Stop, staring!
Even though everyone thinks I am frozen
I am frozen because no one cares
I am frozen cause I don't want to cry
Look at me
Go ahead look
I bet you all laugh
Ha ha ha
Take a look at the freak
Not even sure if they're a man or not
What is opposite a man
A crying scared one
One who is afraid to die
I don't want to die
Not before I know what it is to live
To feel my skin glean with droplets of water
Or to feel another lips against mine
To leave the heat of battle
And to just be the fallen soul I am
But you will not allow it
I am a sinner
A damned curse
A freak of nature
Who does not deserve to live
In midst all you perfect people
If you were all as perfect as you all claim
You would not stare
You would not gasp as I walk past you
Judging me all the while
I know you have all thought it
Each of you
Giving me glares and glances
Like I am some caged animal
Have you never seen a person like I
Even you Zidane do not receive the stares I have
And you, show your tail
Because I have no desire to be like you
I am like this
The lowly freak you all laugh at
The joke of all mortal existence
I am Garland's own sick joke
As you are, "my superior"
Born to best me
Cause I am a mistake
Do you even know?
Do any of you?
Does anyone even care?
Care to hear the screams of a mad man
The freak you all stare at
The sobbing person with his knees drawn to his chest
His tears strolling down his cheek
As he sits there rocking back and forth
In fear of the shadow called death.
Waiting for someone to reach out
And to wipe these tears away
With their fingertips
To once look at me with a glance of compassion
Even though everyone thinks I am frozen
I am frozen because no one cares
I am frozen cause I don't want to cry
Look at me
Go ahead look
I bet you all laugh
Ha ha ha
Take a look at the freak
Not even sure if they're a man or not
What is opposite a man
A crying scared one
One who is afraid to die
I don't want to die
Not before I know what it is to live
To feel my skin glean with droplets of water
Or to feel another lips against mine
To leave the heat of battle
And to just be the fallen soul I am
But you will not allow it
I am a sinner
A damned curse
A freak of nature
Who does not deserve to live
In midst all you perfect people
If you were all as perfect as you all claim
You would not stare
You would not gasp as I walk past you
Judging me all the while
I know you have all thought it
Each of you
Giving me glares and glances
Like I am some caged animal
Have you never seen a person like I
Even you Zidane do not receive the stares I have
And you, show your tail
Because I have no desire to be like you
I am like this
The lowly freak you all laugh at
The joke of all mortal existence
I am Garland's own sick joke
As you are, "my superior"
Born to best me
Cause I am a mistake
Do you even know?
Do any of you?
Does anyone even care?
Care to hear the screams of a mad man
The freak you all stare at
The sobbing person with his knees drawn to his chest
His tears strolling down his cheek
As he sits there rocking back and forth
In fear of the shadow called death.
Waiting for someone to reach out
And to wipe these tears away
With their fingertips
To once look at me with a glance of compassion
