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Invisibility. Something everyone wishes for. Would you like to be invisible? Yes you would. Everyone has those embarrassing moments that force you into this whole new world, but keeps you grounded to the spot at the same time.
But what if you got your wish? What if you had the power of invisibility? What would happen then? Would you take it, or consider the consequences? You would just take it. You'd figure that there are no consequences in having invisibility, for it is temporary. But you're wrong. There are consequences, and no one ever said it was temporary.
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No one ever listened to me. I seemed to be invisible. I would talk, and everyone would go about their day as if I wasn't there. As if I didn't exist.
If I would fall, or come to a dead end, no one was ever there. I was all alone in this empty place, but I wasn't alone. Someone was with me. I just didn't notice.
Funny thing, when you're alone. You don't notice anything, anymore. Everything you know, everything you do seems to go away, as if all your knowledge is sucked out of your jam-packed head through a ravenous vacuum.
As the days would go on, I could feel myself being pulled to a whole other place. A place of emptiness, a place of nothing. It was a place much like your head in Azkaban, with the dementors sucking out all your happy memories, leaving you with nightmares. But in this new place, you didn't have any bad or good memories left. All of your happiness or sadness would be sucked away through that vacuum. You would be sucked dry, feeling nothing, knowing nothing. Just sitting there, all alone. But I wasn't.
Something, very small, but big at the same time kept me from going to that barren place. Something… unknown. It was like a thin, breaking piece of thread, but thick and kept together, that was keeping me here. I was unaware, but knew something was wrong.
I should have gone to that empty place a long while back. But I didn't. Something was keeping me to where I was, but was only something that is rare, and found only in your heart.
I wanted to stay, but go at the same time. I wanted to slip away into that empty world of mine, but wanted to stay and be ignored. I couldn't do either. I was stuck in between, and pain increased, but didn't come at the same time.
It was a type of pain that seemed to kill you, but didn't. The pain felt as if my body were ripping me in half, my guts being blended together through a blender, my blood being sucked out, yet it felt like nothing.
I wanted to leave, to rid the pain, but I couldn't. You wouldn't let me.
You were always there. You were always there to help me, to listen, but I didn't notice. I didn't notice anything at all. My brain was being sucked, my knowledge was slipping from me, but you were there. You were there, helping me stay.
I couldn't find you. I couldn't find anything. I was lost, but found. You came, but left me alone, but stayed and comforted me. You didn't ignore me. You were with me, and helped me stay.
Why did you do it? Why did you help me stay? You said it was for love, but I didn't know what love was. It seemed to have been erased, sucked out through that vacuum.
But you brought it to me. You brought back my mind. You helped me stay. You brought love to my life. You brought that rare feeling, that can be only found in your heart, to me. You brought back my life.
I was no longer invisible. That empty, nothing world was erased, and never found. You helped me stay, you helped me become visible. You stayed with me, Ron, and I love you for that.
