Zosia was rushed into hospital and they performed CPR until finally she made it. Ofcorse as she was a fellow worker at the hospital they were determindnot to give up. As soon as Zosia was awake Ollie was notified and was dying to see her.

"Zosia , are you ok why did you overdose"

"I felt guilty for pushing by accident , it was by accident though"

"wait did you say you pushed me"

"yes you said that it was my dads thought we broke up so i said no and over reacted and you were to close to the edge and as i said no i pushed you and then the next thing i know there was screaming and a large thud as you hit the ground and im soo soo sorry"

"wait wait wait , so lemme get this straight , i have been in a coma for almost 3 months because you flipped out and pushed me off the roof off this building"

"Yes but im sorry Ollie"

"And we broke up!"

"yes dont you remember"

It was all such a big thing for Ollie to take , to think his ex-girlfriend that he was going to propose to pushed him off the roof of a building and nearly cost hime his life ... he needed some time to think.

Zosia had spent hours waiting for Ollie to make up his mind about this incideent. As she had some time to kill she reached into her bag and pulled out a sharp , pointy , silver , sparkling clean knife and held it in her right hand . Her nerves ... what nerves ! As a trained surgeon she had no nerves holding a knife. She thought as it like she was operating on a patient. She placed the pointy tip of the blade on her left arm and pressed it deep then slowly ran it along the width of her arm. Blood oozed out, spreading down her arm as she removed the knife from her arm. It felt so much better now , she had relised her angry , shame and guilt all by doing one simply thing .

But it wasnt enough she went in a second , a third , fourth and even a fifth till there was a knock on the door ... it was Jac .

" Zosia what are you doing in there your not working so you shouldnt be in there " Exclaimed Jac

"Just one second " Replied Zosia slowly pulling the sleeve of here hoody down and turning the brass lock on the door to let Jac in.

" Get out ! and rest "

She walked briskly back to cubical four where Ollie was . Well where he WAS ...

To Be Continued