Set after Season 7 Episode 22x7 " Chosen"
disclaimer: I own nothing in the spuffyverse but if i could i would

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Giles has gone back to the UK to start a new watches council. Buffy, Willow, Dawn, and Xander have all moved to Rome to start a fresh new life after that fight with the first but on one strange night, Buffy and Willow are at home when somebody special arrives.

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Chapter 1 " The Lost But Never Forgotten"

Buffy and Willow were just sat watching movies all weekend seeing as Dawn and Xander had gone camping for the weekend. And Buffy and Willow were just finishing watching the last movie, Titanic

"Oh, I love this film Wills. All the love and romance. It's totally a chick flick" Buffy says.

Willow, with her eyes fixed on the screen lightly filling with tears, spoke huskily as they watched the movie for a while,

"Yeah, I know what you mean."
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"Come back Jack, come back"
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By then, the girls had the tissues out and were crying as they hugged each other for comfort.

"God, I'm such a little cry baby. I'm supposed to be a Slayer." Buffy thought, Maybe Willow has put a spell on me, or maybe I'm just really paranoid, or maybe its the fight with the first. Yeah that's what it is. I have gone so long with out a good slay, I have gone soft.

As they sobbed quietly, the film came to an end. Still managing to eat popcorn in between sobs, they eventually pulled themselves together after about 5 minutes of non stop crying.

Willow finally got up and was slowly followed by Buffy. They gathered the used tissues and managed to give a small laugh to how many they had used between the two of them.

"Damn we sure used a lot of tissues." Willow smiled.

Buffy smiled and laughed.

"Yeah Wills, we sure did."

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after gathering up all of the tissues, they walked into the kitchen and emptied their hands into the trash bin.

Buffy yawned.

"It's kind of late Will. You can stay here if you want. I don't want you going home by yourself."

Willow shook her head.

"No Buffy. Its ok, I don't live far. I'll drive, after all, my car is outside."

Buffy raised an eyebrow as Willow whispered something. She couldn't quite make it out though. Buffy smiled.

"Okay Wills. It's up to you. I mean its 3 A.M. There's a spare bed with Dawn not being home you know."

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Willow sighed.

"No Buffy. Honestly, I'll be ok, I promise"

Buffy nodded and smiled.

"Ok then. Whatever you say Will."
They headed to the door when Buffy spoke

"Um... Willow, you said you walked over here. So how can your car be outside?"

Willow smiled.

"W-w-well I did w- w-walk over. But I sort of teleported my car here. I didn't want to be walking home in the cold. You know, I'm sorry."

Buffy laughed.

"Sorry for what Wills? You've don't nothing wrong. A little magic won't hurt."

"Well," she said opening the door. "Goodnight Wills." She gave Willow a hug.

"Night Buffy" she smuggled out.

Buffy smiled and close the door after Willow left and headed for the lounge again to clear up the mess from the rest of the movies.

She picked up the empty packets of popcorn and drink bottles.

She thought aloud, "I wonder if me and Spike ever got in that position like in the movie."

She stood up for a moment and thought about how much she missed Spike. She walked over to the TV, turning it off and picking up a photograph from the top of the TV. It was of her, Spike, and Dawn, all in a group hug. They all looked so happy, like family. Buffy sighed, sat down on the sofa, and looked at the photo so carefully, and the outlines of Spike's facial features, as tears sprung to her eyes.

"God, I miss you so much Spike" she sobbed. "Why did you have to be so heroic and die?"

She felt angry, but was quickly drowned out by the amount of guilt and sadness she felt since that day just 5 months ago. As she pictured herself back in the cave with Spike, holding his hands as they went up in flames, and saying those words that he hoped to hear her sing to him. Those words he had longed for.
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"I LOVE YOU!"

And when she said those words to him, he denied them to himself. Tears now showing in her face.

Spike said, "NO YOU DONT, BUT THANKS FOR SAYING IT"

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Hope you guys liked it more soon! R&R PLEASE!

And a HUGE thank you to AmethystDragon81 for being my beta she is so great Huggs X