Heeey Everyone :)
This Is my first attempt at RJ fiction so sorry if its rubbish.
Love to know what you think good/Bad
Lottieeeee x
Based on S24E08 - Not Wisely But Too Well
Plot- Ruth couldn't bring herself to take the abortion pill jay still doesn't know about the pregnancy. Ruth still went to the surgeons dinner without him and collapsed and was taken to the ED everything else is the same apart from the RJ break up.
''Ruth is there any chance you could be pregnant?'' Those few words kept going round and round his head. Why was no one telling him anything, she'd tell him if she was pregnant right? he had to find out if she was pregnant! He kept getting the image of her lying there on the floor barley conscious He couldn't bare seeing her like that she was usually so strong he'd never seen her so weak before he had to do something, he needed to help her! But instead all Tess would let him do was go and collect some things for her. Collecting her things isn't helping he needed to be in there holding her hand telling her everything will be alright. Jay was brought out of his thoughts by Tess hand place politely on his shoulder.
''Ruth's awake now; you can go in and see her.'' She said simply with a comforting hand on his shoulder.
''Thanks'' He said as he got up stretching from the uncomfortable chair he had slept in the entire night as he waited for Ruth to wake up. He walked into the hospital room and saw her sat up in the bed paler than usual, weaker than usual; he could see the emotion in her eye's she was scared, hurting and upset. He didn't want to upset her more but he had to ask.
''Were you pregnant?'' Questioned Jay his voice laced with concern for his girlfriend
''Yes'' Nodded Ruth weakly as she avoided eye contact.
''Why didn't you say?''
''I...''
''You don't have to do anything on your own, you really don't'' Comforted Jay.
''I was scared.'' Said Ruth physically shaking
''Oh babe, scared of what?'' He said holding her hand in his
''Scared you'd hate me.''
''Hey, I could never hate you.'' He said as he tenderly brushed a stray piece of hair out of her face with his hand. ''I just want you to be happy.''
''I'm sorry.'' Sobbed Ruth
''Aww what for?'' He soothed as he wiped away her falling tears.
''For not telling you, I should have you had a right to know.''
''That doesn't matter now all that matters is your OK.''
''I love you.'' Said Ruth truthfully
''Good cos' I love you too'' Smiled jay as he kissed her tenderly on the lips. ''Better get back to the ED or Tess will have my head.'' He chuckled ''Get some rest I'll come and see you later.'' He said as he kissed her before leaving the room.
