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I really hope you all will enjoy this story as much as I love writing it =)

Chapter 1:

I don't want to understand this horror
There's a weight in your eyes
I can't admit
Everybody ends up here in bottles
But the name tag's the last thing you wanted

As the world explodes
We fall out of it
And we can't let go
Because this will not go away
There's a house built out in space

I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend
But I can be your, be your

Someone help us understand
Who ordered this disgusting
Arrangement, time and the end
I don't want to hear who walked
On water, because the hallways are empty
And the clocks tick

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Oliver rolled his eyes when his friends all snickered at what he just told , he was glad that some seemed to enjoy his punishment. ''Glad you're all enjoying yourself.'' he muttered under his breathe and downed another shot of Whiskey. ''Oh come on mate.'' Max Fuller was full on smirking at him and Oliver clenched his jaw.

He didn't like Max , honestly he didn't really like any of his group of friends except Thomas Merlyn but that might have something to do with the fact they were attached to the hip ever since both of them got put on this world. ''But tell me why dear old daddy didn't help you get out of this?'' Max smirked against the glass of the expensive alcohol he was drinking.

''Because I crashed his Ferrari.'' Oliver shrugged. ''Look at the bright side Ollie!'' his best friend Tommy chimed in with a shit eating grin making Oliver raise an eyebrow and cock his head to the side with a small smile playing on his face.

''And what might that be ?''

''I've heard the nurses at Starling City's children hospital are hot!'' he began. ''You're Oliver Queen , those girls will drop their panties , could you imagine having hot steamy sex in the on-call room ?''

''Sorry to burst your little happy bubble Merlyn , but I think the on-call room only exists on Grey's Anatomy. '' Ronnie Raymond laughed at the way Tommy sulked.

Oliver just let his friends go on and on about whatever they were talking , he just needed to get drunk and fast because tomorrow ; everything would change.

Because …

He will be doing 200 hours of community service at Starling City's children hospital.

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''And this is the eating disorder department.'' Oliver hadn't really paid any attention to the tour he had been giving ; how would they even think he could when a very sexy red-head was showing him around , she had well defined curves that where screaming at him to throw her over his shoulder and bang her against the closest surface there was.

''mmm'' he muttered and his eyes drifted to a different door. ''Which department will I stay?''

The sexy red-head looked at the paper she was holding and smiled brightly at him. ''You have the Cancer and Blood Disorders Center. I am not going to lie, it's probably the hardest department of the whole hospital.''

''Why?''

Sexy red-head as Oliver liked to call her since he had forgotten her name raised an eyebrow. ''Those kids are sick, the chance they'll get better is 20% out of the 100% which is very low, also you'll get attached to them because they're incredible sweet and then after battling for years or maybe just months their body has had enough and shuts down.'' A sour expression forms on sexy red-head. ''Sometimes it feels like you lost your own child instead of just a patient, one of the reasons I just couldn't keep working there.''

''Don't worry sweetheart, I don't get attached.'' Oliver winked and he smirked when the sexy red-head's face turned a pretty shade of red. She was biting her lip and looking him up and down.

''I've got a question though.'' Oliver muttered. ''What is it?'' sexy red-head looked at him through her thick black lashes and Oliver grinned.

''Does the on-call room really exist?''

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A little boy with dirty curly blonde hair was running through the halls of the hospital , he was holding into his water bag that was attached to the IV in his small pale hand, he was laughing and squealing while trying to run as fast as his little legs would allow him.

'' NOOOOOOOO '' he yelled and leaned a bit forward so that he could run even harder than he already was.

THUMP.

The little boy whined and rubbed his arm as he felt that the needle had left his vein and was now lying a few feet away from him. ''Sorry!'' he gasped when he looked up and saw a very tall and angry boy looking down at him.

''I think you should watch where you are going!'' he snapped at the small boy whose body was shaking.

'' Cody are you okay ? '' a little girl around the age of 5 asked and kneeled down next to the boy and she glared at the guy who had knocked down her best friend. ''Does it hurt?'' she asked and put a hand on the small bruise that was forming on his hand from the rough way that the needle had been torn out of his vein.

''I'm okay.'' He nodded and tried to get his tears in bay but he was just 8 years old and the fall had hurt his whole body so he couldn't help but let one tear fall down his small chubby cheeks and into the cold floor.

The little girl wiped his tear away and glared at the guy who had knocked down Cody on the ground. ''Didn't your mommy teach you to help people after you hurt them!'' she snapped and helped Cody on his feet and flashed him a bright smile. ''You are very rude.'' The girl pointed at the guy.

The guy laughed showing his pearly white teeth as he looked down at the very small yet snappy girl and he wondered from who the girl got that trait. ''Didn't your mommy teach you that it's not nice to point?'' ''I don't have a mommy!'' the girl bite back and the guy swallowed because he hadn't expected that response and for once in his 21 years of living.

''EVA!'' a what seemed like an older voice screamed and the little girl's head whipped around to see her older sister stalking towards her and Cody. ''What did I tell you about running off?''

''But Cody was bored!'' the girl's voice was so much softer the guy noticed when she was talking to what seemed like her big sister since they looked like each other.

''Who's this?'' the girl asked after a few minutes of arguing with her little sister and scolding both her and Cody for running through the halls of the hospital when Cody had just gotten out of a surgery three days ago.

''I don't know, he's rude!'' the little girl ; Eva glared and the guy glared back. ''I'm not , you really should tell of your little friend for running into me, after all I think my suit is ruined.'' The older girl snorted. ''I'm so sorry your suit got wrinkles in them.'' She smirked when he scoffed.

'' I would like to inform you that this is a Gieves & Hawkes suit.'' '' I would like to inform you that I couldn't give a flying crap if it was a Primark suit or a Givenchy''

So that's where her little sister got the attitude from.

''My name is Ollie Queen, but I bet you already knew that!'' he stuck out his hand which the girl took in her hands with a little bit of hesitation. ''My name is Felicity Smoak and I knew exactly who you are Oliver Queen.''

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Oliver walked into the club that he and his friends had agreed upon , he smirked when he saw all four of them seated at the bar, talking and laughing ; hands where in the air, probably going on and on about what girl they had had sex with that day.

Oliver's little group of friends contained out of : Carter Bowen , a son of a friend of his parents who he despised probably the most out of all, he was a know it all and he hated how his parents seemed more proud of Carter then of their own son and sure he might not have the best history but he still was their son.

The 2nd out of the group was : Ronnie Raymond who was the son of his mother's best friend from college and probably like a second son to his mother more than to his father, Oliver liked Ronnie ; he wasn't an asshole and didn't shove all of his pride and arrogance into his face while smirking like the Cheshire cat.

The 3nd out of the group was : Max Fuller , don't get him started on how he stayed friends with him after Max had beaten the living shit out of him, probably had to do with something about how he slept with his girlfriend on their engagement party. Oliver could still feel the pain of the bruises bones whenever he thought of it, but Max forgave him for some weird reason he still had no explanation too but Oliver wasn't going to remind him of the asshole move he had made two years ago now would he?

The 4nd and last one of them ( But not the least ) was his partner in crime and best friend : Tommy Merlyn , he didn't know how they met, it probably had to do with the fact there was just 3 months between them and their mother's had been great friends and they pretty much forced Tommy and Oliver to be friends , not that Oliver minded it ; he on occasions would thank his mother.

''Hey guys!'' Oliver smiled and slid on a chair, ordering an whiskey neat and turned to the four people. He had a small smirk on his face while the others seemed to impatiently wait.

''There's an on-call room.'' He began with a smirk making all the guys holler and Oliver laugh. ''Go on!'' Tommy begged. ''I liked to call her sexy red-head, she was a nice fuck ; not the best I've had but her enormous boobs made up for that.'' Oliver knew right well that he sounded like the biggest asshole, but that was it.

He was the biggest asshole of whole Starling City

The rest of the evening went like this , everyone telling them who they had had sex with and just being cocky assholes.

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''Patient 16 years old and has stage 2 of stomach cancer.'' Oliver was slightly disappointed when he came in this morning and saw how he didn't get sexy red-head to show him around but a woman in her late 40's who had black frizzy hair that stopped by her shoulders and when she smiled Oliver wanted to hide because of the way her pupils would go crazy.

How could she be taking care of small children, wouldn't the children run away scared?

Oliver just bit on his lip as he walked into the hospital room , he had been here four hours already, Got a lecture from the head of the hospital about how he didn't appreciate Oliver being two and a half hour's too late but Oliver just shrugged and told him what every adult wanted to hear.

'I'll promise I won't do it again'

Oliver was just wondering when he would see that cute girly nurse again today that had told him off for wearing a suit to a hospital where kids would run, where kids would bleed.

That's why he now was wearing one of those ridiculous nurse uniforms and sneakers.

If his friends would see him like this, they would tease him about this for days.

He hadn't even noticed that the woman who he would call ''muffin top' because she kind of reminded him of a muffin , ( he knew he was a horrible person, you didn't have to tell him. )

Well Muffin top had begun talking to the patient so Oliver finally shook his head to get rid of the thoughts running through his head and looked up.

''Wait, I thought you were a nurse here!'' he yelled and could feel a light slap on his arms as he stared wide-eyed at the girl from yesterday. '' We do not tolerate screaming at patients Mister Queen. '' Muffin top hissed in a way to low voice for a woman.

''Hello 'Ollie''' Felicity gave him a small smirk and Oliver huffed, he knew she was mocking him and she would probably never call him by his nick-name , which weirdly enough he was okay with. ''Hello Felicity.'' Oliver just replied with.

Felicity flashed him a lip-locked smile and her attention to Muffin top. ''So what's the verdict doc?'' the woman gave her a soft smile. '' We have the scans back.'' She begin with and Felicity nodded. ''It has gotten worse hasn't it?'' she whispered and looked down at the blanket that was covering her from the waist down.

''I'm so sorry Felicity, but there's penetration to the third layer and more distant lymph nodes. But don't you dare give up hope ; there are sometimes still cures for this.'' Felicity bit on her lower lip and tried to stop the tears from spilling, she didn't want to cry in front of Oliver Queen. ''I-I ha-ad no idea what all of that meant.'' She admitted with a small laugh.

''It's the beginning of stage 3.'' Felicity gasped and nodded, a single tear fell down before she could even try to stop it.

Oliver watched how the small girl seemed to get even smaller and her whole pale body shook when Muffin tops hugged her, he could hear the screams leaving her mouth ; only being muffled a bit because of the way her face was pressed into Muffin top's shoulder.

''We'll be back later okay darling? '' Felicity nodded and watched them leave her room , the door had just clicked shut and Oliver could hear the loud screams coming from her room, he winced when he heard an incredible loud crash.

''Poor thing.'' Muffin tops whispered and sighed, Oliver looked at the woman. ''Could you maybe explain it to me? I don't understand what's really going on!''

''Felicity has been a patient of Doctor Visher since she was two years and 4 months , he unfortunately couldn't be there for her to break the news. So I was the lucky one.'' Muffin top laughed without any humor in it. ''She's such a lovely girl, it always happens to the ones that don't deserve it.''

''Nobody deserves cancer.'' Oliver dis-agreed and Muffin top nodded. ''Of course''

''But moving on , Ever since Felicity was two she got cancer after cancer.'' Oliver nodded showing her that he was listening. ''She's had had Leukemia , cancer in her kidney, a tumor in her leg , a tumor close by her heart , leukemia again , liver cancer and even skin cancer. '' Oliver felt all the oxygen leave his lungs. ''She's survived all of that, in some sick twisted way she has survived all of that. It should have been to good to be true that she would survive this one too.''

''What are you saying?'' Oliver asked even though he knew he would hate this answer.

Muffin top gave him a weak smile. ''She won't be able to survive this one. She's only going to get worse; the longest I'll give her is a year and a half ? but knowing her, she'll be here longer.''

Oliver gulped and looked down at the floor, he suddenly wished he hadn't gotten the 200 hours cell punishment instead of the 200 hours community service.

End of chapter 1

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