I wish...
Ch.1: I wish that I didn't wish...
Summary: In a split of anger Sasori wished Deidara was dead, and now after Deidara had jumped from the roof and had lost his memory, Sasori has to deal with not the blond, but the brat he felt in love with. What will Sasori do when Deidara only accept him as friend, but his urge to embrace his beloved is way too strong?
"If you say you want me dead, I will die for you, but just don't say you hate me..." Those were his last words before jumping down with tears and those were the last words i have heard from him...
A red head sat quietly next to a hospital's bed as he blankly stared into the mid air with both his pale hands holding tightly onto a blond haired boy's palm. From time to time he blinked and turned his attention to his lifeless beloved as a bitter tear fell down his cheek. The silence had occupied the room and the only noise that could have been heard was the low breathing of the unconscious blond and the red head.
Mr. Akasuna 'said one of the nurses as she slowly stepped close to the man and putted her hand on his shoulder. "You have been here for 3 days, I think you should go home and have some rest." she offered and gently pulled him up, off his chair. She was about to continue when suddenly the taller one turned his look and glared blankly at her.
"I can't." He said monotonously. " I can't leave, what if he wakes up" and sat down again.
The nurse watched him with pity and tried to smile, but her conscience couldn't let her. 'Poor guy' she thought and sighed. " Mr. Akasuna , if he wakes up, you will be the first one who would know so don't worry, I promise." the nurse said and pulled the red head once again, but this time she took hold of his arm, dragged him out of the room and gently closed the door. " Now go home , you can come again tomorrow, ok.?" She said gently and waved her hand. The Akasuna didn't resist and as he nodded he walked way.
"Poor guy, what happened to him?" another nurse asked from behind and the woman turned back.
"Yeah poor him." She sighed. " The police said that his friend suicide right before his eyes, and he has been blaming himself since then. How long has it been... about 3 months. And like every day he comes to the hospital and sit there in the room, just holding Mr. Iwa hands without saying anything."
"And such a pity, he's so handsome..." The other nurse added as she sighed heavily as well.
"Yeah."
The old door of the hospital slammed as a red head entered the room breathing fast and his face red from running. " How is he!" was the first thing he said as he slowly approached to the doctor and his eyes full of hopes.
"Well Mr. Iwa woke up about 2 hour ago and he seems to be stable, except for..."
"For what?" The Akasuna cried out impatiently.
"Well he.." The doctor was just about to talk when the blond boy on the bed, rose up and stared at the red head.
"Who is that man, Doctor? Where is my dad?" He asked innocently and waited for the reply.
"What do you mean who Deidara? It's me Sasori!" The Akasuna cried out and grabbed Deidara's hand. " You can't have forgotten me!"
" Doctor, who is this? And where is dad?" The blond boy demanded again as he turned his attention back to the doctor and ignored the man next to him.
"Deidara, it's me!" Sasori cried out once more and started shaking the blond, but immediately a nurse dragged the red head away from the patient and told him to calm down.
"I am really sorry to inform you this, but Mr. Iwa has Amnesia."
"Am..am..amnesia?" Sasori said as he looked at the doctor, then at Deidara then again at the doctor and slowly sat down on the chair near him. "Are you sure?"
"Yes. He claims to be 15 years old." The doctor continued. "Everything after that has been forgotten."
"Everything... He was 15 when we met..." Sasori murmured and smiled bitterly.
"So could you please tell us if there are any relatives who we can contact and inform for his condition."
Several seconds passed as the Doctor waited for Sasori's then the red head just shook his head "I am the only one he has."
And as soon as he heard what he needed the Doctor nodded and made a sign for the nurse to give the red head some forms. "If that the case then, please fill up those files and tomorrow Mr. Iwa will be able to go home."
Sasori obediently nodded and took them. Then he looked at Deidara and smiled.
"What you smiling at!" The Iwa frowned and glared at his 'friend'.
" You are still the same as when we meet."
To be continued...}
