Summary: Ever the Wings on back, and the Thorn in my side... Boy Love, Angst, Violence
Disclaimer: Final Fantasy Viii owns me, not the other way around.
Kiss You Kill You
You're a double edged sword, Squall.
I am in Love with you.
I loathe you.
I want to kill you and kiss you in the very same breath.
They call me possesed.
I know im obsessed.
There is nobody like you, Hero.
Nobody like me either.
We can never fit in like they want us to, not even with each other,
I love you.
I hate you.
Isn't one enough?
We fight and we fuck, usually in the same day.
You're cold and you're hot,
You're mine and you're no one's.
'Self-Destructive', the shrink calls me.
If im Self Destructive, what does that make you?
A Saviour?
A Killer?
A Lover?
A Cause?
Will it ever end?
And - if it will, what will?
Will my rage die?
Or will my love fade?
Will my hate leave?
Or will my lust disapate?
The questions never seem to end, and my heads bursting from the inside out.
Hyne, it's like Murder to look at you,
Like Sex just to touch you.
Its hard, hot and violent.
Both the battles and sex.
You're the Wings on my back Hero,
The thorn in my side Rival,
The thrill, urge and desire that consumes and enrages me.
I want you...
Dead
Alive
I need you...
Alive
Dead
I want to stab my cake and eat it too.
So how do you feel Hero?
Do you hurt, hate and need?
Do you laugh at my torment or cry at my anguish?
Rival... do you bleed with me?
I wish I could tell passed those stormy blue eyes.
I hate you
I love you
Lover... Rival... Hero... Friend...
Who are we, what?
Tell me.
There is no one like we are Lover.
You're a double edged sword.
Silent and Deadly.
I swear one of us will end up dead.
x.o.x.o.x
Authors Note: 'I want to stab my cake and eat it too'... wow, angsty xD
