So. So. My first Animorphs songfic! Lene Marlin with Unforgivable Sinner is the perfect song for one of those angsty R/T songfics. Oh, and by the way, please excuse me for my bad English! Email me if something is misspelled, or grammatical wrong.
Kinda lose your sense of time
Cause the days don't matter no more
All the feelings that you hide
Gonna tear you up inside
Tobias sits alone in his tree, in hawk morph. He thinks about Rachel. He doesn´t want to show his feelings to the other Animorphs, but it´s hard. You can see a tear rolling slowly down his cheek.
You hope she knows you tried
Follows you around all day
And you wake up soaking wet
You can see Tobias in human form trying to sleep in a bed, but he can´t. Tears are streaming from his eyes. Suddenly a ghostly image of Rachel appears, and she flies around the room.
Cause between this world and eternity
There is a face you hope to see
Tobias mouths "I did my best to help you. You know I did. But I couldn`t couldn`t"
You know where you've sent her
You sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there, sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there, sings like an angel
Unforgivable sinner
Tobias sits up on the bed, still crying, and try to touch the ghostly version of Rachel. She smiles at him, with tears in her eyes, then disappears. Tobias starts to cry even more, but that doesn`t help much. He pulls out a picture of Rachel, which is hidden under his pillow. He looks at it, tears running down his face. He kiss the picture.
You've been walking around in tears
No answers are there to get
You won't ever be the same
Someone cries and you're to blame
"No, nobody can blame me for what happened" he mouths. He remember Rachel´s last words, and the sad smile on her face just before she died.
Struggling with a fight inside
Sorrow you'll defeat
The picture you see it won't dissapear
Not unplesant dreams or her voice you hear
Next day, Tobias sits in his tree again, as hawk. He remember the last night and Rachel`s smile. He tries to shake his thoughts off, but that´s impossible. He can once again hear her last words: "I love you, Tobias".
You know where you've sent her
Cause you sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there, sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there, sings like an angel
Unforgivable sinner
Tobias jump off the branch he`s sitting on and starts to fly. He flies faster and faster, desperately trying to get rid of his thoughts. But not even Tobias can fly that fast. Suddenly the ghostly image of Rachel appears again. He can hear her singing, but he can´t hear any words. "Rach" he thought-speaks. (You can hear the words he think to her.) She freezes, looks frightened, but then she smiles, waves, and —just as Tobias is going to touch her- disappears.
Maybe one time lost
But now you're found
Stand right up before you hit the ground
Maybe one time lost
But now you're found
Stand right up before you hit the ground
Hit the ground
Tobias flies faster and faster towards the ground. He isn`t even thinking anymore. He just want it all to end. Then Rachel appears. "No!" she mouths. "Don`t do this to me, Tobias!" She can see what he´s thinking. He flies faster and faster and hits the ground.
The last part is mouthed by ghostly images of Rachel and Tobias, holding their hands.
You know where you've sent her
Cause you sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there, sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there, sings like an angel
Unforgivable sinner
