Top 5 reasons why I will never get Finn:
5. My nose is too. . . Jewish
4. I'm not as thin as Quinn (pre baby circa)
3. I'm not as popular as Quinn
2. He is having a daughter
And the number one reason why I will never get Finn:
He is in love with Quinn.
Ever since I can remember I had dreamed of being a big star and ever since I can remember I had a surefire plan of getting there. My plan had been put into motion at an early age: dance and singing lessons, beauty pageants, the works. Anyone who came in contact with me as a child could tell I was destined for greatness. But when I reached middle school it all changed, my amazing singing ability was shoved aside by people like Quinn Fabray and by the time I reached high school my talent was completely forgotten. That is, until Glee came along, I was (naturally) beckoned to the spotlight. My plan was still going.
Until, that is, a certain Finn Hudson had intercepted it. Nowhere in my perfectly fabricated plan had I foreseen falling hopelessly in love with someone who did not reciprocate the feeling, not unless it was scripted, of course. And yet here I was watching the man of my dreams kissing his very pregnant girlfriend. It was official, I had slowly drifted into hopelessness. I had become a thing that I most loathed, vulnerable. I was weak.
Do you want to know what happens to people who are weak? They certainly do not end up being famous. No. At the best they end up as assistants to famous people. And I, Rachel Berry, would rather die than be anyones lapdog. I don't take orders very well, you see.
Furthermore, I deserve to be with someone who loves me, cherishes me, and fulfills every one of my high-maintenance wishes, not someone who kisses me one week and knocks up his girlfriend the next. And yet, here I am.
What is wrong with me? I deserve better than to be waiting around for someone who may never come. I'm Rachel Berry, Gosh darn it! And I will not stand for this. Finn made his choice, now it is time to make mine.
-_-GleE--_gLEe__-GLeE
So what do you think? I know it is short but it is only a preface! I decided to start each chapter with a list since it is something Rachel would do, lists, organization and what not. So be expecting those from now on. Umm. . . let's see. . . please review? Another thing you should expect is each chapter being named after a song from a famous musical or a line from a song from a famous musical.
Adios Mien Herr!
Miriam
