Here's a little piece of angst filled writing I whipped up out of scratch. I was inspired for this by the AMV "A Night like This" I'm not sure who made it, but if you find it, it's worth the download. Enjoy!

"I want it to be perfect like before.

Oh, I want to change you.

Oh, I want to change you."

-The Cure "A Night like This"

Well, I'm finally all alone. No one else that matters, just me. Why did you have to leave Seishorou? Why do you have to be... dead? I mean, I wanted you dead, I think. Part of me did anyway. There was a part that thought of nothing except making you pay for killing Hokuto. Then, there was that part of me that wanted it to be like it used to be. For all my blushing and embarrassment, I liked it when you called me Subaru-kun, when you treated me like you loved me. Did you really love me, Seishorou-san? Was it all real, or a lie like so many other things? Somehow, I still believe that you love me. No, I know you loved me. Maybe that was the problem.

I know you used to check up on me Seishorou. I'd catch a glimpse of you out of the corner of my eye, just a blur or a shadow, but I knew without a doubt that it was you. I could feel your presence more than I could see your figure. Were you just keeping tabs on me so you'd always know where I was? It's not like I've gone anywhere or tried to avoid you. I moved to a new apartment soon after Hokuto died, and that was it. There was too much of her, to much of us there for me to live with. I spent nights waking up crying from the ache of what should have been there but wasn't.

So here I am on another lonely night. I thought I couldn't hurt any more than I did after I found out Hokuto was dead. I was wrong. I could hurt more. I could hurt so much more than that. Is there any point to this anymore? This whole Dragons of Heaven against the Dragons of Earth? Why should I care if humans are wiped from the face of the planet? The only ones I cared about are gone now. When I die, at least maybe I can follow you and Hokuto. Then we can all be together again.

That's it, hope you liked it. I know its' short, but here's hoping you thought it was good.