Jacob is trying to learn about his died mother when he digs up a deep dark hidden past that has stay a secret in the tribe and with good reason. What will happen when Jacob tries to expose a secret some would kill to keep hidden read and find out!

I don't own twilight... but that doesn't stop me from dreaming I did -xoxdannie

JPOV

I know I must have been dreaming because mom was alive, I walked into the living room to find her sitting in a chair.

"Jacob" she called softly "Jake sweetie, come here"

I walked to her and she put her hand on my check and sighed "Your so big now, when did you grow up on me" she said and laughed a sweet laugh that warmed my heart and sent chills down my back at the same time. "Oh my baby you grown up on me Scooby doo" she smiled and everything started fading black

"Mom" I yelled "Don't leave me please" I begged but she just faded into the black shadows Intel my vision was completely back. I woke with a small jump and was coved in cool sweats. I sit there thinking about my dream over and over what got me was when she called me Scooby doo. That had been my nickname that my mom and alone my mom called me. I hadn't headed it since she die. I hated when I had dreams about my mother they also ended the same she always fade way no matter how much I yelled and scrammed for her to stay. The worst one's where the one's when she would smile a sick smile a sly sick smile and then her face flash and I would see her laying in a coffin pale plainly still cold and die not the way I like to remember my mother. I like to try to think of her sweet voice, her loving light brown eyes, her gentle laugh, and her warm hugs but I always end up seeing her dead and still in a coffin like in the dreams.

I shack my head and got up out of bed and went to the kitchen. I grabbed a cup and filled it with water I drunk it slowly. I know that's not what I had gotten up to l get, I know that I didn't want the glass of water and I was stalling. I put the glass down and walked into the living room and walked over to the sofa and pulled the truck that was hidden under it. I undid the lock and slow open it. There ways a bunch of my mom's things all packed in it I scattered throw them Intel I pulled out the photo book. The cover was a deep purple color my mom's favorite color with a small bow in the middle. I opened it and a piece of paper fall out and landed on the floor I picked it put and read it in the moon light that sprinkled in throw the blinds.

In loving memory of Sara Ann Black

April 26, 1973- August 14, 1990

There way a picture of my mom and I know what it was it was those things they pass out at funerals that tell all about the person who died I suck it back in the book and stared truing throw the photo's the first one's where my mom and her family my aunts and grandparents they become my mom and her friends then there were a bunch of my mom and Billy. The next's few pages were of they wedding and honeymoon. The next's photo's were of Rebecca than Rachel and finally of me. The last pages of photo's where of the 5 of us a lot of my sisters and me, then the pages where blank there was still a lot of pages just waiting to be filled. It was ironic my mom had made this scrap book and just like her life it had been cut short. I turned back to the Picture of my mom I looked at it remembering what she looked like I was staring to forget so I want to refresh myself. I remember that mom had always been pretty she had long black hair and light brown almond eyes and a pretty smile Rebecca looked a lot like her but Rachel could have been my mom's twin Rachel looked just like her but she had the same black eyes as me and Billy. But besides that she looked just like mom. I put the scrap book down and looked inside the box I saw a hard cover book with roses on it Dairy was write on it in fancy hand writing. I picked it up and randomly pick out pages to read. My mom had just got this dairy right after she got married to Billy I guess cause the first few pages where about they're wedding and they new love and all that love crap after a bunch a pages there was page that had Rebecca Lynn Black, June 1986 6:20 am, 19 inches and 7.2 lbs in big letters and was all that was written on the page. I turned the page it was all about Rebecca being born things like her first word and now she cut her hair herself and mom freaked out. I flipped throw a few more pages before I find a page that said Rachel Marry Black ,February 2, 1990 11:09 pm, 17 inches 6.9 lbs wrote just like the one about Becky, the next 5 pages were all about my sister. I turned the page to find Jacob Matthew Black October 24, 1992 4:04 am 21 inches 22lbs I turned the page to read what my mom had wrote about me

My first son, Jacob was born almost a week ago. He was the biggest of all my children he has the fastest cutest baby checks I have ever seen and his fathers deep eyes he has so much hair already. He's adorable and I love him with everything I'll got already what can I say he's got me rapped around his little finger. I can tell he's going to have a big personally. Today me and Billy watch him play with his sock for 2 hours he doesn't like socks very much and it took him hours to get the thing off I would of took them off for him but something tells me he would like to do it himself. He hasn't sleep very much we had him he's crib in our room but he just lay's there staring at me as I try to sleep. I thought he doesn't like being by himself so I picked him put and put him in bed with me and Billy. Billy thought it was a bad ideal but Jacob fall asleep with in minuses so I must I had guess right. Becky loves him she begs to hold him every 5 minutes. Rachel alone 2 so she just sit's there and looking at him….

I skipped a few page picking and choosing what I wanted to read I was very surprised to find that almost everything in this book was about me. Everything I did was written down my mom also talked about how much she loved me and how I was her baby. There was something's about my sisters and Billy but most of it was about me. I picked a random page and starting reading again

I took Jacob and the girls to the park today Becky and Ray played in the sand box in fort of the bench I was sitting on and Jacob was playing with some little boy by the sings they were playing with two toy cars how much trouble could they get into they are 5. So I started reading my book I got lose in it to say the least it was a good hour or two before I finally sit it down The girls were on the swings and Jacob was… where in God's good name was Jacob! I called for him for minuses running around like a crazy woman looking for him I really started to lose it when I find the toy cars Jacob and the other little boy where playing with sitting on the ground I ran started losing my mind at that point I remember thinking" Why Jacob not Jacob anyone besides him I could live without anyone even any other one of my kids but not him I couldn't live without Jacob" It was a horrible thought I loved Becky and Rachel but Jacob had a part of my heart that no one would ever live up to. When I finally find him he was with that other boy at the pond throw rocks at ducks and having the fun of there lives laughing… when we got home I wouldn't let Jacob out of my sight I hold him in my arms all the rest of the day. I know it was bad that I favorite Jacob but how could I not he was my baby, my alone son, and he absolutely adored me he also want to be with me and he was my cuddle buddy he was my little man my Scooby doo. I know it was a stupid nickname Scooby doo but he loved it. When ever I called him that he would smile ear to ear when he was older I wouldn't call them that in public or in fort of he's friends or anything just between us. Jacob was a total mama's boy something told me he wouldn't mind.

I flipped throw a few more pages throws the end of the book when she had stop writing.

I might have one more miracle on the way, it's funny cause I always thought Jacob would be my last he would always be my baby but like most of the time I was wrong…

"Jake what are you doing" Billy asked I jumped a little at the sound of his voice I was so into mom's dairy I hadn't heard him come. I turned to face him he was in the door way and I dropped the dairy back in the box

"Nothing" I mummer

"Why do you have that box open" he asked

"I … I had a dream about mom and I don't know I … just wanted to remind myself of her I don't know what I was planning to get out of this" I started to drift off at the end

"Jake…, Jacob do you want to talk" he asked in a soft voice

"No" I said mean and hard

"Jake its ok if you…" he said but I cut him off

"I don't want to talk Dad good night" I yell as I stared to walk away

"Jacob I lost her too" he called after me. I stop in my traits my hands turned into fits was he really going to start this right now, this whole "I know how you fell crap". I turned to face him.

"Good Night dad" I said again and slammed my door to my room and laid on my bed staining at the ceiling till I fell a sleep.

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