sighed…

"As the matter of fact, I do. Amu… you were the one I wanted all this time, even when Easter made me try and forget about you and wouldn't let me see anyone but Utau and their staff. I just couldn't." Ikuto looked down, sighing.

"Shh…" I put my finger over his lip to stop him from talking. "Now we can be together, nothing is going to break us apart…" We kissed again this time is more passion like we never wanted to let go of each other. And we didn't we wanted to stay like this forever, even on those lonely days…